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They got to her room somehow - peeling clothes off of each other on their way. Hawk's shirt was ripped off and thrown to the stairs, Sky's pink sweats on the doorway of her room. By the time Hawk threw her on the bed, Sky was only wearing her panties - and the hungry look in Hawk's vast, blue eyes told her just how much he loved that sight.

"You're so fucking beautiful," he groaned, his eyes devouring her almost naked body, and the tone of his voice made Sky melt into the mattress.

"So are you."

That made him let out a dry laugh. "I'm not sure I wanna be called beautiful."

"Well fine, you're handsome then, and sexy as Hell," Sky said, even if she wanted to shout out that standing next to her bed, wearing nothing but his underwear, he was beautiful the same way Michelangelo's David was beautiful - perfect, flawless, striking.

She had seen the statue of David in Florence two years ago and spent a nice fifteen minutes admiring what was considered the most beautiful specimen of the male body in the history of mankind. Kat had been with them on that vacation, and their rude remarks about David's ass and his manly parts had shocked the museum staff so that they'd been thrown out - otherwise, they probably would've stayed much longer, because the sight really was quite nice.

They had laughed so hard that tears were running down their faces - and Dad had been outraged, so ashamed of their barbarous behavior that he had refused to dine with them that night. The girls hadn't minded that - they had happily eaten takeaway pizza on the balcony of their room as the unbearable heat of the day had melted into smooth, dark shadows. The next day they had both bought miniature versions of David from a souvenir shop.

Sky still had the statue, but after Kat's death, she had stuffed it into a box and hidden it in her closet - erased it from her life, like so many other memories that were too painful to bear.

Now, looking at Hawk, Sky wondered if she should find it, just for comparison. Because no matter that Kat would tell her she was stupid and blinded by love, Sky was pretty sure that the gorgeous half-naked boy in her room outranked David in every aspect of beauty.

The smoothness of his skin, the hardness of muscle underneath. His long, graceful limbs, his beautiful hands, and their slender fingers. The muscles and tendons of his neck, the sharp Adam's apple, the way it moved when he swallowed. And his face - it surely was like a work of art by the great masters of the renaissance - the high cheekbones, the sharp line of his jaw, the most beautiful eyes Sky had ever seen in her life. Even the scar only added detail and character to his looks. Whether he wanted to hear it or not, Hawk was beautiful, he was breathtaking, he was flawless - and Sky knew she could look at him for the rest of her fucking life and never get tired of what she saw.

"You really think that?" Hawk asked with a low voice.

"That you're sexy?" Sky replied. "Come here and I'll show you just how sexy I think you are."

His throat bobbed at that, the muscles of his jaw worked as he swallowed. He did as he was told, climbed on the bed, and crawled on top of her.

His skin was so hot against hers as if he was burning from inside out. His chest was heaving with rapid breaths and against her hip Sky clearly felt the super hard bulge in his underwear. Her mouth went dry with need.

He kissed her, slow and deep, and Sky couldn't help moaning in the kiss. She was so ready for him, already, just from looking at him, just from the kissing, just from having him close like this, and she was squirming under him. He positioned himself between her legs, and Sky moaned out loud as he pressed his clothed erection on her most sensitive spot.

Their bodies were moving as one, hips rocking against each other, hands gliding on the smooth skin, lips molding together, chests heaving. And Sky was burning - the flame in her gut was boiling her alive, and she knew she could come just like this, just for having him on top of her, his lips on hers, his dick rubbing against her like this.

He broke the kiss and his lips moved to her neck, he licked her throat, his tongue lapping, his lips nibbling her sensitive skin, and Sky couldn't do anything but whine and shiver under those kisses.

He moved downward, dipping his head to kiss her breasts, and as his tongue circled her nipple, Sky moaned out loud. Waves of pleasure like electric shocks shot through her core as Hawk sucked her nipple in his mouth, his hand caressing her other breast.

"Fuck–!" Sky was whining. "Fuck, Eli–"

He let her nipple go and looked up at her, his eyes so wide and dark it took her breath away. "Was that good?"

"Yes, ohmygod–" she couldn't stop the shivering of her core, couldn't stop the reactions of her body, as he went back to her breasts, sucking and licking her nipples like they were candy until Sky was almost crying.

And then his hands were pulling down her panties, and his lips moved to her stomach, his tongue found her belly button and dipped in it, his lips sucked the skin of her lower abdomen, and suddenly Sky realized where he was heading to.

She froze, took a shaky breath - and Hawk, reading her reactions, brought his face up to meet her eyes.

"Is this... okay?" he asked and sat up on his knees between her legs. His thumbs were looped in her panties, he was in the middle of pulling them down, but he stopped and waited for her say-so. If that wasn't the hottest thing Sky had ever seen, she sure didn't know what was, but still--

Suddenly she was nervous.

Just the thought of him kissing her down there... it was somehow so intimate, and her cheeks flushed. Matt had never done that - hell, he had thought it was gross, and that shame was suddenly on Sky again. The feeling that she was dirty for wanting something like that, that there was something wrong with her.

But Hawk's eyes told her otherwise. She saw the need in his gaze, saw the dilated pupils that had swallowed his blue irises, saw his heaving chest and - oh God - the shape of his cock through the fabric of his underwear, a wet spot where his dick was already leaking pre-cum–

– and she knew there was nothing to be afraid of.

This was Eli. He loved her. He adored her, even if she didn't deserve it. He wasn't going to hurt her or shame her or tell her mean things, or–

No, this was Eli. And there was nothing to be scared of.

"Yes, please," she breathed, and just like that he was pulling off her panties, and he was between her thighs, his hot breathing fanning the sensitive skin on her lower abdomen, and–

"Ohmygod, Eli–!" that came out as an incoherent moan, as she felt his lips on her crotch. That scar tissue on his upper lip, oh god, she could feel it with aching clarity as he began to kiss her.

The pleasure was insane. Sky couldn't even grasp the feelings that surged through her body, she could only moan and whimper, her body shivering from head to toe. The fingers of her other hand were gripping the sheets, her other hand was on his hair, feeling the cropped sides, the sharp mohawk, and oh fuck, she wanted to grip his hair harder, she wanted to pull his face tighter against her core, she needed more, more, more–

"More–" she breathed throatily. "Please, I need more–!"

He obeyed, his tongue slid between her slick folds and found her clit - that tongue Sky had felt entering her mouth so many times, that beautiful, long tongue that could reach the roof of her mouth when they were kissing, and now it was reaching every part of her.

It felt so fucking good, every stroke of his tongue pushed Sky closer to the edge, made her back arch off the mattress, and her fingers dig deeper into his scalp as the pleasure engulfed her from head to toe.

Some small voice in the back of her mind tried nagging that she didn't deserve this, that she didn't deserve to feel this good, that she should tell him to stop, that she was a slut and a bitch and she didn't deserve him, but–

–but all that came out of her mouth was incoherent sobbing: "Pleasedon'tstop, pleasedon'tstop, pleasedon'tstop–"

He kept licking and sucking her clit, and he was moaning now too, the vibrations of that sound pushing Sky even closer to the edge, making everything in her tight and trembling and desperate - and then she felt his fingers pushing into her, his long, delicate fingers, and before she knew it she was coming.

"God–!" she cried. "Ohmyfuckinggod, Eli–!"

The release shot through her like a fucking tsunami, and as she trembled and convulsed on the bed, he kept licking her, his fingers kept fucking her, until she collapsed back on the mattress, covered in sweat, still fighting to catch a breath.

Only then did he pull his fingers out of her, and Sky released her grip on his head.

He sat up, kneeling on the bed between her trembling thighs, and wiped his face with a hand. His eyes were huge, his lips red and slightly swollen, the scar on his upper lip was clearly visible, raw and dark red. Sky couldn't read the look in his eyes, it was all things, but she could see the need in his posture, the heaving chest, the erection that was stretching his underwear.

She was still in the clouds, her body all soft and hot, her head was spinning, but the way Hawk was looking at her made her shiver.

"Eli–" she reached a hand, but he was already pulling down his underwear, revealing his cock that was dark red and standing against his abdomen, the head already slick with pre-cum. And then he was on top of her, pinning her against the mattress, his lips molding to hers, and she tasted herself in the kiss - the strong, salty taste of her sex - felt his dick pressing against her sensitive flesh, sliding between her slick folds, and–

"I wanna fuck you," he groaned throatily. "I want it so fucking bad, Sky–"

"Yes," she breathed, and he kissed her again moaning, began to push inside of her. Sky felt the hardness of his dick stretching her entrance, and–

"We need a condom," she managed, breaking the kiss again. Her hands were on his chest, pushing him away, and his eyes widened.

"Shit–!" he groaned, "Shit, I almost forgot."

He grabbed the pack from the nightstand where he'd tossed it when they'd first come to her room, and even if his hands were trembling, he was quick to open it, to take a condom and roll it on, and–

And then he was on top of her again, his narrow hips between her legs, and Sky reached down to grab his dick and guide him in, and then–

"Oh, Fuck–!" he moaned, pushing inside of her, so fucking deep that Sky's back arched, and she let out a small cry - she was still sensitive after the ravishing orgasm, and his dick was anything but small.

He stopped immediately, noticing her discomfort.

"I'm sorry—" he gasped. "Are you okay?"

She took a couple of deep breaths, adjusted to the feeling. "I'm fine."

"I didn't mean to—"

"I said it's fine," she breathed, her lips almost touching his. "Just... don't be too rough. Take it slow."

His eyes were wide and dark, his voice low and throaty. "Okay, I... I try–"

She pulled him into another kiss, one hand on his neck, one feeling his gorgeous body. The kiss was slow and deep, his tongue met hers, their lips moved as one, and slowly he began to move on top of her, hesitant, careful. Sky wrapped her legs around his waist, her hips answering his thrusts.

"Is this..." he whined softly. "Is this good?"

"Yes–" that was barely a word.

"Just... tell me if it hurts–"

But Sky couldn't even answer, she was falling into the pleasure, into the way he was looking at her like she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.

"Oh God—" he was moaning, every thrust of his dick into her heat now a bit deeper, a bit harder as he was finding a rhythm. "Oh my fucking god–!"

"Yes," she breathed, "Yes, Eli–!"

"Sky, fuck–!"

It felt so good, so fucking amazing, it felt like she belonged here in his arms, like he belonged here between her legs, like it was meant to be, like this was the moment she had waited for her whole fucking life, and her heart was exploding with love.

His pace quickened, his hips were now snapping into her fast, hard, making her body bounce on the bed, and she could do nothing but moan, and then–

"Christ–!" With a couple of deep strokes, he came, his body trembling and shivering on top of her, and Sky pulled him back into a kiss, drinking the throaty groans that left his lips.

His chest was heaving against her own, their bodies were glued together with sweat, and Sky was burning, she was fucking melting under him. Hawk was still trying to catch his breath, small gasps and whines falling from his lips to hers, and Sky held him in the cradle of her arms and legs for some time, until his breathing calmed down.

"Fucking Hell, Sky, that was incredible," he managed, his voice still a bit strangled. "I fucking love you."

She couldn't help a grin as she brought a hand to cup his face, to follow the flawless line of his jaw with her fingertips as she fell into the vast ocean of his blue eyes.

"I love you too, Eli Moskowitz."

He smiled, and that smile made the sun explode in Sky's chest, the enormity of that feeling suddenly taking her breath away. She knew she loved him more than was good for her, she knew she loved him so that it would break her heart into pieces, that she would die and she would kill for this love if he ever asked her to.

"Are you okay?" he asked, maybe noticing the sudden sadness in her eyes. "I didn't... hurt you, did I?"

"You didn't. It was perfect," Sky breathed. "Fucking amazing."

He was still deep inside of her, and he snuggled closer, stealing a kiss from her lips as if he was reluctant to roll off of her, reluctant to let go of this moment. His eyes were so dark it took her breath away, and even now, even if her body still felt the aftershocks of the mind-blowing orgasm he'd given her, she wanted more.

"It's a good thing we have the whole night," she said with a slow grin, running her fingers on his collarbone. "Cause I want more. You?"

He made a sound that was no word, and kissed her again, burying his fingers into her hair. Only when he finally rolled off her and lay on the bed on his back, his chest still heaving with deep breaths, did he manage an answer. "Hell, yes. All fucking night."

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