Lucifer's POV

"Come on you three time to get up. Time for breakfast." I smiled at Levina as she buried further into the bed.

"Five more minutes daddy." Fucking hell, my dick wasn't hard but it was now, her sleepy voice calling me daddy pushed me forward. I pulled the covers off of her, exposing her panty clad ass. She groaned as the blankets left her, but that groan turned into a moan as I smacked her ass. "Lucifer!" She sat up and looked back at me over her shoulder.

The dogs had jumped down and headed to the backyard. "Get up precious, the next one won't be as gentle." She just stared me down and didn't move. "Fine." My hand started coming down but she quickly turned and caught my wrist.

"No, no. I'll get up." Fear flashed in her eyes so quickly I almost missed it but then she was climbing out of the bed. "I'm just going to shower and change." I gave her a curt nod as she hustled to her room to shower.

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Levina's POV

I felt bad for continually leading Lucifer on and then backing out. But every time I thought I'd be okay taking it further Seth's face would flash in my mind and I'd get scared again. I don't think it's a secret that I want Lucifer, I want him so badly. I want him to take back that part of my life. I sighed as I stepped into the shower, I took my time. Letting the water heat to probably unhealthy temperatures, I stood under the water, getting lost in my thoughts.

A knock came at the door, "Beautiful? You okay?" Lucifer's voice came from outside the door but he had cracked it open.

"I'm sorry Lucifer I lost track of time I'm fine." I bit my lip and looked to the door.

"Okay I was worried. I'll see you in a bit." I heard him move away from the door and I panicked.

"Lucifer wait!" He barged into the bathroom and looked at me through the glass, his eyes darkening with lust. I resisted the urge to cover myself. "Come shower with me?"

I saw Lucifer visibly swallow before shaking his head slowly. "I don't think that's a good idea."

I nodded my head and finally covered my breasts with my arm. "Okay sure. I'll see you in a bit." Turning away from him and letting the water run down my hair, I heard the door close and felt Lucifer gone from the room. But I peeked to make sure before the tears came. Stupid fucking idiot he doesn't want you. Plus sized, ugly, fucked up tainted human. I continued chastising myself until the tears dried and I thought I could face him.

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Lucifer's POV

Stupid fucking idiot. Why didn't I get in that shower? My dick was painfully erect as I cooked breakfast for us. Seeing the water run down her luscious curvy body made it hard to think but I wasn't going to push her to something she wasn't ready for. "Smells good." Vina's voice shocked me I was so lost in thought I hadn't heard her.

When I turned around to plate her omelet, I noticed her baggy clothes that hid her body from me. But her barely noticeable red rimmed eyes made my cock instantly deflate. I made her cry?

We ate in silence; she slowly ate her omelet barely making a dent by the time I was done. "I have to head to work. Just leave your plate in the sink when you're done." She nodded without meeting my eyes, "Levina..."

I started but she cut me off, "Have a good day Lucifer." She gave me a fake smile with a fake voice and went back to picking at her omelet.

I nodded and I snapped away to my office. I sat in my chair and hung my head in my hands. Why didn't I get in that shower?

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Levina's POV

As soon as Lucifer was gone, I spit out the last bite I had taken and dropped the omelet on the floor for Shadow, "Eat up baby." Putting the plate in the sink I went to the nearest bathroom and made myself throw up what I had just eaten. If I could continue this without Lucifer noticing I could lose weight, it's worked in the past. He made us eat dinner together so I'd eat as little as possible and call it good.

"Hey sweetie! I'm here to take you to your therapy session." Seph was standing in the foyer petting Shadow, "Did you give her something she's lick her lips?"

"Yeah, just a little treat." I held Seph's hand as I willingly went along with her. I knew I wouldn't win.

"You're being surprisingly accommodating today." She questioned as she snapped us in front of an office building in the underworld.

"Figured I wouldn't win." I shrugged.

Seph stopped me, "What are you wearing?"

I shrugged again, "Just something comfy. I'm tired can we just get this over with?" She nodded and led me upstairs.

We reached the 25th floor and went to the first door on the right, "Ah Persephone lovely to see you again. This must be Levina." A woman a few inches taller than me and curves in all the right places with raven hair stared at me and held out her hand.

I shook it, "Yes that's me."

"I'm Angelica why don't you come in and we'll get started." She looked at Seph.

"I'm fine going alone." Seph nodded and we stepped inside as Angelica pointed to an armchair for me. I sat down and looked at her. "This is confidential right? So, what I say doesn't leave this room? And I can do what I want with this time?"

She looked at me confused but nodded, "Yes that's right. Why?"

"Good I'm doing this for my stubborn friends. I have nothing to say. So do whatever you need to do to pass the next 45 minutes." She looked surprised but I held my ground.

"Okay if that's what you wish. There's nothing you want to talk about? Maybe even your time from earth?" I shook my head. "Alright how was your morning?" I winced recalling Lucifer's rejection, my stomach rolling. "Want to talk about that reaction?"

"No because then I'd have to explain the rest." I crossed my arms and picked at my sweats wishing I had a blade.

"Okay. Can I get you anything water, tea?" I shook my head and sat in silence. Angelica to her credit just watched me as my thoughts rolled and rolled about why Lucifer rejected me this morning. "Please Levina talk to me. Your emotions are suffocating me." I raised an eyebrow at her, "I'm an empath I can read all of your emotions like a book. Rejection is the biggest one right now."

I winced, "I asked my mate to join me in the shower this morning and he said it wouldn't be a good idea. We haven't done anything except a brief kiss, I wasn't even asking for sex just companionship and maybe more. I want that part of my life back." I wiped at my tears.

"What do you mean get back that part of your life? Let's start with that if you're ready."

I sighed, "I was kidnapped and sexually assaulted by my mate's son. He forced me to..." I swallowed down my bile.

"Take your time." She spoke softly. When the tightness eased from my throat, I quickly recounted everything that he had done to me. From the almost rape to the isolation. "Let's go back to why your mate might have turned you down this morning. Maybe he wasn't ready. Maybe he was trying to give you time and not pressure you."

"I guess I understand that and see his side of things. I just don't know what to do." I rubbed my temples, a migraine forming and I knew it was from lack of food and throwing up.

"You should take things slow and at your pace, maybe start clothed this time so it's not as pressure inducing." I nodded feeling a little lighter than I have in days. "I'm sorry but we are out of time today. I will see you next week." I nodded and shook her hand, "It was nice meeting you."

"You too." I walked back outside and Seph looked like she was waiting on bated breath.

"You look like you're feeling a little better." She said innocently.

"Gee thanks." She rolled her eyes and took my arm.

"Wanna get lunch at Lucifer's office maybe even surprise him?" I tensed and shrugged.

Start slow, "Yeah that sounds good."

Seph squealed happily, "But first," She snapped her finger and I was in a fitted blood red dress that wrapped my torso like a bandage and flowed out down my legs. "Now you're ready to woo the king of hell."

"You heard?" I asked shocked and embarrassed she heard everything.

"I'm sorry Levina! The walls are thin and super hearing! I swear I won't repeat anything unless you give me consent." I wrapped my arms around myself.

"You can tell Hades if you absolutely must. But you and him have to swear not to tell Lucifer. I'll tell him eventually."

She hugged me, "You have my word." The next thing I knew we were standing outside Lucifer's office. "Have a good lunch!" And then she was gone, little shit. With nothing else to do I knocked on Lucifer's door.

"Come in and make it quick!" Oh boy.

I walked in and he didn't even look up. "Bad day?" I asked cheekily and his head instantly shot up.

"Vina what are you doing here? That dress... Seph?" I nodded as he stood and came around his desk to look at me. "Of course, she did, wait did she take you to therapy?"

I rubbed the back of my arms, "Yeah."

He leaned back against his desk, "You seem a little lighter. How'd it go?"

"I guess as good as it could but um, I'm actually starving. I wanted to see if you wanted to get lunch?" Why was I so nervous, because of this morning?

"Yes, love that'd be great let's go." He laced his hand through mine and pulled me into his arms and cupped my cheek with his free hand. "I'm sorry about this morning. I didn't want to do something you weren't ready for. And I didn't think I would behave."

"I know and I'm sorry too I shouldn't have put you on the spot. I just wanted to take a part of my life back but I did that poorly." I took a shaky breath to get my mind off Seth. "Alright let's go eat I'm hungry."

I started to pull on Lucifer's hand but he stopped me. "Levina why are you so hungry?" I turned to look up at Lucifer and he had a stern look on his face and gave him a shy smile. "Levina..." He drawled out my name.

"Please don't be mad... I may have fed it to Shadow..." I said softly.

"No there's more you're hiding something." He stared down at me.

"Daddy please..." His grip moved to my chin.

"No, you're not getting out of this, now tell me precious or I'll bend you over my knee and turn your ass red." I shivered, I wanted that but to appease his beast I thought best to tell him the truth now.

"I threw up what I ate." I looked away from his eyes but he squeezed my chin tighter.

I forced my eyes to meet his eyes, "You did what now?" He was deathly calm and that was scarier than him being actually mad.

"You heard me..."

"Yes, but why?" His face softened with concern.

"Umm bad habit when my anxiety is bad?" I sighed and sagged in defeat. "I did it a lot in high school to lose weight."

His eye twitched, "And you think you need to lose weight?"

"Please I don't want to get into this."

His hand hadn't left my chin, "Did you think my turning you down this morning was because of your weight?" I shrugged. "Oh, baby girl, do you have any idea how hard it was for me to walk away? How hard I was while making you breakfast? Levina you are perfect the way you are. You're so fucking sexy."

I swallowed and nodded, "I... you... really?"

He gave me a dazzling smile. "Yes, really beautiful. Now can you please promise me you will eat your meals and keep them down?"

"Yes daddy. I promise. Food please?"

He chuckled, "Fine baby girl let's go."

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Lucifer's POV

I may have calmed on the outside but inside I was furious at Levina for trying to starve herself. She admitted to me to me that she had an eating disorder all throughout her teen years and she still struggled with it. Along with self-harm, I noticed the faint scars on her thighs today after my dick had calmed down. My poor mate dealt with all of this already, and then my son had to go and fuck with her some more.

I could only hope that the therapy would help, she already seemed a little lighter. As we sat down at my private booth, she gave me a soft smile. I'm going to have to thank Seph for this dress later, because fuck her tits were barely contained in the tight bodice of the dress. "Order whatever you want. Wine?"

"Yes please." A heavily breasted waitress came over to take our orders and flirted with me which I ignored but my mate did not. "When we mate other females will know right? Please tell me they will know you're mine."

I raised an eyebrow at Vina, I liked my mate jealous. "Yes, love they'll know. Much like shifters you've read about it, we'll mark each other. But they'll know by scent but be aware some woman won't care."

She growled at that, Levina literally growled and perfectly timed as the waitress came back over with our wine. She took a large gulp of her wine as the waitress set the bottle of wine down on the table. Good woman. "I haven't seen marks on Bee or Des."

I swallowed a sip of my wine, "They hid theirs. It's a preference some like to only be able to see it others want others to know they're marked."

She nodded thinking about it, "And where will I be able to mark you?" She asked shyly.

I took her hand in mine, "Anywhere you want love."

She hummed at that as she took another sip of her wine. "And where are you going to mark me?"

I leaned over the table enough to brush where her neck met her shoulder causing her to shiver. "Right here my love. For all to see that you're mine."

I snapped my fingers and she was on my side of the table. "Luce..." My lips brushed where my fingers had just been. "Please kiss me." She pleaded and I couldn't say no.

I cupped her cheek and brought my lips softly to hers. My body instantly responded to hers, electricity flowing through me as I deepened the kiss. My tongue wasn't in control and I brushed it against the seam of her lips, making her whimper into my mouth. Before we could get any further a throat cleared next to us. We pulled apart as the waitress set down our food. Levina was flushed with either excitement or embarrassment or maybe both. As soon as the waitress left Levina stood up, "And where do you think you're going?" I asked as I put a hand on her thigh.

"Back to my side?" She asked quietly.

"I don't think so. Nope sorry love you're stuck here next to me." She gave a quick smile and nodded before cutting into her steak. She moaned as she took her first bite and dammit, I wasn't hungry anymore.

We ate in silence for the rest of the meal, Levina's thigh brushing mine. "Can I come back with you I want to finish organizing your office."

"Of course, love." I wanted to spend as much time with her as I could so I led us to the elevator as soon as the doors closed behind us, I had her pinned to the wall. Her gasp of surprise running down my spine, "Can I kiss you again?"

She bit her lip and nodded, "Yes please daddy." Our lips crashed together as I wrapped my hand into her curls and the other on her hip to hold her to me. Her hands weren't shy either, one was low on my back almost grabbing my ass and the other was working its way up my neck to my hair. My tongue finally breached her mouth and wrapped with hers, we both groaned with relief as she let me dominate her tongue into submission.

The elevator dinging stops our kiss but we stayed wrapped up in each other breathing hard. "I don't know how I'm going to concentrate on work after that kiss."

She giggled and nodded, "You're telling me. On an unrelated note, I need a bathroom."

"Why you look fine?" I mean her hair was a little ruffled from my handling but otherwise she was perfect. And her arousal was flooding the elevator, "Oh... Seph didn't give you underwear, did she?" Levina flushed a deep red and shook her head, "I'm sorry this way." I lead Levina to the bathroom and stood outside the door. But knowing she was so turned she needed to clean up sent pure satisfaction throughout my whole body. I knew somewhat how she felt because I was sporting the biggest boner of my life and if any of my employees walked by and saw I think I'd kill them.