Tae seems like a bit of an ass here but he has good intention, our bear is just insecure so please don't attack him right away in the comments, okie thank you

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Jungkook stared at Taehyung, at this beautiful man who suddenly looked so insecure, so broken and Jungkook feared for the worst. He did get a reply, eventually.

"Because you took everything from me, every chance to be the male lead, you took it! I'll always be beneath you, always be belittled as long as you are in the picture!", Taehyung exploded, suddenly bursting into tears that ran down his cheeks as clear rivers of long ignored sadness.

Jungkook was taken aback, he never knew Taehyung felt this way. But thinking of it, it made so much more sense now and Jungkook, despite being hurt, felt relieved to finally know the reason behind. He had countless sleepless nights where he wondered what he could've done wrong. Turned out Taehyung felt threatened by him when all Jungkook wanted was to be close to his favorite idol. He didn't mean to come out as threatening to Taehyung, all he wanted was to show how professional he could be to not embarrass him in front of his favorite actor!

"So you are telling me, you're insecure? Because of me? Snickers...", Jungkook's eyes turned soft and he looked like he wanted to hug Taehyung. But the male became defensive when Jungkook said this, feeling threatened once more because Jungkook did not deny it. The younger on the other side did not know how to possibly reply and while he was working on an acceptable answer, the curtains in front of Taehyung's eyes slammed shut.

"Oh, shut it. You knew exactly what you were doing. And I was stupid enough to think you truly liked me. But you showed your true colors", Taehyung said bitterly, trying to distance himself from Jungkook. But it was the younger to back away like he has been slapped. Pain visible in his eyes and rushing over his face, Taehyung wished to take the words back.

He was so tired of fighting with Jungkook, of the other's burning hatred for him, all the anger in his words whenever they fought and Taehyung was so tired of it. It also confused his poor pained heart further, because Jungkook's words and actions didn't match up. And Taehyung now did not know what to believe anymore.

Jungkook on the other side turned helplessly angry, not knowing how to knock his truth into Taehyung's thick skull who looked so hot when he was angry, so adorable with puffed out cheeks that it made Jungkook want to kiss him, but also punch him in the face at the same time.

"I didn't do anything! Taehyung, you are my idol. How can you be so blind of my feelings, I literally confessed to you when we first met and you rejected me so coldly when you heard who I was! Of course I wasn't going to let you talk to me like that!", Jungkook jumped to his own defense, talking heatedly and not giving a shit if someone was listening to their louder growing conversation. They were full on fighting now, but this felt different.

No, this was different. Because they finally talked about their trued feelings, without filter, without pretending.

"You didn't do shit! You came to me and--", Taehyung started angrily but Jungkook cut him off, angry with himself for leaving such an expression and angry with Taehyung who had no right to judge him when he didn't even fully know Jungkook. No, he placed his insecurities on Jungkook without allowing the younger to prove him wrong. And yes, Jungkook shouldn't also judge Taehyung for being insecure, but the actor felt hurt and betrayed by his crush of years, so leave that to him.

"Oh cut the shit, Taehyung! Only because you were insecure, you acted like this? You were such an asshole to me!", Jungkook growled back, and yes, that was a low blow, seen in Taehyung's eyes who was still crying but it was also out of anger now, because the male couldn't believe how Jungkook acted right now. He still felt in the right.

"Oh, and you weren't better? You stand here, saying you like me when you've dated dozens of sluts and models in secret", Taehyung hissed, the old jealousy bubbling back up whenever he read about Jungkook's new flings in the news or saw them together, trying to get his shit together and not let it bother him. But he was always ending up crying late at night, alone in his bed and wondering why his heart chose Jungkook.

"I DID IT TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS!!", Jungkook screamed, words loud and clear, cutting through the air and straight into Taehyung's heart who paled and looked absolutely flabbergasted, it almost looked funny and Jungkook would've laughed at the sight of glorious Kim Taehyung speechless.

"W-what?", it was now Taehyung's turn to look like he has been slapped across the face, gaping at Jungkook with open hanging mouth. Jungkook escaped a bitter laugh, ruffling his hair annoyed and taking a few steps back, shaking his head while Taehyung stared at him wide eyed. When Jungkook turned, he looked furious.

"God fucking damn it-- Taehyung!", Jungkook screamed at the elder, walking back up to him and Taehyung inched away, pressing himself against the door.

"IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU, YOU IDIOT! I LOVE YOU!", Jungkook yelled in absolute fury, so helpless angry that he didn't notice what he was doing.

Because before his mind could comprehend, he has grabbed Taehyung, pulling the male against him and pressing his lips on Taehyung's in a hard angry kiss. The smaller gasped before he went putty, nearly falling if it wasn't for Jungkook's supporting arms. He has always dreamed about kissing Jungkook, but this, this was way better.

When Jungkook pulled away, Taehyung fluttered his eyes back open. When did he close his eyes? Taehyung didn't know. He wanted to say something, but Jungkook beat him to it. His eyes were clouded with pain.

"And seeing you hating me, over and over again, broke my heart, every day. And yes, I'm not perfect, I was an ass too. But I at least had a valid reason behind", Jungkook said, letting go of Taehyung who slumped against the door, legs wobbly and like pudding. He gasped for air.

But this moment without a reaction was enough for Jungkook to pull away. He left, before Taehyung had the chance to say something. He left, in the feeling of Taehyung not returning his feelings. Defeated, and embarrassed, Jungkook now was the one to not leave a chance for Taehyung to explain himself.

Taehyung slumped fully against the door and slid down until his ass hit the ground. Then, he buried his head in his hands and cried.

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Woah, this is like the most angsty chapter I ever wrote ! What are your thoughts ?

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