Sandy's pov

"Noooo! Please... Please Alpha, don't you die on me. We have come too far, h-have sacrificed too much for it to end like this. Baby the kingdom needs you... I need you." I couldn't help but hiccup over the flow of my tears.

It was surreal that he still isn't here with me now. Watching me grow into a whale, as our little bundle of joy started to take form. Under Lukes special supervision of course. This made me smile sadly.

I'm now 4 months pregnant, that's what I wanted to surprise Jordan with. But I never got the chance. After he was shot, and I-i killed a man. He lost too much blood. There... There wasn't much that Gabriel could do but patch him up and then all we had to do was wait.

But waiting is as dreadful as watching him bleed. The waiting around, not being sure if he will make it or not. I hate the very idea that I could loss my mate in the end of this, that...that my little babies could loss their father...

I can't bare the thought of that happening! " You have to wake up! Do you understand me Alpha, you can't die on us, you can't give up on our family. I love you baby..." I couldn't take it anymore, I let the tears flow down my face. My emotions were already high, but the pregnancy was also adding to my grief.

I hated that I couldn't enjoy this little bundle of joy completely. I was stuck between complete joy and utter grief. It wasn't fair on me, Jordan, Luke or my unborn babies.

"Have you eaten something, Sandy?" Asked Gabriel, we are still in the castle, our new home. Gabriel has taken over my care, making sure that I ate healthy and got a few hours of sleep. I felt like a kid caught sticking her finger in the cookie jar.

He had that effect on me. This made me want to sulk even more.

"Yes I had a bowl of fruit and a glass of milk" usually I hate milk, buy these babies seem to be changing a few things.

"Good, now let me check on my other patient" he made his way to my mates bed and started touching and readjusting a few tubes. This made me want to scream at him, not to mess with my mates stuff.

I quickly inhaled, trying to calm myself. I started rubbing my almost nonexistent belly, except for a small bump that was visible especially to wolves.

Our pack has officially moved in, with the other royal pack. Things have been interesting. I met Jordans family, I wasn't impressed with his father after what he did to my mate. A part of me wanted to struggle him, and since I'm pregnant, I have every right to blame that urge on hormones.

The pack helped me move Jordans and I's clothes and personal items. Luke moved into the room across from ours with Gabriel next to his.

Gabriel said it's just a matter of time before he wakes up. He is just napping, I recall him saying a few days ago. Apparently after a wolf accepts the throne, he is meant to what I understand hibernate. This is so he can grow into his position as ruler, you know increase strength, speed, senses, link with all wolves and so on and so forth. These are things that jordans wolf forced him to get all at once, because of his need to protect me.

Hearing this, made me feel so guilty. Now he is taking longer to recuperate. Usually it takes a month with a few weeks, for Jordan it's been two months, 3 weeks and 4 days... Roughly.

I was resting besides him in bed, I had my head resting on the pillow right next to Jordan. I couldn't help but reflect back on how we had met, how reluctant he was to allow me in. But as time went he couldn't help but be possessive, and I couldn't help but like it.

"Okay everything is in order, his wolf is trying to wake him up now. Don't worry little bub his going to wake up soon."

"Good, I can't take it anymore"

Gabriel promised to come check up on us later then left. As soon as the door closed behind him, I closed my eyes feeling completely drained.

Alpha Jordans pov

Nothing was working as it should, my body wasn't responding to what I instructed it to do. However my senses were just fine because I could hear 4 heart, one my own, the other my mates, then two others were too faint for me to make out.

And although my wolf explained what was going on, nobody can just accept not having control of their body.

But i could feel myself becoming more and more, aware of my surrounding. My strength was increasing and everything was responding as it should. I chanted in my head for my eyes to open, so I could finally see my mate again. There's nothing I miss more than seeing her beautiful smile. My mind is haunted by the sight of her grief, when the rogue shot me, then horror as she killed him.

I need to reassure her

This promoted a fierce growl, that caused my mate besides me to stir in her sleep.

No man should look after my mate

yeah yeah, just wake us up already.

As annoyed as he was, I knew he wanted to see our mate again so he did as I asked.

The sun was bright out, but had been shielded by the wall of curtains that were a royal purple. By the decor I could tell that we are in the castle, the masters suite.

I haven't been back here in a while.

I looked down at my mate, admiring everything that was her. Her brown completion against my white skin. Her dark hair fell past her shoulder blades now. She had a natural glow, that I couldn't put my hand on. I pushed a few of her stubborn curls behind her ear, then placed a chaste kiss on her plum full lips.

Her eyes shot open, once her eyes fully focused, she started to tear up.

"Hey, why are you crying" I questioned curiously. I didn't know she would react like this by seeing me awake. "Aren't you happy, I'm awake"

"Of course I am you fool! These are tears of joy"

"Now I'm a fool... this is not the welcome, I imagined"

I hardly had time to finish my sentence, before she started assaulting my lips. Man i love this women.

She pulled away first then said "I love you Alpha king Jordan Bissette, and I always will"

"I love you too, Alpha Queen Sandy Bissette. Do me a favor..." I started

" anything" she replied, not once breaking eye contact.

"Marry me"

"You don't even have to ask..." she broke off then looked down to her belly, before she continued. " but it better be soon cause I'm expecting your princes to make an appearance in a couple of months"

"Your pregnant?!" For once in my life I was rendered speechless. I don't know how one man could be so blessed, with so much joy.

My mate and fiance had a huge smile on her face. She took my large hand and placed it on her belly. And sure enough there was a bump, that definitely was there before.

"Yes, we are four months"

I moved back a bit on the bed and kissed her little baby bump under her tank top. I could swear I felt them move slightly.

"Where's Luke? "

"Sleepover, in his room with a couple of friends. He will knock if he needs anything"

I won't lie, I missed the rascal. He's my son and I was hoping to see him before the day ended. But i knew I was only being petty. I pulled the rest of my family closer to me. Sandy nestled her head on my chest and let out a sigh of content.

I was finally home, I'll forever be thankful to God and the moon goddess, for the day that Sandy was brought to me. Because of her I have one beautiful, smart son, and two other bundles of joy on their way.

But mostly, I'm just glad I got my mate...

*** and that's the end guys.

This is my gift to you, the last chapter. And it's long!

I hope you enjoyed the book.

I'm not sure when or if I'll ever edit it.

Merry Christmas everyone! So remember to...