After a long day you were going to seventh floor where the room of requirement was located, Today Hermione had told they were practicing Patronus. When you herd a loud blast you were shocked it came from the seventh floor you immediately used the Apparition charm transporting yourself to the commotion.

There you saw Umbridge smiling in an Sinister way, Apparently Draco and his Minions along with Filch who had an ridiculously huge crush on the absurd pink woman, Had caught the entire army. Turning you saw Draco harshly clutching on to Cho's Ravenclaw robes.

"There you are Black... Did you know about the army?" Umbridge questioned in an motive to get you in Detention.

You maliciously scowled at her with loathe and abomination "Actually I indeed knew about the army, from the day it was made... It was in other words my idea, Look some off us actually want to make it post war. Maybe find happiness." Suddenly your glowed red.

"But that is quite hard when people like you are here, Let me tell you something you bitch!" You spat eyes glowering with pure anger gasps echoed, Umbridge to was shocked till now she had thought you were the softest most gentle human. Right now she was having second thoughts.

"There is an sorting hat... If you were to be sorted it would be in Azkaban."

"That's quite enough! Black, my office now take her!" Umbridge said with more venom than ever, Draco was standing there in shock he never thought you were a traitor.

Your eyes returned to there beautiful (E/c) when you saw Draco approaching. "Why sis? Why? Look now what you have gotten yourself in so much trouble." Draco said in anger.

"Look Dray some of us have to put an end to this stupid war, It's ruining lives, ruining alliances, ruining bonds, ruining relationships and ruining everything I have I want to kill him! Voldemort he needs to die! I hate him!" You now had frustrated tears running down you were becoming a monster and you loathed yourself for it, this was out of character you were not acting like this.

"OH FOR HEAVENS SAKE HE IS NOT BACK!" Draco scowled back at you, wait he dare? He was back Lucius was a death eater it was the main reason you finally turned your back and left!

Now students were going to the detention hall leaving you and Draco to your argument.

"Oh he is not back!? Yeah he is not back the main reason I left don't pretend you don't know", You breathed in almost disbelief "Look--"

"What to look?" Draco shouted at you "To look as you get yourself into more trouble? your crazy Y/n every day!"

"I don't want to be--"

"What are you trying to do?"

"To fix this mess, the mess in my life and I can do that only when he is dead. Voldemort I hate him, he has ruined."

"OH MY GOD Y/N THE ONLY ONE COMPLICATING YOUR LIFE IS YOU, YOURSELF! YOU CAN'T ACCEPT THE WORLD HAS CHANGED, WERE NOT KIDS WHO USED TO DO RIDICULOUS THINGS ABSURD MEANINGLESS, YOUR HAVING FALSE--"

"False claims Draco!? False!? Oh O think I'm the one who is mad!"

"You are darn it Y/n don't just speak to me."

"Right! Don't speak then stay out of my problems that doesn't concern you, This is my life and your the last person I care! So do me an thing and get out of my life I hate you!"

Draco gasped you realized what you had said

"D--Draco I'-I'm--"

He shuffled in his foot you knew you had hurt him, badly "I'm sorry N/n I love you and that is why I'm worried."

Your eyes were filled with tears of regret that line kept repeating in your head like a broken recorder "Draco, Please stop don't leave. I'm sorry"

But he didn't look back he ran down stairs, you wanted to run after him and embrace him how could you have said something so.... Disgusting like that? What did you mean get out of my life? and oh my god what did you mean by Hate you? What was wrong with you?

He and your parents were the family you never had and he was the last one of that family and you ruined with words. You couldn't even run after him, you were consumed by the shock and loathe of your own words. You gasped as you collapsed to the cold stone like floors

"I--I'm sorry Draco" You managed to chock out "I didn't mean them, I didn't mean them I love you brother please...." You sobbed heavily you rushed outside Hogwarts and just to the Forbidden forest.

You slid down a tree and cried your heart what was going wrong with you? You couldn't put the frustration of your life on your beloved brother. You sat for hours on end feeling absolutely hate on yourself you couldn't protect them... You couldn't help your friends in the DA when the worked so hard, Your plan because of that is the reason why they must be paying in blood now. Draco how could you have hurt him like that?

You told you hated him! Draco would have died instead of you believing you hated him, How could you have not planned this? Couldn't you warn them? Umbridge was on to them Harry, Ron and Hermione, Nevile and Luna, Ginny, Fred, George your friends you let them down of your foolish mistake.

You don't know how much you had cried because you had woken up with a terrible headache it was dusk already you had lost tack of time the last was at 3pm or 4pm?

You had to know what had happened you used the Apparition charm again as you teleported to the once lively hallway, Minerva was walking down as she suddenly had a worried look, looking at your condition.

"Are you okay dear." It was a clearly a statement.

"No ma'am where's Dumbeldore in his office right?"

Once she confirmed it you went to Dumbeldore's office. Where you herd Umbridge and Fudge, you without knocking entered.

Umbridge glared at you "There you are Black--"

"I won't do the Detention. You will pay Bitch!" You spilled coldly Dumbeldore was surprised to see you acting so insane??

"You need to take him to Azkaban."

You felt warm pair of arms pull you into one of the safest embraces ever, you needed it. You flinched unexpectedly it was Harry he was holding you. You closed your eyes you clutched your hands on his chest not bothering to return the embrace you just took heavy, shaky breaths.

"It's okay deep breaths breathe with me." Harry comforted you remembering the day he shielded it from Snape your words how warmly you had etched them how sweetly with hope it had been spoken. "Breath in" You slowly took one deep shaky breath "Breath out" You let go of it equally shaky. You held on to him with your head on his shoulder. You said not a word.

"Will you talk to us now? Or is your next plan to avoid? Will you distance yourself? Or trust us?

I've missed you I see you everyday but the girl I met in Diagon alley has vanished long before I knew it, Want to see that girl again?" Harry spoke as he warmly kissed your forehead, you said nothing trying to find the right words to suit the situation. Harry had never spoken this it wasn't odd for him it was normal.

"I will tell you all everything, Never will I hide my feelings ever again." You said.

"How do you proof that?"

"From today."

Harry let you go as Dumbeldore was talking to Umbridge and Fudge.

"I tell you I have no intentions to go to Azkaban." Dumbeldore winked as Fawks soared through the sky before erupting in an beautiful shade of orange and red. After it had dissolved The headmaster had disappeared.

"Take that Umbridge! Never will I ever obey you. Nor, take the Detentions." You said finally regaining yourself.

Harry looked at you.

"You may not like that girl or Dumbeldore, But Dumbeldore's got style." A man named Kingsly Shacklebolt said.

Fudge was astounded.