Jennie's POV

I ran down the hallway and stopped infront of my bestfriend's ward. Sweat was dripping down from my face but i knew that it was more because of the nervousness than the running i did.

I stared infront of me for awhile before i slowly put my hand on the cold metal handle of the cobalt blue door.

She'll be fine Jennie. Maybe when you open this door, Jisoo is going to jump at you screaming that its one of her stupid pranks. And then Lisa will appear saying that she was dragged into this. Yes, that must be it. Take a deep breath.

I took in as much air as my lungs would let me and exhaled. Then i opened the door shakily and stepped into the room.

"Jennie."

I was greeted by Lisa as i walked in. She had hastily got up from her seat and bowed her head low as soon as she noticed my presence.

Despite my anxiousness and urgency, my panic melted slightly as soon as i saw her. I felt my insides flutter wildly. It was weird, because it felt familiar yet foreign at the same time.

Then i remembered why i was here. I turned my head to look at a pretty woman sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed. Tubes connected to the oxygen tank flowed through her and the heart monitor pulsed softly. My heart cracked a little.

"Ji.. soo..." I cried, holding onto her arm gently. I couldn't believe that this was really happening. A few hours ago i was just dragging her to all my favourite designer shops and complaining about her chicken obsession. Now she was lying down here not responding. I held her hand and sobbed.

I felt a soft touch on my shoulder.

And a flutter in my stomach again.

"H-Hey.. don't cry... she'll be fine. Jisoo unnie is a strong woman." Lisa said comfortingly.

I nodded my head as i choked back my tears. Then i released Jisoo's hand and covered her more comfortably with the blanket.

Lisa motioned me to sit on the couch and i did.

"So... um..." She said awkwardly, breaking the silence that engulfed us.

"What happened?" I asked quietly, looking at her beautifully crafted doll face. I swear im going to kill the bastard that did this to my bestfriend. I'm going to blow his skull open and rip his-

"It was me." Lisa said.

What?

"What do you mean?" I said as i felt my temper rising and my emotions swirling madly.

"I mean... its my fault. I was- i was heartbroken last night and i drowned myself in alcohol till the morning. I- I don't remember what happened exactly but i think i drunkenly called Jisoo unnie and blabbered something which made her rush to find me and end up in an accident. I got a call from the hospital saying that she was knocked down by a car and that she's suffering from a massive brain trauma. Sh-she's in a coma right now and they're unsure when she will wake up. I'm sorry Jennie. I really am. I didn't mean to cause anyone harm, im sorry." Lisa confessed shakily, repeating apologies to me as she stared at me guiltily with her brown eyes.

I tried to take it all in.

A part of me knew that it wasn't entirely her fault but in my state of mind i could feel nothing but hatred and anger towards her at this moment.

Because of her recklessness, she almost cost the life of my bestfriend. And Jisoo was more than that. She was like a sister to me; family. She always protected me in every way possible, not letting anyone hurt me but now she was the one who got hurt, badly. Because of someone else's mistake.

I couldn't forgive her for that.

"J-Jennie..."

"Don't call my name!" I snapped, rising from the couch as a startled Lisa looked at me.

I didn't know why i was reacting like this but all i knew was that i wanted to get away from here. I needed to calm down and its definitely not going to be right here with the person sitting on the couch.

"Jennie.. listen, I-" Lisa said pleadingly as she stood up from the couch as well holding onto my hands.

"Let go! Don't you dare touch me!" I screamed, jerking my hands away from her.

My head was starting to pound again and my vision was beginning to blur but i fought it and tried to stay upright.

"I-I'm your girlfriend!"

"I don't believe you."

Voices started to ring in my head. I put my hands up to my head and tried to stop it. Where did they even come from? But the voices sound familiar..

"Jennie? Jennie! Are you okay?!" i heard Lisa asking worriedly but my eyes were closed and i was busy trying to fight my throbbing head than answer her or remove her hands from me.

As my head continued hurting i collapsed into a pair of arms which immediately held and carried me.

"I said let go of me..." I whispered feeling myself losing strength.

"No. Not this time nini. I won't let you go again." Lisa said crying and i felt the arms on my body tighten.

I didn't understand what she said. Was that another voice in my head? I decided to stop resisting and let myself fall into the darkness.

***

"Over here nini!" A tall woman called out to me excitedly from afar. I couldn't see her face in the bright afternoon sun but i saw her waving at me, motioning me to come to her.

I felt my body running happily towards the woman. Pure joy spread all around me as i hugged her.

"I missed you." The woman said warmly as she returned the hug. It felt secure and nostalgic.

"I missed you too honey." I heard myself say as i took in her wonderful scent.

"This field is so pretty, look there are so many sunflowers and daisies! They kinda remind me of you." The woman said as i pulled away from her and stared at the beautiful yellow flowers in the field. We were in the middle of the vast land and it seemed just like a picture out of a fairytale book.

I smiled like a child as she bent down to pluck a flower, and placing it in my hair.

"There. A beautiful sunflower for a lovely lady." She said lovingly, caressing my cheek and pinching it slightly.

My heart fluttered as she placed her hands on my waist gently and i rest my arms around her neck, as we leaned in for a slow kiss amongst the endless sea of flowers.

***

"Lower down your volume seulgi! You might wake her up."

"That's the point, i am trying to get her to wake up! It's been hours what if she never wakes up?"

"Shut up don't talk like that. She's just resting that's all, didn't the doctor already explain that her head is recuperating right now?"

"Ugh fine, but i don't get it. I mean did you really believe everything he said? What kind of person suffers from amnesia for just a day? Geez sounds like a load of bullcrap to me."

"God i don't know. But he's a doctor so he definitely has to know what he's talking about so let's just take his word for it until Jennie wakes up and maybe we can ask her."

"Wait shh shhh, i think she's awake."

"Eh? Oh my god Jennie!"

I opened my eyes slowly and blinked several times to adjust to the sudden harsh lighting. I was still in a daze from my dream. It had felt so real.

As my vision came to a focus, i saw a worried looking Irene unnie and seulgi staring back at me.

"U..mm.. why am i here?" I mumbled.

"Thank god you're awake! I thought yo-" Seulgi exclaimed as Irene interrupted her.

"We're glad you're fine now. Don't worry, you don't have to say anything, just rest. The doctor said not to tire yourself out. I've called the nurse to bring your food in." Irene said giving me a smile as she combed my hair with her hands gently.

Irene was such a mom material and by the looks of Seulgi i could see that she appeared as a wife material too in her eyes.

I smiled to myself at the thought of this two and decided not to question any further.

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a/n: o hi its been long

all the work and stress has wiped out my motivation to write. hope you enjoyed this angst and soft chap.