(Y/n)'s POV

After morning has come I walk around the glade or what's left of it to assess the damage. I stop when I see something I wish I hadn't and I know it'll haunt my nightmares. It was Jonah... The blue-eyed red-haired greenie that had originally made Gally jealous that pushed us to be together. I wanted to walk away but instead, I go and cry next to him as I close his eyes. Once I buried him in the deadheads I went to Gally our fight not forgotten but temporarily on hold.

"I threw Thomas and Teresa in the pit," he tells me abruptly causing me to furrow my brow in confusion "What do you mean? You can't throw anyone in the pit? You're not in charge, Newt is," I tell him standing up from the log I was sitting on beside him. "(Y/n), Newt is following Thomas, and Thomas has destroyed everything! Just look around!" he tells me gesturing to the glade and I shake my head furiously.

"Thomas didn't do this. Grievers did this! Whoever put us in this hell hole did this by not shutting the maze doors by opening up the rest!" I tell him "(Y/n), you heard Alby. He's one of them," he tries to urge me and I scoff at him and pull away as he tries to put his hand on my shoulder. "Then what are you going to do Gally?" I asked him raising my eyebrows "He and Teresa need to be sacrificed they started this," he tells me and I stare at him in disbelief.

I let a tear fall from my eye as I look at him "wasn't last night enough..." I ask the memories still too fresh. The list of dead is longer than my arm "We need to end this," he tells and I step away from him again "I won't be a part of this Gally," I tell him meeting his deep blue eyes. His eyes soften at that and fear goes across his face "what are you saying?" he asks me and I bite my lip hard and do my best not to look away.

"Gally, I can't be with you if this is what you think is right. If you can kill Thomas and Teresa like this... If you think this is our home. I can't be with you," I tell him my eyes still wet and I feel sick to my stomach as I speak. A tear falls from Gally's eye "(Y/n), I love you," he tells me and it feels like a knife being stabbed in my stomach. I stay silent and look away "I'm sorry," I tell him before walking away toward the pits.

I try to pull myself together and be the (Y/n) I was yesterday, but I'm not. She died last night along with Kyle, Jonah, Zart, Jason, Micah, Roger, and so many more. My friends took a part of me with them and I have a bad feeling that I'm not done saying goodbye.

I'm sorry... I know this was a hard chapter to read, this was a hard chapter to write.