It's been a year after the kidnapping incident but everything's still fresh on my mind. Everytime I stare at the wall with a picture of my girlfriend, everything was coming back. I want to forget it. I want to be in peace. But guess I couldn't.

It's a fine night. I was laying down on my bed, as usual. My life cycle is a mess. I will just woke up early in the morning but still staying in my room the whole day and then sleep at night. That's not the matter anymore. I feel so tired. My swollen eyes can't stay open so I forced to close it, sleeping tightly for the first time.

It was all fine not until I heard a noise coming from outside. I don't want to move but my curiosity won. I stood up and opened the lights before opening the door.

The lights are all open. Someone might be inside.

I went downstairs and bravely walked directly at the kitchen where I think the noise were coming from.

And there it is.

An attractive back of a woman appears.

"Good morning, my princess". The words that escaped as she opened her mouth. It sounds so angelic. I missed it.

I unknowingly smiled. "You're too early". I said as I moved closer to her.

I wrapped my arms around her and rested my chin on her shoulder. The smell of her favorite perfume ran on my nose.

"Because I missed you". She replied and smiled sweetly.

"You look pretty today, my love".

She turned her back and faced me. "Just today?". A pout appears in her lips.

"No, I mean, you're always pretty".

She finally smiled. "You're always pretty too, love". She says as she looked down on my lips then looked back to my eyes.

She placed her hands on my waist and gently pulled me closer to her. It was only an inch away between our faces. "I badly miss you". She mumbled followed by a peck on my lips. She pulled back quickly.

"You know how much I miss you too". I replied and this time, I was the first one to move closer, pressing my lips against hers. It was sweet. I would love to kiss it forever.

The kiss lasted in 15 seconds. Silence filled the whole kitchen and she decided to break it.

"I love you, Chaeryeong". The first time she called me by my name. The first time she didn't called me unnie. It feels so good, so romantic.

I smiled. "I love you too, Yun-" .

A sound of my alarm clock cuts my words. I opened my eyes and tears began to fall down again and again.

It was a dream.

It was just a dream.

I brushed my hair using my hands and wiped my tears.

Right.

She was not here.

It's just a dream again.

When will you come back?

Is it even possible?

A year ago, but I still remember how you called me when you were shot by a gun. I never thought that will happen. Everyone thought everyone's already arrested, and Hyunjin as well.

But... But that one guy...

Minyuk... I won't forgive him. I'll never forgive him.

He was the reason why I couldn't be with Yuna now. The reason why I'm missing the woman I was in love with.

It was him.

Yuna fought but she didn't win. We found out about her heart disease, and it was the reason why her situation became more worse. She was shot in her heart and her heart was not beating normally when that happened. Maybe the day she was kidnapped, she was experiencing her heart disease. She could save her life if she don't have that damn disease.

"Glad that guy got what he deserves". I bitterly chuckled. Minyuk also died a week after Yuna's death. It doesn't matter anymore who killed him. He deserves it all.

I never saw Yuna's body after Dad immediately sent me to Japan. He says it's for my safety. Why on Earth he will do that when he's the one who started all of this. He's the one who destroyed my safety. I'm not safe with him. But after all, I didn't win. I tried to stay by Yuna's side while she's fighting for her life. But I can't.

Days ago and they informed me that Yuna is dead. I don't know what to react. I didn't even saw her for her last day. The only thing I saw is a picture of her funeral. I want to see her that time to tell a goodbye, but I can't. Dad is looking after me. I hate it.

Dad also explained everything. From the beginning. He explained why he don't want my mom. It was because my mom gets pregnant when they're both drunk.

It was all set up by his friends. He don't want my mom from the start since he actually have feelings for Yuna's mom. But after he got mom pregnant, he didn't had a chance to confess his feelings to Yuna's mom. That's kinda seems like a story in such movies.

Also...

I found out that Dad was also the reason why Yuri chose me to help her. Dad ordered her to know if Yuna and I have a romantic relationship with each other. Everything was totally set up.

Dad ordered Hyunjin to kill me because I was his daughter to the woman he don't want. What kind of mindset is that.

The most important thing I found out from Dad is...

...Yuna was not my step sister.

We're not blood related.

Yuna is also her mom's daughter from the other guy and lied to Dad to get his trust so he could help them for Yuna's heart operation. She easily did it because she knew Dad like her. Well, I guess I have to thank her for that.

I won't know Yuna if she didn't.

For now, everything is going well. Dad and I are okay. I forgave him. I was not too bad not to when his regretting everything, although, it's too late now. He's still my Dad after all.

I was staying here in Japan together with Yeji, Ryu, and Lia since Dad asked them to take care of me because he knows they're the ones who can do that.

The only thing is, I don't know what will happen to my life now. I was totally a mess. If not because of Yeji, Ryu, and Lia, I won't literally gonna go out.

Those three are trying too hard to make me feel okay, and I was thankful for that.

Yet, I don't think they can.

There's only someone who can totally make me happy without even trying.

And guess I won't experience that again.

I don't know how to express my feelings. I miss her. I want to see her. I want to kiss her so bad.

I love her... so much.

I just... wanna go back to the time when we first saw each other.

but now, our forbidden love has already ended.

-

I just wanna thank you guys for 11k+ reads, I didn't expect this after all. This ff is so cringe that I can't read it by myself lol.

Anyways, I hope y'all liked this ff.

Please don't kill me lol.

see yah for another new yuchae ff!!