It all happened so fast

I mean sooo fast

I wanted something that separated me from a little girl and woman

Got tired of being the one in the crew who never .....you know...

I just wanted to talk about my first time

I wanted to relate and tell every little detail

What I was wearing, how he looked at me

And trust he looked at me

So it all started kind of like a movie

we made eye contact

He asked for my name

I told him, I didn't care to learn his

I was on a mission

A mission to finally relate

To not be isolated or left with the public announcement of

"Aww you don't know anything about this?"

So when the perfect candidate approached me

I couldn't help but seal the deal

I know

I know

I know it was wrong

I should've waited

I should've at least asked for his name

Maybe his classification?

Well I was a freshman I was supposed to make mistakes ,right?

I had held on for so long

I mean it had to be the time,right?

Everyone else was doing it... Why not I?

I mean

I was finally eighteen... I was finally an adult

So when the opportunity

Came

I decided to jump at the chance

This is how it went

We were studying

Talking

Laughing

Smiling

And then he looked at me

More than a friendly stare,

We started back joking

And laughing and he leaned in

And at first I thought for a kiss so I became tense

But no he said he just wanted me closer

So I blushed not expecting that

We played a game and made a bet

That bet landed with me finally landing

what I came for

It was my first

I was finally a woman

The story of the time I got

My first hickey