"Y/N are you serious?!" Lisa yelled through the phone.

"Yea, they accepted me.."

"Okay so what's the problem? Are you too scared to go or something?"

"It's not that...it's just if I go to New York I'll be there for four years..."

"Okay...and?"

"If I go I won't be able to see you or anyone else ever again.."

"Does 'anyone else' mean Jimin..?" She questioned.

You didn't respond. Instead you bit your lip and sighed.

"I want to do it, I just don't know how I'm going to tell Jimin.." you mumbled fidgeting your fingers.

"How ever it goes, I'll be sure to be there for you every step of the way, okay?"

"Okay, thanks Lisa."

"No problem. Meet me in the morning, we'll grab breakfast. Sound good?"

"Okay. Bye Lisa."

You hung up your phone and put it on the charger, throwing the letter on your night table beside your bed.

"Aigoo Y/N what are you going to do?!" You yelled in frustration as you ruffled your own hair.

You turned off your light and threw your head onto your pillow, covering your head with your blanket, slowly drifting off to sleep.

That morning, you got out of bed as usual, and did your normal morning routine. Today you put on black sweats, a white T-shirt and some sneakers and a black sweater.

"Bye mom, bye Joonie!" You yelled as you grabbed your things.

"Later Y/N!" Namjoon yelled as he ate some grapes.

"Bye sweetie, have a great day at school okay?" She sent you off with a kiss, and you were in your way.

You met Lisa a block away from the school at Starbucks, where you two used to always go. You ordered a small iced coffee and a breakfast sandwich, and Lisa did the same before you both sat at a table.

"Have you figured out what you're going to do?" Lisa questioned taking a bite of her food.

"I'm going to do it."

Lisa chocked on her food, forcing it down, before clearing her throat.

"Seriously?!"

You nodded your head and took a small sip of your coffee.

"Yea... I just don't know how I'm going to tell Jimin." You mumbled eating your food.

"Well whatever happens, for better or for even better, I'll be there." She assured you softly punching your shoulder. You smiled and nodded your head.

"Thanks Lisa."

"No problem. For the the competition Saturday, I decided to have you and Jungkook as lead vocalists."

"We have practice all week right?"

"Yea."

You nodded your head, before you and Lisa packed your garbage and threw it away. Together, you left the building, and walked into school where the first bell rang.

"I'll see you after school okay?"

You nodded your head and walked into your class. You put in your headphones and pulled out your book to read. For a while, it was silent. Mostly because Jimin wasn't here yet, which made you a little nervous.

A few minutes later, the door opened, and in came Jimin, taking the seat next to you. He looked like he had just gotten out of bed, he wore a baggy grey sweatshirt and sweatpants with red timberlands. He had bags under his eyes, and plopped into the seat next to you.

"What's wrong? You looked like you haven't slept." You whispered as you scanned his face.

"I was up all night thinking."

"About?"

"You." He teased, giving you a weak smile. You smiled softly at him before scooting a little bit closer.

"Jimin seriously, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm being honest. I honestly couldn't sleep." He stated putting his head on the desk. You placed your hand on his forehead. It wasn't the slightest bit hot, so he couldn't have been sick. You sighed and moved your chair closer to him and placed his head back on your lap.

"The desks are dirty, you'll get sick." You mumbled as you played with his hair. Jimin chuckled and closed his eyes as you ran your fingers playfully through his hair.

"Do I ever tell you how much I love you..?" He whispered as placed his palm on your cheek. Your cheeks turned red as you smiled and grabbed his hand, intertwining your fingers with his.

"What would you do if I ever died?"

You were taken aback by his sudden question, it kind of broke your heart a little bit.

"Jimin-"

"I'm not dying Y/N." he cut you off chuckling.

"I just wanted to know."

You flicked his forehead, a little upset.

"That's not something to joke around with. Don't say things like that twinkle toes, it makes me sad."

He simply smiled and sat up, pulling you into a sweet kiss.

"Don't be sad.." he mumbled as he hugged you.

"You have nothing to worry about, promise."

"You better not break that promise Park Jimin." You mumbled into the fabric of his shirt.

"I won't, ever."

The bell rang, and first period was over. You had completely forgotten you were even in the building for a few minutes. You packed your things and took Jimin's hand.

"I would miss you." You mumbled as you entered the hallway. He stopped and tilted his head. "W-what..?"

"I would miss you...and cry... a lot." You repeated a little louder so he could hear. He smiled softly before kissing your forehead.

"Don't worry Y/N, okay?"

You nodded your head, but you couldn't help but be anxious as you entered your classroom. You plopped down in your seat and tried your best to focus, but all you could think about was Jimin.

How am I supposed to leave him for four years after that...

You questioned as you clicked your pen. It took forever, but the end of the day had finally come. The only thing is, you'd have to see Jimin again. You entered Mr.Kim's classroom and waved.

"Hey Joonie." You greeted before taking your seat.

"Hello Y/N."

The rest of the class walked in, including Jimin, and Jungkook.

I'm guessing Tae is still in the hospital.

The two boys took the seats next to you. The whole period was tense, and the atmosphere wasn't that comforting at all. You felt a tap on your shoulder, and looked to see Jimin handing you a note under your desk.

You hesitated, but you accepted it, unfolding the letter.

You okay..?

Yea. Just have a lot in my mind.

You responded handing the paper back to him.

Makes two of us then. Wanna talk about it later?

It's fine. You have to study with Joonie today. I don't want to distract you. Finals are really soon, so you should study.

Jimin looked at you after he finished reading your note, silently crumpling the paper. He turned to you with a nervous look on his face, but eventually nodded, and continued to work. You were distracted the whole period, you just stared out the window. It's like you had completely lost your mind.

"Y/N."

You snapped your head and looked at Mr.Kim who had called out your name.

"Yes..?"

"Answer this question for me."

You narrowed your eyes at him, but you did as he said. You stood up from your seat and walked up to the board.

"Show your work." He stated as he crossed his arms, leaning on his desk.

You nodded your head and managed to answer the question, regardless of what was on your mind.

"That's correct. Thank you."

You bowed and walked back to your seat.

The bell rang.

Finally.

You thought.

"Y/N, Jimin, can I talk to you two, please?"

You groaned in your head. You just wanted to leave and think. Clear your mind.

You sighed as you grabbed your things, walking up to him.

"Yes?"

"I'm still tutoring Jimin right?"

You nodded your head.

"Okay. Finals are on Friday at 9 AM. Don't be late, okay?"

You nodded your head.

"Y/N you're dismissed, Jimin, take out your book and turn to chapter 34."

As you left the room, you took one last look over your shoulder at Jimin, who looked at you nervously. You gave him a reassuring smiled before waving your fist at him.

"Fighting!~" you mouthed to him, wiggling your eyebrows.

He chuckled and shook his head, as he looked back down to his work. When you stepped into the hallway, you found Jungkook waiting in front of the door.

"Oh, hey Jungkook." You greeted, a little startled.

"Hey Y/N, you feeling okay?" He asked as you both walked down the hallway.

"Yea, just been thinking."

"Wow, Jimin told me the same thing. Did something happen between you two?"

"No."

Jungkook's face twisted in uncertainty.

"After rehearsal, I'm taking you somewhere."

"Where?"

"You'll see. It'll make you feel better, I bet!"

You snickered and nodded your head as you entered the chorus room.

"Okay, I'll go."

"You didn't have a choice." Jungkook chuckled as you both took your seats.

"Hey Y/N, hey Jungkook." Lisa greeted waving. "You two are our main vocalists, so take these." She stated giving you two the music sheets.

"Let's warm up and get to work shall we?"

You nodded your head, and sang with Jungkook.

Lisa was really good at choosing songs and arranging harmonies. Not only were the back up vocalists outstanding, but you were really pleased with how well you and Jungkook's voices mixed. His range was really amazing too, and his high note in the song was hit clearly every time. After about an hour and a half, you rapped up with Jungkook and everyone else, before leaving the room.

"Can we go to eat first, I'm starving." You questioned as you two left the building.

"Of course. What are you in the mood for?"

You thought long and hard, and shrugged your shoulders.

"I could go for some Sushi."

"Great, so we'll go to SuShim." He warmly decided patting your back.

"And I'll pay since your feeling down, sound good?"

"No you can't pay-"

"Please Y/N? Let me do it? I want to make you feel better!" He pleaded pouting his lips.

You sighed and nodded your head.

"Fine, but just this once, okay?"

He clapped his hands and nodded his head.

"Okay! Come on let's go."

You and Jungkook walked to the sushi restaurant and took your seats in a booth. You tried to get something cheap, but Jungkook wouldn't let you, so you just had the same thing he had, which was actually delicious.

After you two are, he made you walk for what seemed like forever.

"How much longer?" You questioned tiredly as you walked in an alleyway with Jungkook.

"Not that much further, but we need to speed it up or we'll miss it." He stated walking faster.

"Yah! Miss what? Slow down!" You yelled as you ran behind him. He stopped walking and reached out his hand to you.

"W-what?"

"Trust me."

He smiled sweetly, waiting for you to accept. Your eyes narrowed. You had your suspicions, but this was Jungkook you're talking about. You lifted your arm slowly and placed your hand in his.

"Close your eyes."

"Jungkook-"

"Just do it. Please?" He pouted making you walk forward slightly. You groaned and did as he said.

"Fine, whatever."

"Watch your step watch your step." He repeated as he guided you over what felt like grass.

"Okay,sit here." He mumbled.

He took the seat next to you and ruffled your hair.

"Okay, now open them."

When you opened your eyes, you found yourself sitting on a rock in the middle of the field with pond, like the one you had been to before, except on the other side.

"Wow..." you whispered in disbelief. You looked up at the brightly colored sky since the sun was about to set. It really was a beautiful sight.

"It's amazing right? I found this spot when I was really little. I've been coming here to clear my mind ever since."

"Wow Jungkook, you're artsy." You joked, taking in the view. It's like your troubles had disappeared, like they were gone. Not completely, but a lot of weight and stress lifted off your shoulders.

"Are you sure you're okay Y/N..?" Jungkook asked scooting closer to you. "You know you can always talk to me, right? Or even Tae or Lisa. It's not good to keep your emotions bottled up."

You sighed and nodded your head. "I know...it's just...I got a letter in the mail and I might have to move away soon, for a long time."

You felt your eyes tear up.

"I just love you all so much...I don't know if I can do it emotionally, you know? It's just..I really want to try..." you explained. You looked up and saw Jungkook's face.

"Forget it, I shouldn't bother you with it.."

"N-no! It's okay, really. It's just I feel like I've heard this somewhere before.... Look, you should try it, you never know. And I'm sure we'll all support you 100% of the way, you can count on us. ALL of us." He assured you rubbing your back.

You wrapped your arms around Jungkook and nodded your head.

"Thanks Jungkook." Your voice was muffled in the fabric of his shirt.

"Yea, no problem Y/N." he let you go and got off the rock, offering you his hands so you could come down.

"We should get going. I'll walk you home."

You nodded your head and put your hands in his, and he slowly helped you get off the rock.

"You don't mind sharing this location with me do you? I might have to clear my head a lot."

Jungkook laughed and put his hands in his pockets.

"I don't mind at all, just don't tell anyone about it."

"My lips are sealed." You responded, chuckling afterward.

Jungkook happily walked you all the way home. He made you laugh and smile, making you completely forget about the situation you were in. When you got home, you ate dinner, took a shower and went to bed.