Fuck Miles. Remember when this bucko cut my ankle monitor? Yeah, turns out the feds found out. And I'm on this shit even motherfucking longer. I'm lucky I didn't get jail time or got fined for it, a nigga is broke as hell.

So now I can't go anywhere BUT work and the supermarket for everyday items. I can't even go to the gym. THE GYM. I need to stay fit, I'm gonna sit in my house everyday for the rest of my arrest and get fat. What the hell would I do without Miles..Don't answer that.

"Come on, Gazzy..it's never too late to go back to school." "Jared, fuck school. School is trash, it was hard enough graduating, what's it going back? Besides..I'm a Harvard dropout." "Gaz, look, you're smart you can do some stuff." "I forgot how to spell my name the other day." "Okay so?" "So fuck school. You guys already know I don't like it, and college isn't for me. I'm getting old, I need grandkids." "Gazzy, you're 24 that's not old, and you don't have kids to have grandkids." "Whatever, Jared."

"What are you guys trying to do today?" I say breaking their conversation about school. "We should go out tonight." Gazzy suggests happily. "Gazzy, we always go out." Jared says. "Yes, we need to live our lives to its full extent..come on.." Jared and I groan at the thought of going out. I don't know what it is, but when we were younger it was the club everyday, especially since Jared is the youngest, when he turned 21 it was a good night. Kinda sucked because he had blacked out drunk, we took him back to my place and that's where we woke up and threw up on everyone and everywhere. I had to get a new couch, clean my bedsheets and it took a while to mop.

"Omar hand me the damn trash can before he throws up again!"

"I'm trying, Gazzy, don't yell at me!"

"He threw up in my face, I feel like I'm going to throw up, Stokeley, bro where do you keep the trash can around this shit?!"

"The kitchen. Omar can you pic- Oh fuck, he's throwing up again!"

"I ain't ever doing this shit again, fuck this shit."

"Pleaseeeee!" Gazzy says tugging at Jared's arm. "Fine. But we need to get Omar." And another mistake I'm making. I'm going to be so fucking tired for work tomorrow. The shelter has been packed with animals lately, and I don't know why. Just a few more months with this volunteering shit until I can get my money and find something else to do. "Let's get Jahseh too! We haven't seen him in a fat minute, that's the reason I cane over here today." Jared says jumping up. "Oh yeah! That would be so fun!" Gazzy says getting excited. I mean..it would be great to hang out with Jahseh since it's been a little over a decade since we saw him. I really missed now that I think about it. "Yeah, we should."

"Naruto nine tail fox coat fur, I feel like a Gucci Ad-lib, burr. Haha..I like that song. I forgot who it's by though, whatever I'll find out eventually." I say to myself. Since I have nothing reckless to do this afternoon, I'm going to sit and binge watch something on Netflix. I'll scroll until I find something interesting. It's dumb that Netflix takes shows off and adds other horseshit. Like y'all really over here replacing the boondocks and law and order and such, but you'll keep SHREK AND ADD FUCKING PETER RABBIT. I pay money for this shit every month Netflix, if you don't stop with your bullshit, I'm watching shit illegally.