The next morning

Jimi's P.O.V.

I wake up and I look at Karen but she isn't there, I sit up and look around. "Babe?"

I didn't hear anything so I got up. I looked out in the next room and in the kitchen. There was a note on the table.

Good morning sleepy,

You looked so peaceful in your sleep I didn't want to wake you, especially after last night, which I am sorry for making a big deal out of nothing. I love you and I will make it up to you for last night, I promise. But you are probably wondering where I am. I went out with Kim to get her something she was craving. Don't make breakfast I'll bring something home for you. I love you and will see you soon.

Love Karen

I set the note down as I sit on the chair. Did she think her break down was nothing? Losing a child isn't nothing. It's something, and she shouldn't have to apologize for crying over it. I feel awful, I shouldn't... but I do. I know I can't make our babies comes back. Even time can only heal so much. There will always be a piece of us that hurt. I get my phone and I go to press facebook but I accidentally hit my photo album and a picture pops up of Karen and I taking the photo in a mirror with Me behind Karen and her leaning her head back so we are kissing with our hands interlocked on her stomach. I remember that day perfectly.

~~~~Flashback~~~~

I woke up to Karen on top of me peppering kisses on my face and neck and occasionally the chest. I smiles and set my hands on her hips and rub them. "Someone's happy..."

"That would be me." She said with a smiles.

"And why is that babe?"

"Because last night and today is he first time I didn't wake up through the night or wake up this morning to go get sick. I slept through a whole night and I'm happy."

"That's great baby. I'm happy you're happy"

"Mhmm, and I'm gonna be even happier after I finished what I started." She goes back you kissing my neck and runs her hands up and down my arms, chest and face. I rub her hips, back and ass. We eventually strip each other of all clothing and have sex.

As we finish a few rounds Karen lays half on half off me. I hold her close and rub her back. "You're perfect" She looks at up me and She shakes her head

"No I'm not. No one is perfect."

"You are in my eyes baby" she smiles and lays her head back down on my chest. We lay like that for a while until her back starts hurting from laying in one position for so long. She gets up and walks into our closet. A few minutes later she comes out with a pair of her sweatpants and a tank top that just shows a slice of her stomach. She must be in a very good mood for her to show her skin. She smiles and walks into the bathroom and looks in the mirror. I get up taking my phone and go into the bathroom setting my phone on the counter beside her hair brush. I walk behind her and wrap my arms around her stomach. She puts a hand on mine and grabs my phone and puts the camera on. She leaned her head back and kisses me. I kissed back and she took a picture.

~~~~Flashback~~~~

That day was one to remember. She was happy, and so was I. I wish every day could be as happy as those days were. Even though we aren't as happy now doesn't mean we can get there again. It will take time but we can be happy. I stare at the photo and have a small break down but after a while I calm down and have a shower, change and watches tv until Karen gets home.

Karen walks through the door twenty minutes later with bags in her hand. I get up and come help her.

"What's all this..?"

"Your breakfast and some stuff for the wedding."

"Okay." She sets the bags in the counter and pulls out a take out container from a cafe. I take it and open it. It was eggs, hash browns and bacon along with some toast. "Where's yours babe?" She keeps taking out stuff from the bags not making eye contact.

"I was hungry while I was out with Kim, so I ate at the cafe."

"Babe. Look at me." She continues to take things out. "Babe?" I take hold of her arms lightly and turn her towards me and I look in her eyes and she looks in mine. "You didn't eat yet have you?" She shakes her head no. "Baby it's okay, I'm not mad. Why haven't you ate?"

"I didn't feel good all morning and eating wasn't an option."

"Okay Beautiful. I'm not forcing you to eat. But it would be good if you tried." She nods and goes back to taking things out of the bags.

I sit down at the table and eat and she goes through the wedding stuff. She bought decoration and napkins and test samples of flowers and centre pieces. She puts them in a container and sets them by her bag. We leave tonight after our show to Illinois. Karen does as she always does and packs everything bright and early and makes sure we aren't missing anything and running herself crazy for the last 3 hours.

"Babe. Sit. Have a break."

"I'm almost done I just have to put your clothes from last night in your bag and then move the bags by the door."

"Have you picked out an outfit for tonight?" She gives me the look of 'I totally forgot' and she puts her hands on her head and sighs.

"Baby, come sit. And breathe."

"No I have no time I gotta finish packing AND I gotta pick an outfit. This is a disaster!"

She walks back to the bedroom and a few minutes later she comes out with my bag and sets it by the door.

"Babe I haven't picked out my outfit either..."

She stops and hits her forehead.

"Damn it! Nothing is playing out right today..." I get up and walks over to her giving her a tight hug. She relaxes in my embrace.

"Baby, I love you. But you gotta take a break. Your mind is running all over the place. Last night drained us. Everything was so sudden and now it's hitting you hard. Please stop and breathe"

"I can't..."

"What do you mean?"

"If I stop, then nothing gets done, time was wasted."

"Babe I didn't mean for good. I'll help too, and I meant have a few minutes to yourself. Lay down, watch tv. Anything to relax you" she nods and sits on the couch. I take over the packing and pick my outfit out and take care of the little things while she rested.

A couple hours later we arrived at the venue. Karen's break was well needed. She calmed down and was able to pick out an outfit and help pack the last of the stuff. We are in our dressing rooms now soon ready to go on. I am wearing my blank jeans with a white t-shirt and Karen decided on a black long sleeve dress that stopped upper thigh which just cut off her ass and had a round neck line. She wore black thigh high boots which left about two inches of thigh showing. She was hot. I was sitting on the couch in the dressing room and she walked over when her makeup was done and straddled me. I instantly put my hands on her hips and rubs lightly.

"Baby y...you look amazing... m...more then amazing."

"Someone's stuttering.... someone like what they see..?"

"Yeah..." As I'm running her hips I move to where her thighs show and slide my hands up under thee dress moving to her hips and ass.

"Jimi... what if some one walks in?"

"The doors here are locked. We can only let people in."

"What about the show? It's almost time?"

"You sat on me. You gotta deal with the consequences of wearing this near me"

"Your gonna mess up my make up and hair."

"Not if your on top and lipstick is a quick fix. And you really don't have to undress. I've just undressed you enough to do what we do."

"Jimi. I don't think this is a good idea..."

"Karen you are wearing a dress that can turn any man on for miles. I can accidentally do something to that dress cause I feel uncomfortable about you wearing that in front of thousands."

"You wouldn't..?"

"Watch me"

"No sex for a month, If you do anything to this dress then no sex for one month"

"Thats not fair"

"It is fair. This is a Dolce and Gabbana dress"

"Babe. It's just a dress, it's not important" she raises her eye brows and gets off me fixing her dress and boots. That was the most stupidest thing I could have said, especially to Karen. She's a fashionista there is no way I can suck up to her and fix this without punishment. I watched her as she left the room and shut the door behind her.

It was time for the show and Phillip and I went to side stage and got ready. Kim and Karen was already to go on. I watched her for a while and then out manager gave us the count down. We all got on stage and the crowd went crazy. The band started playing and Phillip and I played as we all sang. We were all having a good time, Karen was her normal self except for the part where she never sang beside me. She walks all around stage around me to get to the side of the stage. I could tell she was not herself. She was happy to be singing but not as happy as she usually is.

The show finished and we thanked the crowd and wished them safe travels. We got off the stage and went to our dressing rooms. I walked in and Karen was about to change.

"Im sorry. I shouldn't have said anything about the dress. Especially cause you love your clothes... well any piece of clothing. You look amazing in it all and I was jeleous and over protective. I would have never touched your clothes. And I will Never even think about it. You love putting on clothes... and I love taking them off you... we are opposites there... but you look so damn HOT in everything you wear." She stands there listening to me, she laughed at the opposites part and blushed when I said she was hot in everything.

"Jimi... I hate being mad at you cause I love you too damn much. After everything we've been through I don't want this little flaw to tear us apart. I understand that to you it is just a dress... to me it's a dream. As a kid I would dream of wearing fancy dresses and being pretty... I tried to make my own clothes for years as a kid. I made my own prom dress and my mother was proud. I knew that clothing was special to me. Especially when I kept cutting all my clothes as a kid..." I chuckled slightly at her story and let her keep goin. "To wear these dresses are everything I wanted. To wear famous people's dresses. I have that chance now... I'm living my dreams. You have to understand that to me this isn't just a dress... or that shirt you have on just isn't a shirt..."

"I'm so sorry... I never knew how much they actually meant to you. I just really thought you like playing dress up" She picked up her boots and threw one at me which hit me in the arm.

"Babe I'm joking. I love you so much and I don't want this little argument to ruin what we have. From now on I will treat clothes with a little more respect. I love you Karen." She looks at me and sets her other boot down.

"I love you too. Can I have a hug"

"Yeah baby, you can always have a hug." I walk over and give her a hug, she hugs back and kisses my cheek. I smile and take a step back and start getting undressed. She stands there watching me.

"Some one like what they see..? Cause if ya do we got like 10 minutes before we gotta get on the bus" she rolled her eyes and stepped close to me stepping on her tip toes to kiss me. I leaned down making it easy for her. I took off her dress and bra, she must have took everything else off while she was in here along. She undressed me and we laid on the couch and things got very heated.

10 minutes later we walk on the bus to Kim and Phillip looking at us. Karen was wearing sweat pants and a tank top with my jacket on and her hair in a messy bun and I had jeans and a t shirt on. We walked to the back of the bus and put our things away. Karen grabbed one of my shirts and a pair of short and went to the bathroom and has a shower. I change into my boxers and lay in Karen's bunk. She comes out a few minutes later and crawls in next to me. She looked at me and kisses me. I kissed back and we were kissing for a good couple minutes. When we finally pulled back for air Kim walked back to the bunks.

"Hey Kare? Where's the black dress you had on tonight? It's not here?"

"I don't know. Must have left it at the venue."

"You wanna go back and get it?" Karen smiled and looked at me.

"It's okay Kim, it's just a dress"