Rafael was never around, he was always in a different country every day giving me time to adjust, accept and work up a plan of how I could be such a good girl.

Ruby and I had become best of friends. Sometimes she would even sleep in my room.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" I asked her, giggling like a five year old.

"No, I am always here so... " She said sadly.

"Don't you like any of the guys? "I asked honestly as I painted her index finger.

We were having one of our sections where we would watch porn and she would help me practice some of the styles and just be my support system even though she had pointed out so many times how much of a bad idea this was but it was my only hope so I clung to it like a baby clung to his mother.

"They are always serious and scary, they give me creeps" she said giggling.

"So how is Mr Vintangé?"

I looked at her, not sure what to say. Rafael was never here and we had our last encounter that evening. Somehow in the mist of all this I had created this fantasy in my mind that I would be submissive and he would fall in love with me then we would be this perfect couple that everyone envies. Could anyone really blame me though? I was making the best out of a terrible situation.

"Harley," Ruby gave me a worried look.

"I don't know Ruby. I just want to give him my all and I know he will turn around, I know he will."

I placed the nail polish at the bed before scooping some ice cream. I shook my head thinking of how these times had me eating ice cream not caring about calories. Ruby did the same, not saying a word, I guess she didn't know what to say.

After watching another video, where I mostly watched the way the girl gave the guy a blow job which I had practiced on a banana which I had washed fifty times before using, we finally called it quits taking all the papers and leftovers, we put them in the bin before switching off the lights and slipping in to bed.

I woke up to a large rough hand covering my mouth roughly, cutting my air supply. My body jerked in fear, panic washing over me. I wiggled hard but failed as a strong arm came around my waist, lifting my whole being up.

Ruby sat on the bed, eyes so wide I thought they'd pop. I screamed loud, shaking in this strong grip but it got me nowhere. My heart drummed and every cell in my body was paralyzed by fear. The big man walked out of the room. My guards still standing there as if nothing was happening. The door next to my room opened and I was thrown to yet another bed.

Moving his hands off me, the scary man left closing the door behind him. Swiftly I wiped my mouth with the back of my agile hand.

Anger filled me.

"Fucker!" I said throwing the pillow at the door.

Looking around, I was in Rafael's room.

Why was I here?

Suddenly a figure moved from the bathroom door, walking graciously in the darkness of the night.

I forgot to breathe as he crawled over the bed to me roughly he pushing me down to the bed, so that I lay flat on my back. His scent filled my nostrils, as I chanted how I could do this over my head. I had practised this so many times and knew what to do yet I was so scared.

I felt him bite my ear, trailing his tongue behind it as I swallowed. His kisses went down my neck until he sucked on my nipples. I didn't have a t-shirt on, only sleeping shorts. He took his time, carving my body with his tongue moving to the other nipple, gently biting it before rubbing it with his tongue then sucking. I closed my eyes shocked of the foreign sensation that flowed through my body being welcomed by me as slowly but surely my fear melted away from my shaking body.

Slowly he kissed my flat tummy, moving to my pussy. Pressing the clit with his tongue, he started moving it sideways, faster and faster making me lose my shit like what the fuck was happening. I was like an alien in my own body not used to this sensation that I might dare and say was pleasure.

"Rafael!" I said as practised before, moaning and calling their name always made them more turned on.

Getting bolder and bolder I slowly moved my hands and slid them through his silky hair in fascination that I was really doing this and he was not hurting me at all.

"Rafael!"

I moaned out not tensional as my eyes went wide hands grabbing harshly on his hair feeling something so sweet which made my whole body tingle, build up. Slowly I felt tiny shockwave passing through my body making me gasp as I felt my climax coming slowly. I became restless, twisting and jerking up closing my legs with no success as I couldn't take it no more, it was so foreign to me making me wary trying to push it away but the more I tried the more it built up.

I was losing my sanity and at the point he got faster and faster.

"Rafael?" I screamed grabbing his hair restlessly, it was a question really on what the hell was happening it getting too much, too nice to be good.

My body jerked as I felt like I was going to explode then suddenly he stopped at the peak of my climax.

I felt a tears slip, wanting more not even knowing what I wanted but wanting it so badly as my back arched my legs opening wider for him yet nothing.

How could he do this?

I tingled in every corner of my body, an itch that begged to be scratched. He pulled up, kneeling on the bed, just staring me. His orbs were so dark and scary looking so angry but I didn't care.

"Rafael," my voice was husky and faint.

I wanted him.

I needed him.

He just left like that at the peak of my climax, at the point where I was about to explode.

"Rafael" it came out as a moan. It was so painful. I needed to cum.

Seeing that he had no intentions of helping me I moved my hand to my clit, rubbing fast like he had done, if he would not do it then I would. Roughly, he held my hands, pulling them over my head before picking up his tie on the floor and bounding my hands to the bed.

I felt like crying.

There I was, lying in his bed, legs up with my vagina throbbing to the core.

"Rafael please."

Looking at me. He slipped his index finger in my wet folds then slipped the middle finger, fucking me hard. Throwing my head back my whole body jerked, quivering hard, and pleasure moving in waves all over my torso as I lay frozen, toes curled up.

"Rafael!" The loudest scream I had broken through when the last wave hit me, my body drenched in sweat, chest heaving, eyes closed.

Who knew it could be so good.

I took a deep breath, opening my eyes seeing Rafael lean down before taking my legs into his arms, spreading me wider, raising my whole body a little before he dug in. Firstly he sucked my juices, licking my vagina lips before fucking me with his tongue, he dug it deep into my vagina then moved the tip of the tongue, flipping over my g-spot making me moan and moan in pleasure.

I thought I would die. Was this heaven? He moved it faster and faster, making me squall and quake on the bed. I dug my nails into his shoulders as I came hard in his mouth.

I heard him groin which made me cum harder. I found it hard to breath, no space for thinking. My body was on fire my pussy throbbing for his large shaft.

He got off the bed and I heard a zip then something hit the floor the bed dipped again him standing in between my legs staring straight at me with dark orbs.

"Take me," I heard myself say it shocked me but seemed to shock him harder. He stared at me as a smirk spread across his face probably patting himself on the back on how he had broken me and broke me he had because suddenly I needed him, he made me feel something other than pain and I wanted that shot as much as he wanted his own.

Positioning himself, he entered me slowly. I gasped as if taking him for the first time, I could feel my vagina stretch to accommodate him sore from the other day yet that being drowned by this pleasure he was giving me. I felt him in every corner of my inside, supported by my legs, I raised my upper body, moving it in circles as he filled me inside.

He knelt there, holding my hips close as I twirled them around building up a sweet sensation, could not help but smile, I was doing it and I had never been so proud. He groined, throwing his head back, as I took care of him my pace quickening feeling my climax near.

"Rafael!" I moaned, going faster.

My body quivered, tingling, my ties curled up.

"I can't," I said "please, I can't" I whispered, my body too weak, tingling and hot for me to move anymore. Taking charge he pushed in and out, moving his hips in circles pumping faster and deeper sending me out of my mind and back. I threw my head back letting it all go, feeling it glaze over my body, sweet ecstasy sending my teeth chattering and at that moment he moved faster.

"Aahh, Rafael! Oohh.....Rafael.....!" I felt his hot seed splash inside me as his whole body jerked, quaking with pleasure. I collapsed on the bed as he on top of me.

We stayed like that catching our breath.

I hadn't had enough, I wanted more. I had gotten my first hit and wanted more. The tie had loosened and I easily freed my hands digging them into his hair, moving them about before moving them in riddles behind his ear.

From there, I moved them to his hard back feeling his dick hardening inside me.

I was disappointed when he pulled out of me, pouting.

"Turn over" It was the first time he had talked, his voice rough and husky. Turning, I lay on my belly, flat. He grabbed a pillow and placed it under my abdomen then spread my legs excitement filling me as my heart thundered.

"I want to fuck you like a whore" he whispered in my ear making my vagina throb harder while I bit my lip, so excited and aroused.

Grabbing my hair, he pulled my head up before biting my neck.

Hard, he slammed into me.

"Aahh!" I moaned feeling pain which was so sweet and arousing.

Pulling out, he slammed into me again.

"Aahh!" I screamed louder, feeling waves of sweet ecstasy.

He slammed into me harder and harder.

"You a slut!" He said in my ear, pulling my hair harder.

"Aahh, yes daddy!" I moaned harder feeling it all build up.

"Fuck!" I said.

I was restless, moving my hands in all directions, they were tingling making me groan and moan at the same time.

He slammed hard and hard.

"Rafael! ...o..m...Rafael!" His other hand cupped my breast hard making me lose my wits. I thought I was going crazy. I didn't know what to do as my body vibrated in sweet, sweet shockwave. He was faster and I held on the sheets and heard them tear as every part of my body froze, toes curled, it jerking as if hitting bumps feeling him pour a part of himself inside me as he cursed loud, letting go of my hair.

Collapsing on the bed, I found it hard to breath as the waves faded. He collapsed on top of me our wet bodies sticking together. He was heavily breathing by my ear.

We stayed like that until I felt sleep almost overcome me, my eyes shutting close as he slipped off me.

"Get off my bed," he said roughly.

"What?" I asked, unbelieving, I was so tired, my body ached.

"Out," he said pulling me to the floor then throwing the cover along with a pillow.

I wrapped myself in the cover, laying my head on the soft silky pillow before drifting off on the floor.