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On their way back to their apartment Nayeon was bashing Chaeyoung. "I woke up hearing Mina's cries and her coming to my room scared that something happened to you. She was worried sick for you, the least you could do is tell us where you were going or pick up our goddamn calls." Nayeon furiously said, Chaeyoung was just taking it knowing what she did was wrong.

"What do you want me to do? I said sorry multiple times. Stop screaming at me or else I'm jumping out of this car." Chaeyoung retorted, she hates whenever someone screams at her about something she does.

Chaeyoung and Nayeon came back to the apartment, what the youngest saw when she opened their apartment door wasn't at all what she expected. The older was crying in the living room couch, feeling somewhat hopeless.

When Mina saw Chaeyoung calling her she ran and hugged her. Chaeyoung hugged her around her waist so tight. "I'm here, I'm okay. Stop crying, Mina." Chaeyoung assured. She's internally cursing herself so much for the way she acted.

Nayeon went to the kitchen to get a glass of water for Mina to calm down.

"Why didn't you answer any of my calls?" The older said slapping Chaeyoung's arms multiple times. "I forgot to bring my phone with me, I'm so sorry." Chaeyoung said, hugging the girl back.

"You're sleeping in my b-bed today. I don't care" Mina said, frustrated. Chaeyoung grinned sheepishly feeling like she won the lottery.

Nayeon came back and gave Mina the glass of water before sitting at the couch, drained from tonight.

"Is your stomach aching still?" Chaeyoung asked, whispering. Mina blushed remembering what happened earlier that night. "N-no, it's better"

Nayeon was confused as hell looking at the two roommates. "I wanna go to the bathroom and take a shower, I feel like shit" Chaeyoung said, exhausted.

Mina wanted to talk to the younger about what she did. She didn't want her thinking that she's just one of the many girls she sleeps with, she felt like punching Chaeyoung if she saw her but that all faded when she didn't see her in the room nor the living room at midnight.

She went in their room and heard the shower running. Mina laid on her bed and scrolled through Twitter reading the news when she saw Chaeyoung's figure standing outside the bathroom.

"Oh, my god, Chaeyoung!" Mina screamed, covering her face in the blanket. Chaeyoung immediately got inside the bathroom, "Fuck. I didn't know you were in the room." Chaeyoung said, drying her body before wearing her pajamas and walking out of the bathroom.

"Don't act like you didn't see my body before, sweetheart." Chaeyoung said, referring to the time the older saw her in the school's bathroom with a girl, at that time Chaeyoung thanked god that just her back was showing or else she would've known her secret.

"T-that's not an excuse, It was still a nightmare." Mina said, still covering her face in the blanket. "Oh, really?" Chaeyoung said, grinning.

The younger remembered when they were at the gym's bathroom and they just finished their workout when the older saw Chaeyoung's abs, she wanted to touch them so bad, the younger saw her gulping and she grabbed Mina's hand to let her touch them.

Chaeyoung climbed onto Mina bed now on top of her. There was silence for a good minute, the younger was admiring the older's face. "It's driving me crazy how beautiful you are, Mina" Chaeyoung confessed, starring at the older's lips.

"Chaeyoung, please stop this, you're drunk and you don't know what you're saying." The older heaved, not wanting this to get deeper when she knows their society won't accept them.

Mina knew that she wasn't just into guys, she knew she felt something different whenever she sees the younger with other girls. She never felt this way with any of her friends.

Mina always gets frustrated and mad at nights when she sees Chaeyoung entering their room late at night, knowing that she came back from her date, she knows it's not her right to do so and she hates herself for it. Chaeyoung always questions herself and what she did wrong to make her get mad.

"Oh, trust me I'm not, you're so fucking hot." The younger said getting closer to her neck by the second, The older was silent. Mina wanted her to stop but deep down she didn't.

Chaeyoung started kissing her neck, slowly going up and biting her ear, "I can't stop thinking about you and I don't know what to do. You're always in my head, Mina." The older moaned when she felt the younger's knee in between her legs.

"I just want your body for me tonight, stop me if you don't want me to continue." Chaeyoung said, waiting for the older to push her off or punch her but there wasn't any response.

Chaeyoung would always try to forget about the older in any way possible but none of them helped, she tried to go out with other girls and sleep with them, but she would always think about Mina when she reaches her high, the older's body was all she could imagine underneath her.

The younger started kissing Mina's neck, going slowly to her chest, the older's breath hitched when she felt Chaeyoung's breath hit her nipples, "C-Chaeyoung, you're not on your right mind" Mina said, holding the back of Chaeyoung's neck, hating the fact that she's loving the younger so close to her body.

"If there's one thing I'm sure of, it's that I'm sober." Chaeyoung said. Mina knew that if they woke up the next day Chaeyoung wouldn't remember anything but she let her, she wanted it too.

Chaeyoung removed all of Mina's remaining clothes and admired her body, Mina blushed, quickly covering her breasts with her hands and crossing her legs so Chaeyoung won't look more, feeling embarrassed.

Chaeyoung pulled her hands away from her body. "Do not cover your body, you look so beautiful." The younger said, kissing her breasts that looked so full.

Mina wanted Chaeyoung so close to her, kiss her, cherish her, compliment her, she thinks that she's just feeling that way because of her aches and nothing more.

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Three weeks passed since the last time they slept together. After that night, Mina never mentioned what happened, and Chaeyoung respected her decision and never talked about it too.

The older was so fucked, she felt feelings no one ever made her feel, She hated the way Chaeyoung would make her feel like she's the only girl when she knows she's gonna sleep with other girl's after.

It was midnight and Nayeon said they're having a movie night together in the living room, Chaeyoung was still out with her date. "I don't think she will come tonight, it's already past twelve" Nayeon said, frustrated that Chaeyoung ditched them.

"Let's just start the movie, she has already seen it." Jeongyeon suggested. Mina was quiet, it wasn't often for Chaeyoung to be back late whenever she has a date and it made Mina furious to say the least.

Chaeyoung came back as if she heard their comments, but with a new guest, she was holding Chaeyoung's hand so tight, feeling shy. Chaeyoung smiled at her, making her feel less nervous. "This is my date, Somi." Chaeyoung said, shocking everyone.

Mina was speechless, she didn't know what to even say, she was just staring at their locked hands. "Hey, come sit with us, we won't bite." Jeongyeon said, laughing at the way Somi was clinging onto Chaeyoung so tight.

Chaeyooung led Somi to the living room where everyone was on the ground covered with their blankets, Chaeyoung went to the empty spot next to Mina before going to grab a blanket from their room, Somi sat next to Mina.

Chaeyoung knew what she was doing was wrong, she wanted to get over the older and especially after what happened between them, she hated how Mina never mentioned their night as if it was a mistake when she knew she wanted it as much as she did.

The oldest would always mention how she could never date a girl and how straight she was, but begging your girl best friend to make you come all night wasn't so straight of her.

Chaeyoung hated how she would always close her eyes and imagines Mina underneath her whenever she sleeps with other girls, and she knew how toxic it was of her.

Chaeyoung came back and brought a blanket for her and Somi to share, Chaeyoung sat near Somi and cuddled next to her, Nayeon and Jeongyeon argued on which movie to watch and they agreed on asking their guest to pick which one.

"Somi, pick one, Beautiful Boy or Moonlight?" Nayeon asked, praying to god that she picks Beautiful Boy. "Um m-moonlight, I've been wanting to see it for a long time." Somi shyly said, covering her face in Chaeyoung neck.

If looks could kill, Chaeyoung would be dead by now. The older girl was silent throughout the movie until she saw Chaeyoung kissing somi's neck, hearing silent whimpers coming from the model's mouth.

Chaeyoung wanted Mina to feel jealous, she wanted her to admit that she wasn't just into guys, she hates the way she pretends she forgot something ever happened between them whenever they sleep together.

Mina got up and ran to her room, Chaeyoung stopped what she was doing and looked at her closing the door, Nayeon gave Chaeyoung a look, "you should go and check if she's okay." The second oldest suggested, Chaeyoung said sorry to Somi and quickly got up to check what's going on.

Mina was in their bathroom crying, the younger tried to open the door but there was no luck. "Mina, open the door for me." Chaeyoung said, feeling guilty for what she did when she heard the older's soft cry.

"What do you want from me, just go away" The younger tried to convince Mina to open the door and she eventually did. Chaeyoung closed the door behind her and locked it. "Why are you crying?" The younger asked, getting closer and closer to her.

"It doesn't matter." The older whispered, wiping her tears. "No, it does matter to me." Chaeyoung said, wanting the older to throw all her frustrations at her and hear her talk about what they had for once.

"Why are you doing this to me?" Mina didn't like the feelings she feels whenever she hears her friends talk about Chaeyoung's relationship with other girls and wanted it to stop, she shouldn't feel that way, especially for her best friend.

"Do what?" Chaeyoung said, knowing exactly what Mina meant. "Why did you bring her over when you know what I'm gonna feel about it." The older said, raising her head to stop her tears from falling.

"Because she's my date and I want them to know her more, I'm sensing that you're feeling jealous about it." Chaeyoung said, she wanted to make Mina say something about it, she wanted to know that it's not just her who has feeling something about the other.

"And w-why would I?" Mina said, cursing herself internally for stuttering and seeing the younger smirk. Mina was scared of what would happen if they started dating, the thought alone scared her so much.

"Tell me that you're not okay with it and I'll stop, just tell me something, Mina." The younger said, getting closer and closer to her. The younger was starting to tear up of how frustrated she felt.

The older covered her mouth from crying, not wanting to look weak any more in front of Chaeyoung, Mina was walking backwards until her back hit the wall.

Chaeyoung held her hands away from her mouth, and looked into Mina's eyes for rejection before kissing her, the older immediately kissed back, moaning into the kiss. "Fuck. I love you, Mina." The younger admitted, Sucking Mina's neck, making her whimper in her hold.

"I love you so damn much" Chaeyoung continued, Mina was speechless, she wanted to say it back but was so scared.

Chaeyoung took off her sweatpants as she disregarded Mina's pajamas, leaving her with only her matching pink panties and her lacey bra, Chaeyoung kissed her breast as she slipped her hand into her boxers and began to stroke herself.

"Tell me what you want, sweetheart." The younger said, unclipping Mina's bra and licking her nipples so slowly, making the older whimper against her, with hesitant hands holding onto her shoulders for dear life.

"Answer me." Chaeyoung demanded, as she stopped what she was doing, "F-fuck. I want to feel you, baby." The younger smirked when she heard Mina call her by that name. "Where do you want to feel me?" The younger asked, teasing the older girl.

Mina gasped as she felt Chaeyoung's cock hardening against her clothed pussy, feeling sensitive from the feeling. "Inside p-please." The older moaned, gripping onto Chaeyoung's shoulder so hard.

Chaeyoung wasted no time and held the older's left leg up, pushing Mina's panties to the side. Mina whimpered when Chaeyoung's fingers met her bare folds, crying when Chaeyoung rubbed her cock around her very sensitive clit, "Please, Chaeyoung-ah." Mina moaned, covering her mouth again.

Chaeyoung slowly pushed her cock in the older's slit, hearing Mina's whimpers in her ear, the younger kissed her all over her face, wanting her to feel less pain.

Mina moaned as the younger girl starts to thrust slowly. She was so wet. Fuck. Chaeyoung could come at any second. "God. your so wet, baby. Fuck." The younger groaned.

Mina moved her hips for more friction as the younger sucks and nips at her breasts. "C-Chaeyoung, this feels s-so good." The older moaned, holding onto Chaeyoung's biceps.

Chaeyoung started thrusting harder, making Mina moan loudly to the point that she needed to put her hand over her mouth to stop herself from making anymore sounds. "Don't cover your mouth, let me hear your sweet moans, sweetheart."

Mina moved her hand away and let whatever sounds she makes, The older's breasts were bouncing in front of Chaeyoung's face and she couldn't help herself but dive in between her breasts that made Mina yelp in surprise.

"F-fuck. Chaeyoung-ah." The older moaned, crying from the overwhelming feeling. Chaeyoung stayed in between her breasts for a good two minutes before sucking her neck, leaving a hickey for everyone to see.

"You're the only one I want, Mina." The younger admitted, looking into her eyes before kissing her lips ever so softly, Mina wanted to cry at that moment, she felt so many emotions in just a second.

Chaeyoung started to thrust harder, wanting to make the love of her life reach her climax, Mina whimpered when Chaeyoung's fingers touched her clit, circling her thumb around it.

Chaeyoung felt Mina's walls choking her cock. Knowing that she's close to her release. "I'm s-so close. C-chaeyoung!" Mina moaned so loud, gripping onto Chaeyoung's back.

"Come for me, sweetheart." Chaeyoung whispered in her ears, the older came, creaming Chaeyoung's cock that felt so close to coming too.

"F-fuck. I'm gonna come on your chest, okay?" Chaeyoung said, stroking her cock, "Okay." The older agreed, squeezing her breasts together and waiting for Chaeyoung to let go.

The younger couldn't contain herself after her action and came hard, Chaeyoung never came that hard and it felt so good.

Mina's position at that moment could make the younger hard again, her hair was disheveled, eyes closed, and come all over her breasts.

Mina never wanted the night to end, scared that it would be their last. Chaeyoung kissed every feature of her face before staring into her eyes. "I hate how much I love you, Mina." The younger said, her eyes watering.

"Tell me you don't feel the same so I stop doing this, because I'm falling for you more and I can't stop it." Chaeyoung sniffled, tears falling down her face. Mina wiped her tears away while crying.

"I'm so scared of what will happen if we go more than this, I don't want to lose you, Chaeyoung" Mina said while crying.

Chaeyoung wiped her tears and didn't say anything as she went to wear her thrown sweatpants and boxers, handing Mina her clothes too, Mina was surprised and at the same time frustrated that Chaeyoung didn't say anything when she's the one who started all of this.

"Why are you leaving?" Mina asked while Chaeyoung was fixing her hair, ready to walk out. "We're in the bathroom, we've stayed here longer than we should." Chaeyoung said, walking out of their bathroom door.

Mina ran towards Chaeyoung and hugged her back so tight, "Don't stop, I don't want you to stop." Mina said, finally admitting to herself.

Mina liked being close to Chaeyoung so much, especially when they sleep together where she feels safe the most. Chaeyoung turned around and wrapped her hands around the older's waist, smirking. "And what do you mean by that?" Chaeyoung teased, Mina had her head low, blushing.

"I d-don't know what you're t-talking about." Mina stuttered, cursing herself internally. Chaeyoung got near Mina's ear. "Is it to not stop kissing and sucking your neck and breasts, sweetheart? Or Is it to not stop fucking you hard just the way you like it to the point it makes you come so hard that you cream my cock?" Chaeyoung asked, sucking her neck gently.

Mina crossed her legs feeling ashamed of getting so wet by just hearing the things she said to her, "Your body is so fucking addicting." Chaeyoung said, continuing. "I could fuck you all night and still not get enough of you, baby." Chaeyoung admitted, looking into the older's eyes. Mina punched the girls biceps, "S-stop it." The younger laughed, kissing her cheeks that were red.

"Tell me what you want me to do, we're gonna go at your pace, no pressure." Chaeyoung reassured, her heart beating fast feeling anxious of Mina's final decision. Mina was scared of what she was going to say and the consequences behind it. "Let's k-keep it a secret between us, and don't do anything stupid in front of our friends." Mina said.

"Yes, ma'am." Chaeyoung agreed, smiling widely like a kid, kissing her all over her face from the excitement. "And don't ever think of going out with a girl I don't know, because I won't hold myself back if it ever happened." Mina said furiously. The younger hummed "I'll think about it." Chaeyoung said, smirking. Mina again punched her, but on her shoulder.

They walked in the living room, not spotting Somi, "She went home, I told her she could go if she felt uncomfortable." Nayeon said, eyeing the two with a questioning look. They all gathered up again and watched another movie till they fell asleep in the morning.