So, it's been a while since I updated on this story, and I will have to confess, I have struggled to write this story. In all honesty, I have grown out of love for the It fandom (after the movies) and have moved on to other fandoms, and unfortunately, I have found that I haven't grown fond of this fic - mainly due to trying to come up with how I want this to end.

There was once a time when I knew how I wanted this fic to end, but now, almost two years later, I have lost inspiration.

I don't want to end this story in defeat, but I don't think I'll be able to continue on with this anymore. It's unfortunate to say, but I think I will not be able to continue on with this anymore. 

It hurts to say it, and I know that I shouldn't back down from a story, but it should be the only way to do this. I appreciate this journey we've made, but this will be the last word you hear from me.

Thank you, everyone, for liking this story, for continuing to read on when I had given up hope. Thank you all for giving me a chance and I enjoyed being in the It fandom.

Thank you and stay safe.