I feel like I'm just a tool. I feel so alone and nothing.

I've been totally sick so I apologize for the lateness. Also its because of stress.

-iloveshin22

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I wake up in nearly twelve in midnight. I was panting heavily. My sweat were forming on my forehead and decided to wipe ot by the back of my hand.

I was dreaming about my past. Phew, glad I woke up. I heard my phone was beeping. I looked to see Chloe was calling.

"Damn it. Its too late." I muttered and answered the call.

"Hello?" I asked, sleepy. I can hear the loud banging noise in her background.

"Babe! Be ready! Were coming for ya in twenty minutes!"

"What? Why?" I shouted and I lowered it down. My room with my family is near and I don't want to wake them up.

"Duh? It's Miranda's Party? Did you forget?" I can hear the dissapointment in her voice and I internally rolled my eyes.

"But Chloe--" I was cutted off again. Knowing where thia convo will end.

"What? She's been hoping you'll come and you said yes!" She huffed. I sigh.

"But I'm tired. And--" She cutted me off again.

"Nu-uh! No excuses. So get ready." And she hung it up. I groaned and throw myself up. This is really hard wheb it comes to popularity level.

Now I get the feeling.

I grabbed my blue buttoned up shirt and brown jeans and sneakers. Of course I taken a bath. And brush my teeth and everything. I combed my hair up and everything is settled.

I looked to my reflection and nodded.

"This should be it." I can see a light coming from my window. This must be them. I thought.

I slowly and quietly opened my door. I can hear my dad's loud snore.

I got down from the long stairs and got my spare key and I have reached the door and I locked it. I feel like a secret agent.

I can see them in their awesome car. They were banging inside. They opened it to reveal Mark and Giana were making out.

"Geez man get some room." I said but they continued. I entered the car and we drove away from here.

Henry is the one who drives. He is a Captain of Football. Beside him is his longtime girlfriend, Reese who was a cheerleader. I was near the window in the left and next to me was Chloe and at our back was Mark and Giana who was really excited to shoot the moon.... in the car.

Chloe snaled her arm onto mine. I felt uneasy so I ahurgged it off. She looked at me weirdly and I just placed my index finger to her mouth before she speak.

"I felt uneasy. Sorry." I peck her lips but she shoved it roughly making me lean in too much. She grabbed my hair and the other was my neck. She was seeking for love. Her mouth is full of hunger.

I decided to keep it goin. My mouth sync with hers as she bit my lower lip. I opened my mouth and she began to make herself a way onto mine. I moan lightly making her giggle.

We stopped. Panting. I wiped my mouth by the bacl of my hand. I wiped her mouth by my fingers because of her smudged pink lipstick. I smiled.

"You're so beautiful." And I lightly kissed her. There was something missing. I felt like there was a hole.

A loud honk stopped us. Suddenly, Mark beamed making us stop.

"We're here! Let's get the Party Starting!" We rushed to the house that was filled with many people and lights that light the big house. Many people were already drunk and swaying. Loud music is really audible.

We passed the crowd and we hold each others hands. As we entered the house, crowded people welcomed us. I feel so suffocated. As we were finding Miranda, we finally bumped into her.

"Who the-- oh Chloe and the Gang! Thanks for coming!" They exchange air kisses.

"Happy Birthday!" We shouted at unison. She fake cry.

"Aww, you guyss. Go on theres a lot of food there. And wait, can I talk to you Chloe for a sec? Excuse us." Then she dragged Chloe who looked at me.

I mouthed at her, go on. And she smiled.

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I looked at the crowd bored. Miranda told me she'll have Chloe a sec but now its almist an hour. I just grab a can of coke nearby and watch the people dancing.

"Its almost 1:34 am." Damn, now I regret this.

"Enjoying much?" I looked down to see some brunette girl eating some popcorn. She smirked.

I shook my head.

"Apparently, no." I said. She burst out laughing. "Do I know you?"

Her laughing stop and she tilted her head to the side. She poke my forhead.

"Duh I'm Shin you forgot?" I nodded. Now I remember her loud voice

"So do you want to enjoy this night?" She said groovily.

"Nah, Im not a party person." I said cooly.

"How come? You should enjoy it. Cmon." She grabbed my hand and led me to the dance floor.

"Oh no Shin I can't dance." She turned around and disappeared. Someone just push me and I saw it was her.

"H-how?" I said. She can't be like that. She dissapeared and appeared in my back like flash?

"Don't mind me, just go!" She danced a little and I mimic her. We were dancing and suddenly someone poked my shoulder and it was Donna.

"Donna?" I asked her. She smiled. She was wearing ultra short shorts and super mini tank top that shows her two mountains.

"You want to see Chelsea?"

I nodded.

"She's over there. I planned it. Thank me when you're done." I stared at her dumbfounded as I turned around to see Shin was gone and revealing Chelsea in the farthest part of the house.

"Chelsea."

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