A/N

you can't talk for right now because of past trauma. so you can only talk by using sign language

and sorry its been a minute, but I really hope you like this chapter and the new book cove as much as i do ;)

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you woke up in a cold wet, to find yourself in bed all alone. You rushed out of your bed in a hurry to fine nate. When you got to the living room he was nowhere to be seen. in fear you ran to the corner of the loving room and slide down to the floor, and balled yourself put and brought you knees to your chin. You sat there for about three minutes before sound of a door opening can be hear from far inside the house.

"Baby, why you no the floor?what happened?"Nate asked as he walked up to you, gently rubbing your legs.

You signed to him.

"baby, you know I would never leave you." He said to you as he lifted you up into his arms. He sat on the sofa and pulled you into his lap and played with your hair.

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You woke up to nate watching Tv with you still in his lap. You poke his chest to let him know that your now awake. He looks down at you and smiles.

"good morning, my beautiful butterfly!" He says as he smothers you in kisses.

'butterfly?That's new.' you thought, as you got up from his lap. As you got up you felt a sting coming from your butt that followed after a loud smack sound.

you signed as you rubbed your butt.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself. I swear it was calling for me." he says as he laughs. You rolled your eyes and walked towards your shared room to change.

"oh, and change into something colorful and nice, i'm taking you out." You smile and run into the room to change.

You but one a black dress with some purple butterfly heels

When you walked out of your room nate looked up from his phone and smiled .

"You look beautiful."He said as his eyes roamed your body. he got up and walked into the room to change. he walked out of the room with an all black outfit and some purple jordans

You looked at him and smiled.

you signed to he as you guys walked out the door.

"well it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you, now would it?" He asked. You playfully rolled your eyes at him, as you grabbed his hand. You guys walked hand in hand to the car, and the sun was shining down on the both of you.

After about an hour of driving, nate stopes and looks at you.

"I know you might not like this but I need you to put this over your eye. I promise you'll be ok." he says as he looks at you. You look at him with a bit of fear, but you know that he would never hurt you. you nod your head slowly and let him tie the bandana around your face.

"ok, i'm going to walk around to your side of the car and get you out ok?" You nod your head and started to make some small breaths. the sound of your door opening let you know that he was at your side. He grabbed your arm and slowly pulled you out the car. You both walked hand in hand as he pulled you into the unknown. You were so stuck trying to be calm that you didn't notice when nate had stopped and started walking again.

"ok, were here." he said as he started to take the bandana off your face.

You signed as you looked around.

A/N I couldn't find and pictures of a butterfly greenhouse (i think that's what their called) so just pretend like your in one just for the rest of the chapter.

"I knew you would love it." he said as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

"But, I think you'll love this more." He said as he spun you around by your waist. When you turned around he was one knee with a ring in his hand.

"Y/n, for the past 8 years that we have been together, I always had the thought of you being mine for the rest of our lives. So will you marry me and be my little butterfly for my life?" He ask with a tear in his. You look at him with a smile on your face. You nodded your head and let him put the ring on your finger. He got up and gave you a big huge.

"I love you" You said.

Nates pov

"I love you" she said.

I froze, but I kept my cool knowing that is a made a big deal out of it she would be scared to talk.

"I love you too" I said as i put her down and gave her a kiss. She is finally mine.

My Butterfly