Life is sometimes terribly unfeeling.

There are only two roads between life and death, but after only one day, one road has become a train of thought.

The doctor told Lisa that he might have to spend his entire life in a wheelchair.

He couldn't stand up, couldn't become a normal person in the eyes of other people, and couldn't help Jennie get rid of the suspicion of being a "Mu Can". Now he no longer has the right to choose.

Fate leaves him with only one thing he could do.

That is to leave Jennie.

He needed to stay away from her and make sure to not let anyone see that Jennie had even the slightest relationship with him.

At this moment, Lisa felt that his heart was in so much pain that he couldn't no longer feel it.

He felt his phone buzz for a moment, and lowered his head. He came face to face with Jennie's WeChat message. She asked him if he was better today and whether he could come to school tomorrow.

Why bother with him? Because of him, she had been slandered like that, so why did she insist on doing so.

Sometimes Lisa really wished Jennie could be a little bit selfish and a little less kind.

He couldn't go to school tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow, maybe he would never go again.

After a long time, Lisa replied to Jennie's WeChat and told her that he would not be coming this week.

"Why?" Jennie's call came as scheduled, "Is it serious this time?"

"Yeah," Lisa said, "Very serious."

She stayed silent for a long time before she softly said, "Lisa... go to the hospital for an examination. I'll accompany you on the weekend, okay?"

Lisa closed his eyes, his hand, that was holding the phone shook, and he whispered Jennie's name.

"What's wrong?" Jennie asked him softly.

"What if......" Lisa suppressed the painful emotions in his heart and muttered, "What if I said...that I went to check my legs, and the doctor told me...that for the rest of my life...I would never stand up..."

What would you do?

But before he finished his words, he stopped himself. He wanted to laugh at his foolishness. Why did he ask Jennie what would she do if he couldn't stand up? What did this have to do with her? Why would he have the right to expect Jennie to do anything?

"...It's nothing, I'm talking nonsense..." Was what Lisa was about to say, but in the next moment, Jennie's voice had already sounded out from the phone.

Jennie didn't know why Lisa suddenly said such things. But after Lisa finished asking, she didn't even think before she responded.

"Then I will take care of you for the rest of my life."

After Jennie finished speaking, the other side of the phone suddenly became silent.

Lisa held the phone in a daze. After Jennie realized what she had said, she suddenly felt her ears become faintly hot.

She didn't know what other words were exchanged between them after that and hung up in a dazed manner. Holding her phone, Jennie squatted on the outdoor balcony outside the dormitory in silence.

After Lisa finished asking that sentence, she blurted her answer out without even thinking about it.

Lisa had asked her what if he couldn't stand up in the future. Her thoughts at the time were like this. If he couldn't stand up, then he couldn't stand up. She would still take care of him as she does now.

But after blurting it out, Jennie realized that this sentence seemed to have a different meaning, it was just like a love confession.

Lisa didn't understand these types of things, but how could Jennie not understand, whether it was a man or a woman, when you blurt out that you want to take care of a person for a lifetime, there had to be some feelings or thoughts behind it.

Jennie squatted in the darkness, thinking about why she said such words without thinking.

But after thinking about it carefully, it seemed like her train of thoughts didn't just come out of nowhere.

Long ago, when Jennie thought back to Lisa's life in the book, she remembered that he would leave school in his second year of high school, reappear in his freshman year of college, and end his life in his junior year.

She didn't want Lisa to repeat such a life, and she didn't want to let a fresh life leave the world, so she always tried her best to make him feel that someone liked him and cared about him, so that he should not lose faith in life and continue on living.

Having known each other for more than a year, Jennie regarded Lisa as her responsibility and her most important person. She wanted him to spend his high school years well, and then guard him so that he can spend his college years safely and happily. So that the events of the book would not repeat itself.

Jennie hadn't thought about the future much after that. She hadn't thought about these things specifically, but it had become like this before she knew it.

Now she needed to just calm down and think about it again. After she accompanies Lisa through the death point in his fate, should she let go of him and let Lisa live by himself? Or hand him over to someone else..?

Jennie thought for a long time, and finally determined that she could not do it.

She was not at ease, she wasn't at ease with leaving him alone or with anyone else. Just like how Irene in the original novel, pushed him into the darkness again and again, she was even more worried that after she just left for a while and waited to come back again would he regress back into that state?

So truly, she wanted to take care of Lisa and watch him live forever in peace.

Jennie hadn't deliberately thought about these things, but she had planned for the future before she knew it. That's why when Lisa had asked that, she said without thinking that she could take care of him for a lifetime.

Thinking left and right, I didn't think there was any problem with my idea, but when I think back, I still feel that this sentence is everywhere.

Jennie squatted on the balcony and texted Gaeul after a long time.

[If someone says that they want to take care of you forever, what do you think it means? ]

Gaeul replied in an instant, with a lot many messages which shocked Jennie's eyes.

[Whaaaaat?!

[Fuckkkkk..]

[Holy shit...]

[What do you mean by that?! ]

[Who said that to you? This love story is too shameful! ]

[This is simply more touching than I love you ah! If someone told me that, I would definitely go with him! ]

Jennie: ......

Jennie repeatedly explained that it wasn't to her and that she just wanted to ask and after a long time she asked Gaeul again.

[If one day, you have this idea of ​​wanting to take care of a person for a lifetime, what does this mean? ]

[It means you're in LOVE! ]

Jennie: ......

What a mess.

Her true age was actually three or four years older than Lisa, and Lisa is still so innocent and doesn't understand anything. According to Gaeul's statement, isn't she taking advantage of Lisa?

What kind of words are Gaeul talking about?

She can't listen to this.

After thinking about it, she didn't want to entangle herself in this anymore, and I didn't want to think about it anymore. Anyways, Lisa definitely didn't understand what she said was ambiguous.

Lisa seems to have serious leg pain this time. When school was over on Friday afternoon, she needed to go to Lisa's house to check up on him.

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It was Friday in a blink of an eye, and after her last class was over, Jennie sent a message to Lisa asking if he was at home or not, and she would pass by if he was there.

Lisa replied that he was outside, and after a while, he asked Jennie to wait. He and Uncle Chen had something to do, and he would pick her up when the matter was over.

After thinking about it for two seconds, Jennie said okay.

Just after hesitating, she remembered the different kinds of rumors that appeared throughout the school after she got off of Uncle Chen's car.

In fact, Jennie didn't think it had much influence. Her classmates were very good. Apart from Nancy switching yin and yang around, no one had said anything, and some were still scolding those outside the class who didn't know anything about the situation but had evil thoughts.

When she first learned about this, Jennie was angry for the entire night of self-study, and fell asleep in a huff.

No matter how much they slandered her, no matter how much she gossiped, she was doing well in the exams as usual, and she was still just as good looking as before. She could just think of it as jealousy.

But was it really necessary for those people to deliberately avoid Lisa? Deliberately staying away from Lisa? In her mind, their opinions could not even match a strand of Lisa's hair.

So this time when Uncle Chen said to pick her up, Jennie only agreed after a moment of hesitation. After all, what was the point of being afraid of being seen now?

Sometimes even when no one believes you, it doesn't mean that you are wrong, but that they are blind.

Jennie returned to the dormitory to grab a change of clothing, and only left the school gate when it was almost six o'clock. Standing on the sidewalk opposite of the school, she waited for Uncle Chen to come.

But before Uncle Chen arrived, she heard someone call her. Jennie turned her head and looked for a long time before recognizing that the person sitting in the car and greeting her was Second Sister Kim.

When Sister Kim saw Jennie, and glanced at the other two people sitting next to her, she finally heaved a sigh of relief.

She had been coming to the high school every day for several days.

Thinking of it, she felt angry. A few days ago, she realized that Jennie was not living at school because it was more convenient for her study, but because Father Kim and Mother Kim accused Jennie wrongly for stealing money from the house and drove her out.

But despite this her "good mother" patted her chest and promised her that she would definitely bring Jennie back.

But the result was that, she waited and waited, but did not see Jennie.

Fortunately, Jennie's photo was too amazing. After seeing Jennie's photo, the prospective son-in-law, who had no patience, not only changed his mind, he even said that he would wait a few more days.

After inquiring about Jennie's performance in school, the other party was even more satisfied, and took the initiative to find her every day, saying that he wanted to see Jennie.

Second Sister Kim was so happy that she urged Mother Kim several times in a row, but she never saw the person in question. Later, she finally learned that Jennie was beaten out by Mother Kim'.

She was too angry, and so she simply drove over to try her luck. She had been here several times already but finally, she ran into Jennie.

Jennie had just come out of school, and was still wearing her school uniform. But despite being surrounded by many boys and girls in the same school uniforms, Jennie was still very noticeable. So much so that people could pick her out of the crowd at a glance, and when she turned her head, she was even more amazing.

The young man sitting in the car suddenly brightened his eyes.

Although he had seen the photos before, he had never seen the real person. He had inquired about Jennie's performance in school and learned that it was particularly top-notch. She was indeed much different from the others in the Qiao family, so he looked forward to seeing her even more.

Now that he finally met the real person, unlike Second Sister Kim, who had so much heavy makeup on her face that one couldn't see her original facial features, the face of the girl in the distance was clean, but still stunningly beautiful.

Park finally felt that coming here several times was not in vain.

Seeing Second Sister Kim greeted her so enthusiastically, Jennie frowned and walked over. She made sure to stand at least one meter away from the car before greeting the second Sister Kim.

The more Sister Kim looked at Jennie, the happier she was, "Where are you going? Are you going home?" Jennie glanced in the car and found that besides Sister Kim, there were two people in the car.

"No, to my friend's house," Jennie took two steps back.

"How can you go to your friend's house when you don't go home on holidays? Come and get in the car, your sister will take you to dinner. We haven't seen each other for a long time, now that we've finally met we should chat."

Jennie finally saw clearly.

There was a man and a woman sitting in the car. She didn't know who the man was, but the other person looked at her directly, and his eyes were particularly uncomfortable to look at.