Warning : Mature content

I was sitting alone and drinking, in an Irish pub. It was one of those days, when you want to jump into your past and wonder if things could have been different.

My past is not one of those sweet stories and you wouldn't want to go in there, unless someone threatens you with dire consequences. So I was trying to stay away, by drowning myself in whiskey.

"Hey Mack! buddy how are you?"

I looked up and saw Doug rushing towards me. One of the last persons, I wanted to encounter to avoid flashbacks. "Hey Doug, what you doing here? How you been?"

"Pretty good bud, long time." He came over and hugged me.

I knew what was coming, I tried to reason with him, but he was adamant as usual and fifteen minutes later, I found myself sprawled on the passenger seat of his SUV, on the way to his home. As I closed my eyes, I slipped into flashback, pieces of past I was trying to avoid.

Few years back ....

Few years back, I was struggling to find a footing in the society. It was after my reincarnation as a bad boy. I left my town and people, I grew up with and was struggling in the city. I had no place to live and was drifting from one place to another.

All I did was, temp work, get drunk and sleep around. I was young, well built and of course good looking, so I had no issue picking up random girls. But there were times, I struggled to get a job, money and a place to live.

During such time, I met Doug. He helped me get a job in the same store he worked and also invited me to share his room, without any advance or references.

He was older than me, shorter around five six, but was a saint. Always helpful, polite and would never harm or hurt anyone. Our friendship grew strong and we became best buddies.

Even though he was my friend, he stayed away from girls, always dreaming of finding a perfect girl, who will fall in love with him. I tried to explain to him, that it happens only in books and movies and to get real and enjoy life, while the day is young, but he remained confident about his dream.

Six months went by and I was enjoying life, practically slept with every girl who worked in the store. That summer, store was expanded and a huge batch of freshers joined. Molly was one of them. Same as my age, she was strikingly beautiful, very graceful and innocent looking. She had a great body and was impossible to not stare at her awesome tits and booty.

All the boys tried and failed to make any headway with her, so she became a challenge for me. She was very work minded and would never talk to anyone unless it was work related.

Meanwhile I started seeing changes in Doug. I realized, he found his dream girl, but he refused to give her name out. I didn't realize it was Molly, as Doug never dated anyone from work, as it would mean breaking rules.

I started pursuing Molly and found out she was gradually warming up to me. I would stare at her during my free time and I knew she too was stealing glances at me. I was afraid she would reject me because of my bad reputation. All the other girls knew that I sleep around.

One day when we were drinking, I saw Doug drawing some patterns on napkin. When I tried to look at it, he quickly pocketed it and refused to show me. I told him, if he sits and dreams around, someone was going to snatch his dream girl. He told me it was love and I wouldn't understand.

Finally I managed to make Molly talk to me about things other than work, but she would go on and on about her pet dog. I wanted to change the conversation to dating and sex. I had a feeling that she was developing feelings for me and it was a dangerous road for me. All I wanted, was to taste her nipples and feel her ass while I was deep inside her.

One day, I was alone at the loading deck, when Molly came to see me. She was excited about some new dog in the neighborhood and how her dog would get some company. I couldn't wait any longer and as she was talking, I turned her around and pulled her into me. She resisted, but I started rubbing my erection against her butt and started kissing her neck and ears.

As she gave in a little, I moved my hands up and squeezed her tits. It felt like heaven. She pulled my hands away, but I managed to squeeze them again and twisted her nipples very hard.

I had to taste them, so I put my hand inside her shirt and pulled her breast out. I turned her around to face me and was expecting her to slap me, instead she tried to free her breast from my grip.

Once I released her breast, she reached up, pulling my face down and put her breast in my mouth. I couldn't contain myself anymore, and started playing her nipple with my tongue. I used my other hand to free up her right breast, but along with her breast, her locket came out.

Her locket had the same pattern as Doug's napkin drawing. I froze for a second. I can't do this to my friend. I am bad boy, but Doug doesn't deserve this. I stopped fondling her breasts and carefully tucked them back into her shirt.

"I am sorry Molly, I can't do this." I gave a quick peck on her cheek and ran out of the facility as quickly as possible.

To be continued. ...