It is summer

that should bring him

to the forefront

of my mind

sunny personality sweet summer child

a megawatt smile

that lights up the whole room

funny jokes that make others laugh

if I ever claimed

summer is a time

when I don't think of him

know that I'm a liar

but the crispy air

of the early autumn

floods me with nostalgia

and thoughts of him

overtake my mind

and I am hopeless to stop it

not that I try

enjoying every moment

knowing he'll never be mine

as the leaves fall

in a colourful rain

of orange yellow red and pink

the Sun peeks through the naked branches

and the wind sweeps me off my feet