It's been a year and over this year I've been very busy especially Ary. We barely got to talk at all or even text. She has some projects coming up and so do I. I just don't feel us connecting as much anymore. It made me question everyday do I still love her as much?

I always put that in the back of my head. Trying not to bring that question but it always kept popping up. But there was one exciting hung happening in two days. In two days it's going to be Aryanna's 15th birthday, So I'm going to surprise her.

"Mark get packing! Tomorrow we leave!" Called out Weston. Weston was coming well mostly everyone was coming to surprise Aryanna.

I had a huge surprise for Ary. So far what has happened over this year it's been lonely without the girl I love and especially when it was my 16th (just making them grow in the story) birthday she wasn't there by my side to celebrate another year of me living but I get it she's busy. Sometimes I try not to think Aryanna prefers to be busy over me but it's just hard.

I always wonder how's she's doing and if she's having a hard time just like me.

❤️💜