There was the nightmare again. The faded memories. My life before me was cristal clear and it was a disaster. I had a life a home a family, friends. One day we went for the Christmas hollidays to Switserland. The show was beautifull. But soon late in the evening it started to snow so hard, dad coulden't even see a thing.

"We need to stop." Mom said.

"What no were almost there." Dad says.

"It's too dangurous to ride right now." Mom argued.

"Then we get stuck." Dad said grumpy.

Infront of us a car slipped and the three of us gasped. Father tried to pull back but he was to late. The car crashed against our car. I heard mom and dad screaming. I screamed. Everything went by so fast that I coulden't even follow it. The car turned upside down and before that happend I jumped out of the car.

Cold. That was the one thing I rememberd. The coldness of the snowstorm. The two cars turned upside down.

"Mom! Dad?" I yelled and cried. I struggeld to get up and craweld towards the car. They were both dead.

I screamed and cried and the last thing I rememberd was a scream of help me.

When a portal came next to me I did not think straight. What was the point of living here if you have lost everything you loved?

I looked at the portal and jumped.

"Y/n." I heard a soft voice.

"Y/n!"

I gasped sitting up straight breathing heavenly and feeling the sweat down my spine. I felt some tears on my cheeks. Johnny sat beside me whiping away my tears.

"You had another nightmare." He said caresing my forhead.

"It was not a nightmare." I said sitting up facing him.

Marcus came in with some tea.

"Here drink this." Marcus said.

"Thank you." I said and took a sip of my tea.

Johnny looked at me with a worried expression even Marcus. The nightmares have been haunting me after our succeses every day. Some worse than the others. Sometimes Johnny heard me screaming for help. He thought it was a kidnapper when he realized it was me talking in my sleep.

He was there every night. To be there for me when I woke up terrified. I can 't discribe the dreams. It feels like it was a memorie. First I had nice dreams about my family. Now I dreamed about car accidents over and over again. Sometimes with fire and blood. But all the same message. I survived, they didin't. I was helpless and alone and then the portal came. Was I the one calling for the portal? I don't know. It somehow brought me here. The dream I had today was so real that I start to believe the harsh truth.

I stared at the wall infront of me still holding my cup of tea. Johnny and Marcus still waited for a reply.

"What was the nightmare about? Was it again the car crash?" He asked.

I nod.

"It was real." I whisperd.

"I really lost my parents Johnny."

I cried and Johnny quickly pulles me into a hug.

"Your with us now Y/n. Your not alone."

"Yeah but it still hurts." I said.

"I have lost my mother too." Johnny said.

"How was she like?" I asked whiping away my tears.

"She was the best mother everyone would have dreamed off. Always was there for everyone. She saw the best in people." Johnny said. "She reminds me of you."

I smiled sad.

"And she was good with cooking." Marcus said making both of us laugh.

"The most beautifull woman in the world. I know how precious she was. Always the optimist. Making the world a better place."

We were silent for a moment.

"Try to sleep okay?" Marcus said and he left.

"Goodnight Marcus." I said.

"Goodnight Y/n." He said closing the door.

Johnny still has not left my side and touched my hair.

He sighed standing up but I grabbed his hand.

"Can you please stay with me tonight?" I asked.

Johnny looked at me and smiled.

"I would love that." He said.

We never have slept with eachother before.

Johnny carefully lays beside me and does his armes around me. I snuggel up against him and sighed.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." He said kissing my forehead.

"Johnny?"

"Hmm." He said.

"I never want to leave you." I said. "I never want to leave this place. I don't want to go back there."

"I know." He said. "I never want to loose you too."

I smiled and snuggeld up against his chest again.

With Johnny's armes around me close and warm. That night was the first night my nightmares were gone. Since then we slept with eachother and nothing more.