He looked at me with rage but all of sudden his features softened and guilt took over. I was still at shock and my eyes were still red and puffy. He got off me and walked away from the bed towards the window which was the way for the only source of light for the room. He stood in front of the window, his back facing me while I sat up to look at him.

"I don't want to force myself on you. If you hate me I have no rights to touch you. Otherwise all of it is just meaningless" His voice was deep and more... hurt. I didn't dare to speak back because I wanted to hear him out. I wanted to know if he felt the same way as me and this was the golden opportunity.

"All this while I made sure that no one got close to you because I was scared that you would choose that person instead of me. I won't lie; I have had sex with many other women but I have never felt complete with them. But with you, only with you around me made me feel like I belong with you. I wanted you all to myself.

But I was scared, scared that I might break your heart and scared that you wouldn't have felt the same for me. All I could do all this while was watch from afar. I ordered men to keep track of your every step from the time you joined uni" The words that came out of his mouth were making me dreamy. I was excited yet I felt bad for him. I slowly got down from the bed and walked towards him while he had his hands placed on the window sill

"But if you hate me then I will never lay a single finger on you. I can't promise to not love you but I will not do anything to you against your wishes" He said and gripped on the window sill so hard that I almost heard it creak. I didn't wait any longer before snaking my hands around his waist giving him a back hug. The guy I fell for all this while has feelings for me and we never got to confess to each other. I couldn't waste more time making him think that I was the one who had second thoughts on this relationship.

As soon as he felt my hands around him his breath hitched and he let the window sill go as he slowly turned towards me. I looked at him with all the love that I wanted to shower on him all this while. I didn't realize that I was crying until he slowly brought his thumb towards my cheeks to wipe the tear that had escaped my eyes.

"I was just kidding when I said I hated you" I said with a pout trying to lighten up the mood and he chuckled while tears fell down from his eyes too.

"I am going to say it loud and clear, so hear me out. I love you, Kim Taehyung and I swear there is no one else other than you in my heart and mind. You might not realize it but everyday I keep Falling for you so hard that if this keeps on I might love you more than myself" I said as I caressed his cheek so gently feeling his soft skin on my hands.

"I hope you are not kidding this time" he said as one of his hand went around my waist holding me in place while the other wiped away my tears. It made me let out a small giggle listening to him say that.

"No I am not kidding this time" I said as our eyes were locked. Both looked at our own little galaxies in each other's eyes. He was my star while I was his and being like this in each others arms felt so right that I couldn't doubt a single thing about the situation. But suddenly my stupid mind started working.

"So... are we having sex tonight?" I asked like it wasn't obvious enough. He was startled at my sudden question but his face then turned into a sweet smile as he crashed our bodies closer and whispered in my ears before licking it.

"I won't be able to stop myself even if I try" his words sent a shiver down my spine but I had some doubts since it was my first time. He slowly moved my hair to one side and removed my robe exposing my bare shoulders. He brought his nose to my crook of my neck and sharply inhaled taking in my scent.

"But Taehyung... Umm what if I..." I tried to speak but I was hesitant and his hands holding my butt and squeezing it was making it even harder for me to speak as I held onto his biceps and threw my head back with pleasure while my thong was getting wetter. He slowly stood straight and looked at me with lust filled eyes.

"But what?" he said so softly that my legs were going weaker and weaker. But it gave me time to think straight since his other hand moved to the small of my back, away from my ass from my butt. I made up my mind and spoke with every bit of confidence I ever had.

"What if I... farted while we are doing it or burp while kissing" I said without looking at him. After saying it I saw his face and he looked at me like I had suddenly turned into a chicken. After blinking twice he started laughing but he didn't let me go. I pouted at him and shoved him away from me as I walked back to the bed.

I was stopped in middle of my tracks when he swiftly back hugged me so tightly that I couldn't even move my hands. He placed a small peck on my cheek while giggling as he said

"You are so cute!!" Yeah I'm cute and you are a donkey! I wanted to say but I just struggled to escape from his embrace.

"Let me go!" I commanded but he rested his chin on my shoulders.

"Don't say that or else I'll punish you" he said placing butterfly kisses on my shoulder.

"Huh! punish me? let go of me this moment or el-" I couldn't finish my sentence and without me even realizing it he pushed me to the near by wall pinning my arms to the wall. He looked scary but I liked it. His eyes traveled from my face all the way till my legs as he licked his lips with lust. It made me anticipate on what he would do to me.

In a swift motion he got rid of his vest and shorts which left him only in his boxers with his bulge clearly visible through it. The sight of his abs and muscular thighs made me gasp since there was a whole jungle dancing in my stomach. His hands were back on my hips and in a blink of an eye his lips attacked mine so harshly that I inhaled sharply getting hold of his shoulders.

His lips moved like they would rip my lips apart. His grip on my hips got tighter since my legs were giving up as his tongue dominantly explored every nook and corner of my mouth. His one hand swiftly snaked around my waist while the other gripped my womanhood harshly making me gasp. He skillfully moved the material of the thong aside with one finger and roughly played with my clit making me moan in between the kiss.

"Your so wet already?" he said breaking the kiss just for a split second and again his lips joined mine. His fingers moved more faster and more roughly making me feel hot and messed up. Without any further notice he inserted two fingers in me.

I threw my head back making it slightly bump onto the wall while my body arched front getting closer to his. He grabbed my hair and brought my lips back to his while he still thrust his fingers inside me increasing his pace every moment. He stopped kissing me all of a sudden and removed his fingers from inside of me.

Before I could even think straight, he removed the nightgown exposing my unclothed bossom for him. I gulped as the cold breeze from the window hit my bare skin. And again he inserted three fingers while his lips attacked my collarbone and sucked on it to paint it with his hickeys. I got hold of his hair since his other hand squeezed my butt so harshly making me moan with undeniable pleasure.

He was giving pleasure in so many ways it was hard for me to absorb all of it. It was like he already knew where to touch me. His sinful lips traveled to my nipples biting and sucking them roughly. A knot formed in my stomach and I was so near to cumming when he bit my nipple harder. I couldn't take it anymore and came on his fingers.

He stopped everything and pulled out from his fingers from my core. He brought his fingers to his mouth and licked off all my fluids while his eyes fucked me the whole time he did it.

"Jump" he commanded and right on cue I wrapped my legs around his slim waist and my hands snaked around his neck. He slammed me on the wall while rubbing his bulge to my aching core making me groan. His hands massaged my ass in a circular motion.

"Taehyung please..." I let out a frustrated moan as he bit my ear lobe. I wanted to feel him inside me and he was taking too long.

He carried me to the bed and laid me on it but he never got on it. My upper torso was on the bed but my legs were still on the floor. He knelled in front of my core and placed my legs on his shoulders before ripping the thong apart.

"You are not going to come until I say so" he said and started feeding on my core like a hungry hound. His tongue moved all over my folds so beautifully that my body shivered due to the pleasure I was feeling. He bit my clit earning a groan from me.

"Umm... Tae...Ple... " I tried to speak but only gibberish escaped from my mouth. He was still working wonders on my vagina as his strong hands held onto my thighs to hold me in place. The feeling of ecstasy was reaching my stomach like fire spreading over a pile of leaves.

He never stopped neither let me move from my position. It was becoming harder for me to keep myself from cumming when he was abusing my bud with his sinful tongue. Even his hands clenched on my thighs making sweat fall down from my forehead. I couldn't take it anymore and let go of the knot in my stomach as all of my fluids spread across his face.

He stopped his task and got up leaving my thighs as he licked all the cum that glistened on his handsome face. He glared at me hungrily causing me to unknowingly shiver while I lay on the bed.

"I told you not to cum until I tell you to" he said and made me sit straight by grabbing me by my waist. He removed his boxers and his member sprung out to full length oh so proudly. The length and size made me gasp with aww. I wondered how that would ever fit in me. He saw my reaction and a proud smug decorated on his face.

"Open your mouth" he said. He was clearly in charge and I liked it so I just submitted. I got hold of his member and pumped it a few times and earned a low groan from him. I wanted him to suffer so instead of putting in my mouth altogether, I licked its length in a painfully slow pace. He let his head fall back breathing heavily. I licked the tip of his penis that was covered with precum.

"Stop teasing me and take it in already" he said with gritted teeth. And I couldn't deny him his pleasure anymore as my mouth enveloped half of his member at once. I sat on my fours taking in his member as he held my hair pushing me more until the head of his cock hit my throat. His other hand slowly moved from my breast to my hips and stopped at my butt.

Suddenly I felt a sharp pain on one of my butt cheeks. It took me a moment to realize that he had spanked me. He hit it again and my body shook because of the pain. One, two, three... he hit my ass more than thirty times while I was gagging on his cock. When I said thirty, I mean thirty on both of my butt cheeks. Each time he spanked me I let out a muffled groan over his dick in turn making him moan.

I sat up straight after giving him a blowjob that had my mouth and my ass hurting. I was exhausted to the core but he was not at all tired.

"Lay down" he said pointing at the bed and I followed suit. He went near the window and grabbed the robe that I wore earlier. He brought it near my hands and tied them up to the headboard. He placed a small peck on my lips before he started sucking on my collar bone again. His lips trailed down to my chest as both of his hands massaged each of my breasts.

He sat straight not removing his hands from my breasts as I enjoyed how his fingers held onto my bossom. He then took one of his hands and adjusted his huge dick near my core. I was already dripping wet and wanted him in. He rubbed his throbbing tip at my aching core making me whine. Without making me whine anymore his member filled in me making me bite my lip due to the pain.

"Your so tight" he said with gritted teeth.

He started thrusting slowly as he squeezed my hips making me moan his name in pleasure. He thrusted faster and faster letting out low grunts as his tip reached my sweet spot inside of me. Every thrust was perfect and every inch of me was in a state of euphoria.

"Faster.. faster.." I breathed heavily as the words rolled form my tongue with utmost difficulty. He didn't need any more instructions from me as his thrusts became more sloppy and more faster. The only sounds that were heard in the room was slapping of skin with our grunts and moans along with the bed creaking in the background. I reached my orgasm more than three times and he was still not ready to stop. What is he, a bull?

He stopped after a few minutes after having his second orgasm only to flip me over with my face on the bed and my ass faced towards him. I felt a small peck on my butt before he slammed into me again making me scream his name with pain and pleasure at the same time. He filled me so well that my body was giving up due to all the pleasure. He started spanking me while he thrusted even faster than before.

I was almost losing my consciousness when he cummed inside me and finally crashed on the bed beside me before untying my hands. Both of us were breathing heavily, being naked and had satisfied smiles on our faces.

"We have to wash up" he said as he sat up like all of this was a piece of cake for him which made me look at him with my eyes bulging out of my head. The guy still had energy in him and I was hardly breathing. I tried to move but my womanhood was too sore and every inch of my body was hurting like a bitch.

"I can't move" my voice came out in a cracked because of my sore throat due to all the screaming. As soon as he heard me he scooped me up from the bed in bridal style and carried me to the bathtub. He made me sit on the counter of the washing basin and placed a small peck on my lips before moving towards the tub to turn on the water.

I had totally forgotton about the fact that both of us were butt naked. Once I realized it as my mind started working properly, I started feeling hot all of a sudden. The water was filled and he came back to me to carry me again but I refused and assured him that I could walk. But he insisted to hold my hand while I took wobbly steps towards the bathtub.

"I'll take a shower and be back" he said and winked at me before moving to the shower and closing the curtain. I couldn't think straight and all of this looked so untrue to believe. I never realized when I dozed off in the bathtub.

Next morning I woke up on the bed with two strong arms around me. He had carried me back to the bed without waking me up. Since my back was towards him I slowly turned around to face him. He looked so heavenly even while sleeping. I slowly traced my fingers from his forehead to his nose and then to his beautiful lips. He was really a piece of art and I don't think I would ever get tired of admiring his sleeping form.

I waited for him to wake up but he didn't. So, I tried to wake him up with other methods. I graced my finger on his ear trying to tickle him. But he shoved me aside and turned around to sleep properly. I felt rejected and hurt.

I got up from the bed and reached for the nightgown and the robe. I looked at it for a moment since it was what started everything. I put them on and was about to search for the thong but then remembered that it was murdered last night by a horny bull.

After making sure that the robe covered my body efficiently I went to the balcony to admire the morning view. It was still 6 in the morning and it was cold outside. I hugged myself as I tried to think on who would have tried to shoot me at the party.

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Let's go to hell together yall. I would like you all to know that I have no experience in writing smut and all this is the product of all the fanfictions I have read until now. LOL

I wasn't ready to publish this chapter but its draft was looking at me with puppy eyes so I had to do it.