I'm sorry, dad, mom and Ellie.

This was my decision.

Don't go blaming yourself.

You guys were such great parents, you were everything I ever wanted....but....

I'm tired, I've lived longer then I should have.

you probably don't know what I mean, your not supposed to..... because if I told you the truth, you'd hate me..... and I don't want that, so I won't tell you.

I've had to live with guilt and pain all my life.

I thought I could fight it, but it was too strong.

Please don't tell my friends at the academy how I left.

I want to be remembered as strong.... even if in reality I was the weak.

Give the twin horns a hug for me, and tell Tess to find a man who she truly deserves.

I'll miss you.

And tell Ellie that I will always be there with her.

Even if she doesn't see me.

I will always be with her.

With you all.

I'm,sorry

Love, the son you should of had.

See you in the third life.