" Yo Mila ! Long time no see . " Jason said with a big smile and pulled me into a big bear hug.

" I miss you so much Jason. Why did you leave me man . You were suppose to be here through it all man . Why ?" I cried as I held onto him. The tears flowed so much I couldn't stop crying if I tried. "M

"Stop all that crying and look who's here ." He said moving aside so I could see behind him. My mother stood there holding a baby wrapped in a pure white blanket. I walked slowly over to her and looked down to see my son in her arms. He looked at me and smiled. He was perfect and I just wanted him to be okay . She handed him to me and I rocked him and held him tight. My mother wrapped her arms around me and I fell to the floor crying.

" It's okay baby ! Let it all out." she said rocking me. The tears flowed and I looked into her eyes.

" Mama I miss you all so much . I need y'all so much please come back." I said in between sobs. She smiled and wiped my tears.

" Stop all that crying baby. Everything that has happened for your good and God has never put more on you than you could bare. You may not see it now but it will all work out in the end for your good . We love you so much." she said. Jason came down with us and pulled us into a group hug. I smiled and felt a peace I haven't felt in days.

" I'll see you soon my love." she said before they all disappeared and I was back at the hospital with Gabriel next to me.

Today I was getting released from the hospital after being here a week . My blood pressure was outrageous so everyday that I though I was going home got pushed back. We had to leave Ginger behind but I made peace with it. She wasn't strong enough or big enough to leave . It would give me enough time to heal just enough to take care of her and get all of her things together. She needed so much stuff and we were nowhere near ready for her to come home. Gabriel's car was so damaged we couldn't get any of the stuff that we bought her the day of the accident. The driver of the other car died and I couldn't say I felt bad at all. They ran a red light and took my son's life. All because of a text message that couldn't wait. I can say I'm bitter but in time I will be okay.

After the second day of being in the hospital we had no more visitors even though Ty called us at least ten times a day. He only came to the hospital to see Ginger and went about his day. I wish someone could contact my dad but I doubt that will happen since the only people who knew where Gabriel's family and friends.

Ty drove us home and stopped by the pharmacy to get our prescriptions. When we arrived to the home his family and friends jumped out and surprised us. They threw us a welcome home party/ baby shower and I was beyond grateful for everything they have done. Gabby pulled us into a hug and dragged me through the crowd of people.

" Look who's here ? I went through hell to get them here and to calm everyone down but it happened." she giggled as she flung me in front of my daddy.

He looked so sad and as if he was in pain. Britney was here as well along with the rest of the gang. Tears fell from my eyes as my dad pulled me into a hug and held me tightly . It hurt but it was worth it because I missed my daddy so much. " You scared me so much. I don't know what I would do if I lost you . You are all I have ." he said rocked me back and forth. Britney cleared her throat and pulled me away from my dad.

"Alright Miles . It's time to share. I missed you so much girl. " she said hugging me . I missed them all so much.

I watched as Gabby dragged Mila away before turning to my people. I greeted everybody before I saw Joe and just looked at him before walking away.

Ty smacked his lips and pulled me back over to them.

" You need to stop this shit. We been boys for too long . Drop this shit an move on." he said with his arm on my shoulder. I brushed him off. Joe stepped up and stuck his hand out and smiled. I couldn't help but smile and shake his hand.No words were needed in this moment. This was my boy since middle school and I couldn't stay made at him forever since I was with Mila now anyway.

" That's what I'm talking about niggas." Ty said patting us on the back. My brothers were here right along with my parents. When Mila and her people came back in there was so much tension in the room you could see it and smell it . I sat on the couch and she sat on my lap .

" So as you guys know we are here to welcome them home and make sure baby girl is comfortable when she comes home. But we also come here to give baby boy his memorial and show support for Mila and Gabriel. " Ty said and I looked to Mila who had tears in her eyes.

" If you two would like to come this way we can show you what we have been doing this past week and everyone who is here had a hand in this despite our differences. "

I tapped Mila to make her get up and followed them to the room with her hand in mine. She gasped when we saw the room Mila use to sleep in. All of her things were moved out the room was like one of those baby rooms on pintrest.

"This is so beautiful." Mila said hugging me. " I know you were wondering where your things are but they are in Gabriel room. " Gabby said with a wink. Her dad cleared his throat and gave me a look. If looks could kill I would be sixteen feet under.

Everything was pink, grey,and white, she had so many clothes, shoes, and diapers I wouldn't have to buy shit for the next two years.

" You know Miles had to be extra with that fucking bed." My dad said and everybody laughed. Miles smiled and popped his fake collar.

" Sound like a hater to me muh fucka " he said back. I looked back at him because that was the most countrified thing I ever heard. Mila laughed and shook her head.

" Thank you everyone! This means a lot to us. " she said wiping her eye. I kissed her cheek and smiled because hers was so contagious.

After we check out the room we all ate and chilled like one big family. Our fathers never said one word to each other or even looked in each others direction. When the sun started to go down we had a balloon release for our son and Mila held his urn for dear life. We said bye to everyone after they helped me clean the house .

I went in the room and watched Mila as she struggled to take her clothes off . I walked over and helped her out of her clothes before heading to the shower to help her bath . When she climbed in I washed her body and she looked embarrassed because of the blood running down her leg . I ignored it and looked at the tape that replace her staples Ethan were taken out yesterday. " It feels so much better to now that those staples are gone." She said noticing me stare at her stomach. There was a line right where her panty line was and it looked weird to see where they took the staples out of . " I bet !" I said rubbing her back. Bathing her was hard since I was trying not to get her cast wet of hurt her ribs .

When she got out I got her cabbage and nursing pads and put them inside her bra like I seen the lady do on YouTube . When we final got settled in she snuggled under me and kissed my cheek . " Thank you so much for taking care of me . I love you !" She said before dosing off . " I love you too ."