Jennie's POV

I was sitting on the bed naked, wrapped in the thick hotel sheets. My body felt good and my heart was full. Lisa went to hit the showers because well you know. She had practically begged me to join her in the shower but i refused because i knew that we would end up doing it and we'll never come out of there. I was already drained and i wanted nothing more than to shower and get in bed and cuddle her to sleep, i wanted to wake up next to her tomorrow. I wanted Lisa to be the first person i see in the morning. I want to be able to remember her like today even though she said that i would forget. I had faith that i would be able to.

I sighed as i grabbed my phone from the bedside table, i had completely ignored all the notifications today because i was having so much fun with Lisa. I unlocked my phone and began to scroll through my messages.

Jichu🍗 3 .

Jichu🍗: yoyo wassup men how's cafe hopping?

Jichu🍗: i threw a big snowball at Irene while she wasn't looking LOL you should've seen her face!

I snorted at Jisoo's message, she always had a funny way of talking, and poor Irene unnie Jisoo is such a crackhead haish. But hmm so i had intended to go cafe hopping with Lisa huh? But then i got into an accident.

Me: i didn't go cafe hopping, long story actually but i went to the christmas event!! it was incredible. and irene unnie must be so mad at you tsk what are you, six?

I replied to Jisoo and opened the next chat.

Irene unnie: yah jennie kim! did you know your bestfriend threw a snowball at me? and she and seulgi was just laughing away tsk!

I read Irene's message next and laughed. She sounded so pissed i hope she taught Jisoo a lesson. And oh so the 3 of them went out together, but why didn't i join? Is it because i only wanted to spend the whole day with Lisa? Aishh im too whipped.

I replied to Irene unnie and moved on.

Sajangnim: Remember that you are here with your company, not for a honeymoon with your oppa!

Huh? Sajangnim knows about my relationship with Lisa? Does that mean the entire company knows too? Wow i didn't know i was so bold to let everyone know that i am dating a girl. I guess love makes you do stuff you wouldn't even think of doing. And its funny how he addressed Lisa as my oppa, i mean she really is such an oppa though, i even call her daddy- gosh what's wrong with me?

I finally opened the last message and frowned.

Oppaaa😚❤️: hey how was today baby? what did you do? im really sorry i couldn't be there with you.

Is this Lisa? I guess i really call her oppa usually, no wonder sajangnim even said that. So the contact name makes sense but the message... doesn't? Why was she asking me what i did today? I spent the entire day with her. Why did she even text me to ask that when im literally beside her the whole day?! And what's with the apology about not being there with me???

My mind whirled with questions. What is happening? Is the message a joke? It wasn't even funny. I furrowed my brows and just then i received another text message from Jisoo.

Jichu🍗: wait what the chiken?! i thought you said taehyung oppa had an emergency and flew back to seoul? or did you find someone to go to the christmas event with you?

Now my head was spinning. Taehyung oppa? Isn't that our colleague? What does this even have to do with him?!

Me: what is going on jisoo? why are you mentioning taehyung all of a sudden? i went to the event with lisa.

I fidgeted impatiently waiting for Jisoo's reply. None of this made sense to me. It was like seeing into a kaleidoscope, not being able to make out the bits and pieces of the puzzle.

Jichu🍗

I was startled as my phone suddenly rang but i picked it up immediately when i saw the caller id.

"Hello?" I answered.

"YAAAAAHH JENDEUKIE YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO EXPLAIN IM SO CONFUSED WHAT THE?"

I brought the phone away from my ears as Jisoo shouted over the phone. What is her problem oh my god! I should be the one who is confused as fuck right now!

"Yah shut up Jisoo! I'm the one who needs explaining here! Do you even know how much my brain wants to explode right now? I fricking woke up in a hospital bed in the morning, couldn't remember anything except for basic things like my name because i was told that i have amnesia because i got into an accident, for one freaking day like how is that even possible who has amnesia for just a day?! Then i met a girl whom ive never seen before in my life and she told me that she was my girlfriend! Which is Lisa! At first i was suspicious but after awhile i realized that it was true. So i ended up spending the entire day with her and now we're in our hotel room and im on the bed naked after having se- okay that's not the point. But anyway I look at the notifications on my phone and i see weird messages from you guys! Now im starting to think that all of this was some kind of a nightmare?! Taehyung, Lisa, who are they really Jisoo, tell me!" I burst out.

I felt like breaking down. I didn't even know what was happening, suddenly no one was who i thought they were. I thought i knew everything but in the end i realized i knew nothing at all. And my stupid mind wouldn't cooperate with me and just let me remember the things that i should know.

I hugged my knees and started sobbing quietly.

Jisoo was silent on the other line for so long i thought the call had ended, but then she spoke up.

"I'm sorry Jennie.. i didn't know that had happened to you. Don't cry okay? I'm as shocked as you are right now. But let me just ask you a question first before i try to explain anything okay?" Jisoo said calmly.

That was one of the most amazing thing about Jisoo. This girl could stay calm even in a hurricane. She could be a crackhead all the time but when it was necessary to be serious she could really act her age and be mature.

"Okay.." I replied and sniffled.

"How come you can't remember who Lisa and Taehyung is to you but you can remember me?" She asked inquisitively.

I thought about what Lisa had said to me in the hospital room.

"Lisa told me that someone knocked me down at the skiing mountains because i was too excited to go for the christmas event that's why i can't remember anything, especially if its recent. I suppose i can remember you and Irene unnie and Seulgi unnie because you have been my bestfriend since i was a kid. And Irene and seulgi unnie have been working with me for many years too. I also remember Taehyung because he's been our colleague for almost as long as them. But i guess Lisa joined us more recently? That's why i didn't know she was my girlfriend or even recognize who she was earlier." I said slowly.

I heard an ohhhhhh from the other side of the call. But then it went silent as if she was hesitating to speak.

"You're right Lisa joined our company only 2 years ago. But... Jennie. Lisa is not your girlfriend." Jisoo said carefully.

And at that moment everything went blank.

Lisa is not my girlfriend.

Lisa.

She's not my girlfriend.

She-

"Jennie?? Are you okay???" Jisoo asked worriedly. I could barely hear her.

My heartbeat was thundering in my ears and my chest was heaving heavily.

She lied to me.

My arms grew weak it was almost numb, i let go of my phone and it dropped onto the floor with a thud, ending the call but i didn't care. I probably would've collapsed too if i wasn't already in bed.

This couldn't be real. This wasn't real. Th-

"Jennie?"

I tensed as i heard the voice and slowly lifted my head to look up at her unsteadily.

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a/n: yikes. hope you're enjoying the updates because school is starting soon sigh