Abitha

I walked up the stairs to my room and simply lay in the bed. My mind was running at 100m/h. I was trying to understand why Phoebe ran away from me. I know I did too, but it was because I was not expecting a girl, and she was all about getting to know me; then woosh, she was gone. Does she not like my wolf? Is she having second thoughts about me? Or is she afraid? Does she know what it means to have red eyes?

Of course, she does, I scold myself--she is an alpha after all.

Would you relax? You're giving me a headache, my wolf yelled.

You relax, you about to be rejected and be alone for the rest of your life, and you worry about a headache I snap back and growl. She whined and went quiet by adding a shield around our mind, so I can't see what she's thinking about or how she's feeling. I felt terrible for snapping, but it's true; rejections suck, and I never picture myself being rejected.

'What got you in a bad mood?" Kyla scream walking into my room without knocking

'What's wrong?' Schneider asked

Nothing at all except you guys will not have a luna, I replied back, and all of their eyes widened.

'Please tell me, she didn't?" they all states in unison

of course not, she didn't say, I sigh. I accidentally let my wolf show because she was flirting, almost naked, in front of me, and I think she saw my eyes, and she made a run for it. When I went downstairs, I noticed she was grinding in someone else, so if that's not rejections, then I don't know what is. I felt my wolf, and I wolf breaking into pieces, but we both trying to keep the tears at bay, we alphas, for God's sake.

'Now what?" Kyla said

Now I need you guys to get out because I have an appointment with some chick downstairs to devour me; I smirk. I try saving myself for my mate, and she just ran away from me when she saw my wolf, and since the moon goddess think my mate is a female, I might as well try being with a female, I said and shrugged my shoulder while I open the door for them.

'I wouldn't do that," they say, and I simply shake my head at them. 'Go have fun, guys, your mates are downstairs probably looking for you guys,' I saw they open their mouth to talk, so I went --no if, but, or nothing, go, I said using my alpha voice. They had no choice but to leave.

I went into my drawers and change into nicer undergarments as I heard knocking on my door. I open it and only seen the girl I met downstairs smirking at me as she looks at me from top to bottom. I pull her in for a kiss and use my feet to close the door. She jumped on me as I walk to my bed with her in my arms, never breaking the kiss. I laid her gently in the bed while I lean on top of her, still kissing; she uses her hands and starts going under my shirt while I attack her neck. She flipped me over and finally stop the kiss and whisper to me, 'I'm always on top, darling,' I flipped her back and whisper to her, I'm the alpha here,' and I bite her ears as I hear her moaned. I went ahead and remove her shirt as she took mine off, I started leaving love bites on her as she unhooked my bra and take one of my nipples in her mouth, and my room door went flying open with a raging alpha Phoebe standing at the door. The girl literally went flying underneath me, and I simply take the blanket and cover myself off...' ooh, you're in trouble, my wolf said I told you not to do anything until she reject us properly, and now you have mate mad at us, she growled. I rolled my eyes at her foolishness.

I didn't say anything, I waited for her to talk and tell me why she ruins my first experience, but she just cross her arms and look at me; I felt as she was trying to look at my soul, the way she was staring. The girl started to get dressed, and I told her she did not have to leave because we just started, and she looks at Phoebe, afraid, and then that's when I realize she was in Phoebe's pack, not my own. Don't get me wrong, I knew how many members I have in my pack, but I don't personally know everyone's name or faces.

'I think ya are done for the night,' Phoebe said with clenched teeth. Who does she think she's talking to like this, and why did I just get more turn on? I said in my mind. 'Natacha, you got two minutes to walk out of my mate's room and never come back; we'll talk about this tomorrow morning,' she roar. I won't lie; I'm so turned on and scared at the same time.

Natacha fled the scene like her life depended on it; I got up and put my sports bra on so I can face her, 'what the hell was that?' I said to her. Not only you rejected me, and now I can't be with people either. 'You need to make up your mind Phoebe, you can't want me one minute and not the other, and you certainly cannot barge in my room like this, like who the hell do you think you are I said, frustrated