Today was the day of Jason funeral and I could barely stand . He didn't have any family ,so we took care of everything. We made sure he went home just like a king and the whole city showed nothing but love.

Gabby came and tried to talk to me but I ignored her like she wasn't even there. She fell out on the floor and tried to jump into the plot when his body was lowered into the ground . The hardest part for me was when they closed his casket for the last time.

I knew I would never see my best friend again and it hurt. Putting him in the ground hurt because I needed him to get me through my hard times and take away my pain. I know I'm selfish but Jason was all I had outside of my dad and Brittney .

Brittney has been by my side since I woke up from the hospital and hasn't left once . My dad wouldn't let anyone in my room the whole time but she still never left the waiting room. I stayed the night for observation and she took me home the next day.

No one besides my dad knew that I was pregnant and I wanted to keep it that way until I figured out what to do . The doctor told me I had until I was twenty-three weeks to make my decision. My dad already had his mind made up and wanted the baby gone but I didn't know if that's what I really wanted .

Little did I know my dad had made an appointment when I was in the hospital and two weeks later I was outside the clinic. He had Mike drive me and Jeremy take me inside because Mike refused to do it .

My dad didn't even come and that hurt me even more. When I got out the car I saw G standing in front of the door smoking a cigarette. I reached for my gun but he held his hand up.

" No need for that . I just want to talk." I put my gun back in my purse but never took my finger off the trigger. " What ?" I asked with an attitude.

"Don't do this to my son. I know your angry and confused but don't do this to him. He cares deeply about you and he didn't lie to you or play you . If anyone did it's your dad. He's using you to hurt Gabriel and when he hurts Gabriel he hurts me. That's my son and I love him to death and it kills me to see him hurt. Please !" He begged. I cried and looked over to see Mike staring at me . He got out the car and held me close.

" You don't have to do this baby girl. Whatever you want to do just know I support your decision." Mike whispered into my ear. I cried even harder and wished my dad was here . G was right my dad had to know because Gabriel looks exactly like his dad. There is no mistaking that at all and I knew my dad had a bigger plan and was using his only daughter to carry it out. Mike walked me to the car and wiped my face. G came to the window and knocked .

" I heard about your friend and I'm sorry . As long as you have my grandson no one will hurt you or him . We will protect you with our lives just like he did . Just let me know what you decide. If you weren't in on your dad sick ass plan , don't do this to an innocent baby." He said handing me his card before he walked away .

" How do you know it's a boy ? " I asked him. He stopped and turned around with a silly grin on his face. " Unlike your pops we spit out nothing but boys. We got lucky with Gabby because that's all her mother ever wanted ......Oh and thanks Mike." Mike nodded and turned his head. I watched him walk away and smiled. I wanted to call Gabriel and apologize but my pride just wouldn't let me do it.

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My dad was calling nonstop but I refused to answer. He was the reason I was in this fucked up situation that I couldn't get out of. I knew she was coming for me and it was only a matter of time . The only question was when and where ? Everywhere I went I was looking over my shoulder and wondering which car or bush that crazy ass girl would be popping out of. She should have just killed me right then and there because I didn't want to sit here drinking in the dark thinking about her. It's been four weeks since I last saw here and I still couldn't get her out of my head.

"Get your dumb ass up and lets go ." My dad yelled from the doorway of my room.

" You sitting here sulking like a little ass baby . I've been calling you for a week straight and you stirring around crying when she down there listening to her fucked up pops trying to kill your son."

" My son ? I don't have no fucking kids man. Get out of here with that." I yelled . He laughed and sat next to me while lighting a cigarette.

" You can't smoke that stinky shit in my house ." He laughed even harder and punched me in the arm.

" Shut the fuck up. I pay for this shit , because without me you wouldn't have any of this." he mumbled . We sat in silence for a few minutes before any words were spoken.

" You have a son on the way man and if it weren't for Mike he would be on his way to heaven right now. She lost her best friend and she's going to need you. Grow the fuck up and take care of your responsibilities like I did. "

I rubbed my face and sighed loudly. As much as I wanted to be there for her right now, I knew I couldn't.

"Don't let him take the only thing you ever loved like he did me. That was my brother and she was my everything. I thought she was the best thing a man could have before she left me and took everything I had. " He said before he took a long pause.

"I had left your mom for her and left her with three kids to be with this girl. After she left I got back with your mom and had you and Gabby. " he continued bitterly.

" So you never loved my mom?" I asked him with my fist balled. He put his hand in my face and mugged me .

" I didn't at first but after she took me back and loved me at my worse I couldn't help it. I was only with her at first because of your brothers but now I love her a lot but not like I should. " he admitted.

" Why did you send us away and not them ?" I asked. He took a drag from his cigarette .

" Miles didn't know about you and Gabby so when shit got hot it was easiest to send you two away and protect three instead of five. I didn't know about Mila either until the dinner . I didn't kill her mom but I know who did ."