Siddharth entered the room, his face had no expression it was blank his tears already dried up. He was shattered but the broken pieces lost their existence this time. He sat on the bed he kept cursing the moment he was born, he kept recollecting everytime he was about to die he thought if he could die in one of the incidents.

He took the bottle of sleeping pills in his hand and tossed few pills over his palm, he kept staring at the pills till Avneet's words ringed his mind 'You do anything to yourself and I will do the worse of it to myself' the warning she gave him a few times was running all over his mind. He was confused what to do. He knew she didn't love him so his existence should never bother her so he moved the pills to his mouth but paused because he knew how strict she was to her words.

After a long fight with heart and brain his brain gave him a proper idea. He can never let go of Avneet but she can easily. If just he make her hate him to the core, he had to portray the heartless, cold and inhumane Siddharth. He composed himself, made up his mind, he started to collect all the feelings inside him and he buried them deep inside him.

He put the pills inside and stood up, he opened the wardrobe and took Avneet's bag out, he filled that with all her clothes and other stuff. In no way he can stay with her after what he just got to know, it was bitter he wanted to hate her for this, how can she just think of him as nothing but a patient when he loved her with everything he had or more than that. He wanted to hate her to core but he couldn't even get himself to dislike her. He very unwillingly packed her bag.

He put the bag on the bed but kept a top and a necklace with him. He was still putting stuffs inside the bag when Avneet entered she frowned when she saw the sight infront of her. Siddharth's insides started clenching but he composed himself.

"What the hell Siddharth, what are you doing?" She asked frowning.

"Packing your stuffs, you will stay with Rits or anyone but not here" He stated after a pause as he zipped her bag.

"What?" She yelled "Are you out of your mind?"

"Oh yes I am" He said simply and avoided any type of eye contact.

"Why are you behaving so weird Siddharth? Is everything okay?" she was now scared of the situation that was visible in her tone.

"I am absolutely fine but not with you" He lied.

"No you're not, tell me what is wrong with you?" She said as she moved to cup his face, he jerked her hand away before it could touch his skin. Because he knew the second she would touch him he would not be able to control, he knew he'd give in.

"I said I am fine" He yelled making her shudder, she froze "Well I have to do this now" He sighed and took her arm in a tight grip he got the bag and pulled both outside the room. Once out he slammed the door and turned. He slowly rested his back on the door and slid down clutching his hair.

Avneet felt dishearted what was wrong with him now? Once a guy who cursed and harmed himself because she was in pain was now he was behaving like that? She took the bag and started for Aashika's room. She explained everything to Reem and Aashika. Anushka and Ashnoor came so did Jannat and Bhavesh.

"I will go see him" Bhavesh said before leaving.

"This boy has some serious problems, I mean why is he so bipolar" Ashnoor commented.

"Avneet don't worry stay with me my roommate has transfered to another room a few days back" Anushka said consoling her.

"I am not worried about that I am worried about him" She said in a disturbed tone. She brought her knees to her chest and buried her face in them.

"Avu you're confusing, if you don't love him, leave him like that why the hell do you care?" Aashika asked.

"The only reason I agreed to stay with him, act along was to give him counselling and I failed that's my concern " She snapped at her lifting her head enough to see her.

"You're anyways leaving him so all this should be okay right? or your ego is hurt that he left you and you couldn't" Jannat said in a taunting manner. You can't blame her, she was the one who kept convincingly Avneet to either leave or accept her feelings and she was frustrated when Avneet decided not to choose between two.

"It's not like that Jann" Said Avneet.

"Yea sure" Scoffed Jannat before storming away. Guilt flooded Avneet, she buried her face back into her knees

Siddharth was staring at his own reflection in the mirror he hated it, he felt disgusted of himself now, his existence was just until Avneet starts hating him, his eyes were getting red. He was angry at himself for behaving that bad with Avneet, he closed his fist before he punched the wall, he did that a few times until heard knock at the door.

"Coming " He shouted from the washroom. He went out and opened the door to find Bhavesh.

"What is wrong with you Sidd?" He yelled as he entered.

"Everything" He said plainly sitting down on the couch. He took deep breathes as he watched Bhavesh fume.

"What?" Bhavesh asked in confusion.

"What do you want Bhavesh?" Asked Siddharth with a frustrated sigh.

"I want an proper answer, what was that the thing you did with Avneet" Bhavesh specified. Siddharth froze for a while, he stared at Bhavesh until he raised an eyebrow at Siddharth.

"I don't love her anymore is that okay with you?" Siddharth lied keeping a stone on his heart. He looked away when he said that because he knew Bhavesh would read him, which he did.

"Liar" Bhavesh spat.

"I am not lying" Siddharth yelled

"Okay you're not now I am moving here i can't let you alone" Bhavesh said waving the topic off. His tone said he wasn't satisfied with the answer.

"No you don't have to it's okay " Siddharth said "Stay with Jannat "

"No it's not I will be with you" Bhavesh insisted.

"I don't need you Bhavesh, leave"

"Okay you don't need me but I have to stay here, because I want to so shut up" Retorted Bhavesh, they kept throwing counter arguments at each other until Siddharth finally agreed to let Bhavesh stay.

Few days passed with Siddharth being a complete jerk all along, punishing himself when no one was around. Just like any other day he got ready and left for classes. He joined his gang where Ritika was hanging on Manjul, Arishfa grinding over Lucky and Bhavesh and Jannat having some serious argument about weather Bhavesh bunking class to go for a cricket match was right or wrong.

Siddharth missed Avneet a lot and by a lot it literally meant a lot. His eyes were dying to admire and stare at his angel, the only thing that could gave him peace in real. He was restless at nights. He was going back to not being able to concentrate, which he cared less about now a days. His suffering was going to end soon anyway. He just had to make Avneet hate him. Then he could leave the world peacefully knowing that she wouldn't do anything to herself.

In these few days, his fight ratios were high. He broke few limbs and noses. Punched random people. Cursed random people. Only difference this time was that he actually had to bring himself to try and behave bad, he couldn't do it like he did back in time. He actually had to make up his mind to beat someone, specially in front of Avneet.

Avneet was tired of trying to talk to Siddharth he completely ignored her, behaved bad, sometimes even cursed at her, which he would later punish himself for. Avneet cried at nights for him, at his sudden change in behavior. She was lacking her sleep because she didn't have that smell to drift her to sleep. Siddharth stopped a guy passing their table.

"Hey you, bring me coffee" He ordered nonchalantly.

"Yes sir" The guy said obediently. Yeah they all had started to call him Sir now as he made the rule the fear was back, people were scared to even cross him his anger issues were so bad that he recently hospitalized two guys for saying 'no' to him. The guy came and put the coffee in front of him. He was trembling, Siddharth took a sip and waved him off.

Avneet was looking at this all. She hated this behavior and she was determined to talk to him and sort things out. She walked to his table and stood on front of him with full determination. His insides started clenching, his gut was wrenching. His arms ached to hug her. His lips burnt to meet her skin. His eyes longed to meet hers. It took a lot of restraint for him to stop himself from looking st his angel. He took a deep breath composing himself, he pushed back all the emotions and buried them deep inside himself and ignored her.

"I want to talk" She said snapping her fingers in front of his eyes.

"I don't" He said in monotone.

"You have to. You can't keep someone hanging" She said although she was the one keeping him hanging. She felt like a hypocrite but she decided to ignore that weird feeling which was starting to build up inside her. Siddharth squeezed his eyes shut, he was going to hate himself for this.

"LEAVE" He raised his tone unwantingly.

"Look at me and sort the things out" She yelled getting attention from everyone there. Siddharth looked away at the ground. Ashnoor, Anushka, Aashika and Reem were just at the bench behind all the students including them and Siddharth's gang were silent spectators, but there were murmurs all around.

"I won't leave until you answer me what happened" She stated crossing her arms

"I wont" he said getting up taking preparation to leave, she stood in front of him blocking his way "Move" he said in a threatening tone.

"I said talk to me" She said in same tone. Siddharth unwillingly pushed her she fell on the floor and hurt herself bad, he felt pangs in his heart though she fell he felt the pain more. He intentionally did that to make her hate him which was the only option left.

All the girls held her, the people there were shocked, the murmurs increased at an awful rate, he started leaving the place while Bhavesh followed him. He walked angrily stomping every step until a guy crashed with him while walking unconsciously. Siddharth was already fuming with anger so he held his collar and got the guy up glaring at him his teeth gritted as he punched the guys jaw hard.

"So...sor-ry" the guy said trembling.

"What the fuck do you do with your eyes ?" He spatted as he held the guys neck suffocating him, he pushed him to the wall while the suffocated guy tried to get out of his grip pleading him to leave, Bhavesh came running.

"Siddharth leave him" He ordered trying to move his hands.

"NO" He raged and his muscle flexed, he was taking out the anger on that poor guy now, Bhavesh somehow managed to free that guy, the guy ran for his life as Siddharth left him.

"Are you mad?" Bhavesh yelled. "What is wrong with you?" Siddharth didn't answer, he kept gritting his teeth "I want an answer Siddharth, what the fuck do you want?" Bhavesh burst out, he is someone who never get's angry but when does it's bad for people around .

"I want peace " Siddharth replied.

"And do you think doing this shits will get you peace?" He asked as he shoved Siddharth from the chest. Siddharth simply kept gritting his teeth as he stared at the floor.

"I don't know" Siddharth replied walking away. Bhavesh stood there fuming with anger, he punched the wall and left in opposite direction.

The girls took Avneet to room she was crying a little bit, she felt bad, she was shocked to see Siddharth like this she couldn't believe that he actually did that, it was surreal for her. He hurt her? How could he?

"And will you still cry for him Avu leave all of this shit" Anushka said.

"See I felt bad for him initialy , I mean it was evident that he was sad about his mom but now I feel people are right he got over her in just few days bloody heartless asshole" Aashika cursed. Avneet snapped at her.

"He is not heartless, you don't know what he has gone through all his life so just don't judge him!" Avneet yelled making them shocked.

"And what has he gone through?" Ashnoor asked sarcastically.

"Leave" Avneet yelled again.

"No tell us I mean What exactl5has he gone through that you don't want us to judge you ex boyfriend" Aashika said tauntingly, Avneet's blood boiler.

"Okay so listen his mother was diagnosed with a fatal disease when he was just ten, he never received that care or love from anyone of his family, how can you expect him to be normal when his own mother wasn't. And on top of that his step mother is a bitch she drugged Siddharth when he was young she took away everything possible from him. I told his parents about his psychosis and they didn't even care. His past was fucking bad and that changed him, he is not like that he is just acting he is faking. I know the real Siddharth and this one is not real, the one he shows is fake, you get that? It's fake!!!" Avneet cried and ranted they all were shocked to see such an outburst also they got to know a lot about someone who they hated all these years.

"Calm down Avu" Anushka said consoling her.

"I just want to know why is he doing that, did I fail in my work, why the hell is he behaving weird? He won't meet his eyes with me, he's hiding something" Said Avneet as she wiped more tears.

"Try to ask him again then" Aashika said she was the guilty one here. Avneet nodded.

"Tomorrow" She said and rest of the girls nodded.

Meanwhile.

"Now listen very carefully Riya, you have to spread rumors that we made out" Said Siddharth to a girl. It was 12 Am and they were in the college back yard. Riya was another college slut. She wore short skirts which barely covered her buttocks and her top barely covered her. She seductively looked at him.

"Well I'll do it but.." She trailed off as she began touching his bottom lip. Siddharth, for the first time in his life felt disgusted instead of feeling urge to smirk "Let's actually do it, no?"

"No" He said as he swatted her hand away, Riya frowned at him and grabbed him collar pulling him closer.

"You are no fun at all. I thought the old Siddharth is back who would make out with any girl" She said in his ear, he pushed her away.

"I said no! Don't you dare to even think that I'll kiss you. You are filth" He said, Riya scoffed.

"Yeah, whatever. It seems like you still love Avneet, that angel of yours" She spat stressing the word Angel. Siddharth started fuming, he grabbed her hair.

"Listen here carefully. Do only as I say, I won't make out with you and not any other girl. There was one and only one girl in my life an that was Avneet. She has marked me with her pure soul and pure character. She has marked me, my soul, my life, my everything. I won't and will never let her marks get filthy by any other girl. She was the only person to touch my soul" He gritted in her ear, she attempted to free herself "Hope you understand. Now at 2Pm tomorrow meet me at the library washroom with your things ready" He said and pushed her away. Riya nodded and left the place.

Siddharth stared at the place Riya stood. He looked down at the ground and cursed himself. He knew this was definitely going to make Avneet hate him. She would personally see Riya exit the washroom. And after her he'll exit, smirk at her and leave. As simple as it sounds, it was no where near easy or simple for him. He has to do it with stone heart, he has to make sure he locks up all him emotions good enough when he will smirk at her.

Siddharth sighed and left for his room to make up his mind for next day.

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