Tw // there's going to be sensitive topics in this chapter.

Colby's POV

"Fine. I'm gonna go find the girls." Violet said then stormed off into the crowd. "Vi-" I started but was cut off by Brennen slapping his hand on my shoulder.

"Brother! We're doing shots. Come on!" He slurred as I looked towards the crowd that Violet just went through.

Part of me wanted to chase after her but I knew the conversation wouldn't be productive because we were both drunk. I didn't mean to have it come off that I was letting Jordan flirt with me. She just literally meant nothing to me so anything she said didn't mean anything to me.

I would apologize in the morning.

"Alright." I said then walked towards the bar where Jordan and Amber were. "Here Colbs!" Jordan as she handed me the shot of whiskey. I took it but didn't say anything. "No shot for you?" I asked Amber as she laughed.

"You know I don't drink, dearest Colby." She said as I nodded. "I forgot. You should do a shot of water for the rush." I said as she laughed. "Okayyyy." She said then dumped some of her water bottle into a shot glass.

Brennen pulled his phone out and started recording as we clinked our glasses together then took the shot. I was so drunk that I didn't even feel the burn as it made it's way into my system.

"Colby! Brother! Come here!" Jake said as he and Tara danced. "What's up, man?" I asked as I went over to them. "Did Violet find you? She was looking for you." Jake yelled over the music.

"Yeah, she found me but now she's pissed at me." I said as the alcohol started to hit me more.

I needed to slow down.

"Aw what happened?" Tara asked as she swayed to the music. "She thought my ex was flirting with me and I didn't say anything." I said as she pursed her lips. "That's tough, I'm sure she's just drunk and is a little jealous." Tara said and sighed. "Yeah, I'll talk to her tomorrow. No biggie." I said as the room started to spin.

"This party is fucking crazy!" Kevin said as he came over to us. I went to respond but I was so drunk that the words wouldn't come out.

I needed to go upstairs.

I didn't say anything as I made my way through the crowd. I felt sick to my stomach as the room spun much more than I thought was possible. I didn't even drink that much.

Maybe I actually was a lightweight.

When I got to my room I stumbled to the bed so I could lay down, hoping that it would settle my stomach.

"Fuuuck." I groaned as I rubbed my eyes. The room was spinning even while I was laying down, but I couldn't get up. I was so weak all of the sudden.

I don't know how long I laid there before I heard the door open. "Come on, baby." A girl said as she pulled me to a sitting position. "Vi?" I mumbled as she pulled my shirt off. "Mhmm." She said then pulled my jeans off.

"M'sorry." I mumbled as she pulled my face to hers, kissing me. I moaned against her lips, but didn't feel anything else as we made out. I was just too damn drunk.

I started to black out as she pulled her shirt off and pulled back the covers. "Let's go to bed." She said but I noticed that her voice didn't sound normal. I didn't question it though since I knew that I was absolutely shitfaced.

Once we were under the covers she started to kiss me again, but I couldn't kiss back. I felt numb as I felt myself starting to pass out.

I heard the door open causing me to pull away and look towards it. I saw a girl standing there before she ran off. I noticed that her hair was raven colored which reminded me so much of Violet.

I loved that hair so much.

Wait. Why is the Violet next to me blonde?

Before I could even turn to look at the girl next to me I blacked out, letting the darkness finally envelope me.

I don't know how long I was asleep for before someone was throwing water in my face, waking me up.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" Ki screamed as she threw the glass onto the ground, shattering it. "W-what?" I mumbled, still feeling drunk as hell. "Don't act dumb! You're naked in bed with a different FUCKING GIRL!" Ki yelled as I sat up, turning to the girl next to me.

"Shit. Ki...I didn't..." I started as Jordan sat up, covering her chest with the blankets. "Colby, baby...who's this?" She asked as Ki's face turned red with rage.

She looked so angry that it sobered me up almost immediately.

"Get the fuck out of my room." I said to Jordan as she gasped. "Baby.." She said as I clenched my jaw. "Who the fuck do you think you are?! He's not your baby you fucking homewrecking cunt! Either get the fuck out and never come back or I'll make you!" Ki yelled as she stormed to the other side of the bed and grabbed her hair, pulling her out of the bed.

"Fuck you, bitch!" Jordan yelled as Ki picked her shirt up off the ground and threw it at her. "You have five fucking seconds." She growled and pointed towards the door as Jordan put her shirt on and scurried out of the room.

I noticed that she was still wearing her underwear which meant that we didn't sleep together. Or did we? I honestly couldn't remember.

As soon as she was out of the room Ki looked at me with anger in her eyes. "Ki, I'm sorry. I was too drunk and-" I started but she held her hand up. "I don't know why you're apologizing to me when you cheated on Violet." She said as I shook my head. "I thought it was-" I started but she held her hand up again. "Save the pity party for someone else because I'm not fucking putting up with it. Not tonight. You better think long and hard about what you did before you even get close to Violet again." She threatened then turned to leave the room.

I groaned then got up so I could get dressed and find Violet. I had a massive headache and I was still feeling a little bit tipsy but it was nowhere near where I was before I fell asleep.

It made me wonder how long I was actually asleep for because it couldn't have been long. Ki wouldn't have waited to come beat my ass when Violet told her.

She was probably so fucking hurt.

I rubbed my chest, feeling my heart break for her as I quickly grabbed my shirt and threw it on. I grabbed a pair of sweatpants then ran downstairs so I could find Violet. The party was still in full swing with loud music playing and people dancing.

"Corey! Corey, have you seen Violet?!" I asked as he laughed. "You guys need tracking devices on eachother, shit. No I haven't seen her." He said as I turned to go to her room. It wouldn't surprise me at all if she was in there.

I ran to her room only to see two random people making out on her bed. "Get out." I said harshly as they gasped and pulled away from eachother so they could look at me.

They got up and ran out of the room as I walked over to the bed and sat down. I put my head in my hands and groaned as it throbbed. I decided in this moment I was never going to drink again.

I sat there a second before the door swung open again. Instead of Violet it was Kat. She looked at me before her jaw clenched. "Kat I'm-" I started but she shook her head. "Don't. I'm just getting her a change of clothes." She said then walked to Violet's closet grabbing some comfortable clothes.

"I didn't mean to do it." I said as she turned around quickly so she could look at me. "Then what did you mean to do, Colby?" She asked as I looked down. "I thought it was her. I got super drunk...to the point where I have never been before. I thought Jordan was Violet." I explained as I twisted my rings.

"Do you think she drugged you?" She asked as Sam came into the room. "I don't know, Kat. I feel drunk still but not like how I was." I said as Sam came over. I could tell he looked irritated with me but nearly as much as Ki and Kat were.

"What were you thinking man?" He asked as I sighed. "I wasn't. I thought it was her dude. I thought I was with Violet I was just too drunk. I never wanted to hurt her. Ever." I said as his face softened. "I believe you...but she's really hurt dude." He said as Kat grabbed the blanket from the bed.

"Where is she?" I asked as Kat shook her head. "She's out back with Ki. They're gonna come to my place for the night. She doesn't want to see you." Kat said as my heart twisted in my chest.

"Please, Kat...I..I can't live knowing I hurt her like this." I said as she shook her head. "She's drunk and broken right now. Just wait until tomorrow. She doesn't want to see you right now." She repeated slowly as I nodded, feeling my eyes sting with tears.

Just then Cassie came running in with wide eyes. "Sam! Kat! We need you." She said frantically as my heart raced. She looked at me for a second then looked back at Sam and Kat.

"Violet's trying to drive." She said as my heart dropped to my ass.