"Boyyy cmon and take me homee" I kept repeating to jay while we were rocking side to side hugging each other.

"Just a li bit more" he said squeezing me even tighter.

"I- I CANT BREATHE" he let me go and started laughing.

"That's not funny" I said holding my chest trying to catch my breathe.

"Im sorry I just don't wanna take you home yet I had a good night witchu" he said grabbing me into a hug but not so tight this time.

I just let him hug me because I loved the smell of colonge and weed together...especially on him.

"Ok cmon" he grabbed my hand and I snatched it away.

"Uhun dont be grabbing my hand you prolly be grabbing all yo otha hoes hands like that too"

"Manne ion een got hoes nomo I promise...like deadass" he said smacking his lips and then putting his pinky finger out.

"Nah boy you gon have ta prove that" I said smacking his hand.

I wouldn't say I don't trust him but because of who he is and what he does I just can't take no risks.

"So you don't trust me?" He asked stopping in his tracks and just staring at me.

"Ion trust no nigga" I replied walking straight and not looking him.

He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him saying, "I'm not just any nigga you understand?" While grabbing my chin causing me to look up at him and into his eyes.

"Mmm" I replied pushing away from him.

"Can yo-" I was going to ask him to open my car door for me but he was already doing it before I could finish.

He got me relying on him to open car dooorsss who is this mann

"2CUPPPS" I screamed in the car when young pappy

had turned on while we were at a stop light.

"This that shit yall listen to in Chicago huh?" He asked looking over at smiling.

"Yessirrrrr"

"I neva been to Chicago maybe iah go down ner witchu one day"

After he said that I went completely silent.

"You coo?" He asked me noticing my whole mood had changed.

"Its just I kinda moved outta chicago for a reason and ion really wanna go back"

"Why you move? Youn gotta tell me if youn want to doe but I was forreal Riah you can trust me"

"Iah tell you one day" I replied putting my pinky out then he did the same and we locked pinkys.

"I guess this just our li thing den..locking pinkys and shit" I said laughing a lil.

He side eyed me grinning and began nodding his head to the song.

"Jay JAY" I screamed into my phone seeing that He was still asleep.

Yes...I feel asleep on the phone with this bitch last night when I got home.

"Yea" he replied with his morning voice way deeper than his usual one.

"Im finna go to work imma talk to you later"

"Mmcht you can be on the phone wimme while u at workk"

"Boy" I said before I hung up.

🙂

I finally arrive back at home after being out shopping all dayy to my phone being blown up with birthday texts.

🙂

❤️

😝

🤞🏾

😉

😇

😁

🖤

Its waayyy moree but those don't even matter today is my day so I matter 😛.

Today the twins invited me to their grandmas beach house on tybee island @7pm and I was soo excited because I haven't been to the beach in so long.

"So which one of these outfits you gon wear Riah" my momma asked me.

"The blue 2 peice with my white sandals I loveee 2 peices" I replied while putting my other clothes away.

"Awwnnn my baby really 18 I think im finna cry" My momma said grabbing me into a hug.

"Yo daddy woulda been so happy that you reached yo 18th birthday" she said wiping tears off her face.

"I know" I replied helping her wipe them off.

"If only I didn't-"

"Momma stop"

My mother always tried to blame herself for my daddys death when its not her fault at all and she knows I hates when she does that.

"Im sorry..imma just leave you alone let you get dressed and im gon be wit granny nem today so I might not come home tonight if you wanna stay at a friends house you can just let me know.. I love you so much"

"I love you too" I replied hugging her again before she left my room.

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happy birthday daughter🥲🥲

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