Please get off your knee before you even propose to me there's a few things I need to tell you.

I hate going to the movies as a date

I love random gifts, but hate Birthday presents

I still watch Disney movies even the new ones

My favorite food is soup

If we saw a house on 45th street I'd want to buy because I believe it must be destined to be

But baby these are things I'm sure you already knew....

Here's the truth

I'm afraid of the dark, not the actual absence of light but the feeling of being left not knowing what's going on

There will be days I will blow up your phone only to discover you left it on silent and not because I thought you stepped out of our marriage but I will continue to call only to ensure you're still there for me.

There will be days that you will enter our home and the lights will be dimmed and you'll find me laying in bed unmotivated to move

King, those will be the days I'll just need you to crawl up next to me

I probably won't speak so baby tell me a story of your past and tell me how we're growing into the future

There will be days that you will want to do what man and wife should, but I will ask you not touch me.

Give me sometime I'm just reevaluating right and wrong, good and bad touch for the thousandth of time--- How could I not know?

King save me from my thoughts and reassure me that I was simply blinded by what could be

There will be days that I will cry for nothing other than the milk has spilled

And you might reevaluate why?

Why?

Why did you marry a woman with such complications?

But knowing that you didn't marry me to save me, but rather I was the medicine that you needed.

There will be days that you'll want to celebrate and I won't recognize those days as a holiday because he didn't value me enough to stay.

King, those will be the days that I need you stand up and tell me that queens do not sulk in defeat.

There will days that I will hold our daughter saying I want to protect her.

Remind me you do too.

There will be days

There will be days

There will be days

Oh there will be days

So before you ask me to marry you know I got some "daddy issues"