❝ realization and gratitude ❞

dear bokuto,

i realized now

how stupid i was 

when i cried over you

i guess i assumed, 

and loved you too much.

i thought you'd get those same fluttering feelings

the one same as mine when you see me

but no, you haven't.

you didn't.

anyone would think that i was stupid,

just because i never told you what i felt for you,

and that's what i got for not risking to tell it.

honestly, i still thought it was a smart decision

i just couldn't risk it

i was afraid that maybe we'd lose our friendship

just because of this stupid feelings of mine.

but still, 

thank you.

thank you for destroying my emotions

thank you for pushing me into realization

at least, i have learned something from you.

you were my worst mistake but my best lesson.

--

dear bokuto, 

if you have any problem, then just hit my line.

i am always here

because we vowed ourselves

♡

「fin」

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a letter for him · bokuaka drafts

finished: june ·10 · 2017 ; 10:37 p.m

publishing completed: july · 07 · 2017 ; 9:48 p.m