I gasped when I woke up. I saw my self laying down to my bed as my sweat drip down my face.

Luckily I didn't woke up into someone's filthy bed.

I used my arm to wiped out the sweats off of my forehead as I got up from my bed and fix it before I could go to my office again.

"Levi I brought you some tea" Petra said while putting up the tray over my desk.

"Thank you Petra..." I boredly insisted. I saw a frown on her face, but I gave her a questioning look.

"What?"

"It seems like your not your self today" She replied then my lips curved into a smirk.

"Tsk... What the heck do you mean?"

"Supposedly you should be worrying by now. Our comrades died and (Y/n) was been majorly injured!" She complained as I took a sip of the tea she made.

"So?"

"Levi? How could you?! (Y/n) saves my life and you'll just going to ignore her state right now? You know if she wasn't there maybe I'm not here in front of you!!!" She angrily shouted as well as I do the same to her, not caring if someone will here us outside the room.

"And What The Fuck You Wanted Me To Do?!! Cry Like A Bastard?!! There's Nothing We Could Bring Them Back!!!..... There's no one who can bring them back" I lowered my voice at the last part of my sentence. Teas were threatening to come out.

"S...sorry" She quietly apologized.

"I thought you understand anything and everything about me..." I said before I leave her and walk out of my office.

"Levi!" Erwin called out from behind me.

"What?" I asked nonchalantly without looking back at him.

"Please go to the infirmary and convince Hanji to take some rest, she's been staying for the whole day beside her friend and I'm also worrying for her as well" He gloomily uttered.

"Why don't you do it by yourself?" I irritatedly stated along with an annoyed expression to my face.

"I already did even Mike and Moblit did the same, but she didn't obey, she will persist to do what she wants and I think your the one who can convince her" Erwin sighed then I look back at him.

"Tsk... Fine I'll do it"

I walk down towards the infirmary and didn't hesitate to opened the door without knocking and there she is, crying silently beside her unconscious friend.

"Oi Shitty Glasses get your ass out of here and try to take some rest, you looked more shitty than usual" I monotonously insisted while leaning my back on the wall and crossing my arms above my chest.

"Shut up Ravioli! You didn't know how to feel like being desperate and afraid to lose someone!" She complained.

"Your the one who should shut the fuck up. I already did know what if feels you shit. Just go get some rest!" I demanded to her.

"No!"

"Just do it! You know, she doesn't want to see you like that so go get some shit!" I demanded again.

"..... Fine, but I want you to look after her"

I sighed and agreed for it then she immediately headed outside, leaving me and (Y/n)'s unconscious figure inside the infirmary.

I took a seat next to her bed and talked to her even if I know she doesn't hear me.

"(Y/n) why did you save Petra? I know both of you dislike each others, but I'm still very thankful that you let her live" I spoke up, but as expectedly she didn't responded.

I sighed deeply and run my fingers through my hair as I look down on her figure.

She was peacefully sleeping yet she looked so pity. She had a several major injuries and as I can see, she kept fighting for living.

"You should wake up now everyone is worrying about you including me... We missed you"

As soon as I got up from my seat I suddenly felt hand gripping my wrist.

"Ca... Captain" She called out while slowly opening her eyelids and stare directly to me.

"I... I'm really sorry... for giving such a troublesome..... Specially to you... Sir....." She stammered while gripping tightly on my wrist.

"Don't worry about it all we wanted is for you to be recovered and by the way. Thanks for saving Petra, but... Why did you risk your life to do that?" I asked.

Her eyes became watery as tears were silently rolling down her cheeks. She opened her mouth and hesitatedly spoke up while slobbering.

"Be... Because. It's because I love you with all my heart and... I'll... I'll do a...anything to make you..... Happy. Even if you didn't return the feelings... I will still love you..."

She stopped in her mid sentence and decided to spoke up again.

Actually it felt so hard for me to see her like that.

"The truth is... I love everything about you, I love you for who you are and the way you act, but... It really hurts for me when you rejected me. It takes a lot of courage for me to confess to you... In fact I really felt so much pain before until now, but I told my self that as long as you're happy I'm happy too..." She let go of my wrist and cover her face with her hands to stopped her self from crying and I felt a deep concern about her.

"(Y/n) I'm sorry, but I don't deserve your love and I'm not worthy for it... I already in love with someone and I hope you'll understand it" I softly insisted as she removed her hands off of her face.

"I understand... Love is such a great and a wonderful feeling, but it hurts like hell. But we have to learn how to let go and forgive someone in order to free them for their happiness" She replied and I can't believe for what she says.

"I won't force you to love me back. Just... Just let me know if were... Friends"

Friends? We're not that close to much to each others, but I guess we're going to work for it too well.

"Fine... We're friends" I agreed.

"... I'm glad" She softly muttered and slowly closed her eyes.

"I'm really sorry too (Y/n) because that's the only thing that I can be to you, but don't forget that I'm still your superior" I sighed and put on the blanket over her then I walked towards the door.

But before I could leave. I took a glance at her peacefully laying figure and finally make my way outside.

After I closed the door, I didn't walk away instead I stayed in front of it and listen to her painfully silent sobs.

I kissed my hand and gently placed it on the door before I completely walked away.

I'm really sorry (Y/n)...

Finally (Y/n) recovered so fast!!! I can't wait to see her again along with our friends!!!

"Hey Connie did you bring her favorite food?!" I exclaimed while holding a bag of chips.

"Oh Yah I did!" Connie replied while bringing up a plate of (F/f) and (F/d).

Armin went towards our way while holding a book along with Christa who's holding a bouquet of roses.

"I've got a new story book for (Y/n) I know she will like this!" Armin exclaimed.

"I picked up and arrange this! I know (Y/n) likes red roses" Christa said while Ymir popped out of nowhere and wrapped her arms around Christa's neck.

"That's beautiful Baby!!! I know she will love it!!!" Ymir said.

"Hey you guys look! I've got this one!" Jean beamed up while running towards us.

"What do you got?" I asked then he handed me a box.

"Open up I'm sure she's going to say I DO!!!" Jean exclaimed and we all frown in disgust.

I open up the box revealing a plain silver bracelet.

It wasn't much of a good one, but I think it was only a friendship bracelet.

"Not bad... But she won't say I DO to YOU!" I insulted and everyone laughed out.

"Yeah! In your dreams Jean!!!" Eren beamed up and Jean starts to throw him a punch, but luckily Mikasa blocked him.

"Jean I'm going to fucking kill you if you hurt him" Mikasa stoically insisted making us shivered in fear.

"Uhh... Let's go to the infirmary shall we?" I interrupted and make my way along with Connie as they all followed us behind.

I joyfully knocked on the door until Captain opened it for us.

We grinned widely as we saluted. He clicked his tongue before allowing us to enter.

There we saw Major Hanji wrapping up a new bondage on (Y/n)'s head. Commander Erwin and Major Mike are also there.

I guess the superiors really cared for her the most.

"Oh Hi Guys!!!" She greeted to us and we headed beside her bed and I greeted her first.

"Hello (Y/n)! I brought you some snack and you needed to eat a lot so Connie bring you a..."

"(F/F)!!! It's your favorite!!!" Connie cut off my sentence and the others starts to annoy her. Including me.

"(Y/n) you told me that you love fairytale so you one!" Armin said and handed her the book.

"Wow I love it Armin thank you" (Y/n) held up the book to her chest then Christa handed her the roses.

"I picked this for you I hope you'll like it"

"Like it?! No!!! I love it!!!" Christa and Armin giggled them Jean... Jean take his turn.

"Uhm... (Y/n) so I got this thing earlier and I guess you gonna agree to marry me now"

Ugh... Jean you're so annoying like a bitch hell.

(Y/n) simply smiled to him while taking and opening the box.

"Not bad Jean... I love it" She replied with a sweet smile.

Mikasa wrapped a bright red scarf around her neck while Eren put on a beautiful hair clip that has a figure of a single white wing on her beautiful soft (h/c) hair.

And that not the only thing he did. He even put on the bracelet on her wrist and picking up a red rose in the bouquet to place it behind her ear.

"That's how we like it..." Eren muttered with a smile and I swear I heard an audible tongue click from Captain.

"Oh thank you so much guys, I really appreciate your efforts for this gift... I really love them all as well as I love you guys" (Y/n) happily insisted and we all make a group hug.

Except the superiors who's greatly staring to our little celebration.

"Aaaw love you too (Y/n)" We said in unison. We laughed out as we let go of the hug.

"Uhm... Jean maybe I'm going to marry you"

What?! Seriously?!

Nah... I know she's joking again.

"YES!!!" Jean cheered up.

"Or maybe not..."

"WHAT?!!"

Hahah sorry Jean, but we all know that she didn't deserve a horse like you.