"You disgust me, Severus," Dumbledore said with venom Snape looked away.

"I know what I've done but there coming for the people the only people I have any.... emotion to! you have to protect them, don't let Luciana fall into his hands he's hunting her! and he's not going to stop until he gets it!" Severus begged.

Dumbledore looked at Snape in a serious way, "What is it he wants from her?"

Severus hesitated "He wants her to take the dark mark and join them that!.... ignorant Potter can not see! the dark lord saw, Potter.... he keeps insulting Luciana when they are hidden only Luciana should do the enchantments,

"Severus but, what will you give me in return?"

"Anything..."

The scene reversed

"I told you! I told you! not to trust Pettigrew, Luciana warned you! she took so much risk on that day to tell you, where she was vulnerable to any attacks she could've died! just to warn you why? how could you both of them are dead I told you! to keep an eye for Joanna not to take her lightly she didn't like her sister and would do anything to have her.... dead. I told you everything Dumbledore the people in the meeting what Lestrange and Joanna planned to do, Pettigrew was betraying! Luciana came to you that day h-How couldn't you... listen to her?" Severus grieved.

"I didn't trust her...." Dumbledore admitted sadly, Severus looked shocked and faced Dumbledore angrily.

"What!? What!? couldn't you've seen Dumbledore what Luciana did just so that they were not dead she did so much to save the Potter's!"

Dumbledore faced Sirius with something that Harry couldn't mistake Harry was seeing Dumbledore ashamed.

"Luciana's own insecurities have been her biggest downfall."

"I-I wish I were dead."

"And Severus what use would that be to anyone?"

"You don't understand! I've lost them both! there gone!"

"They boy and girl are still there Lily's son and Luciana's daughter your god daughter don't let them go Severus."

"There is no need to protect them the dark lord is gone he's dead!"

"Your wrong, he's only gone for now when the time comes you know both of them are in terrible danger."

The scene shifted.

Dumbledore and Snape were now in the office.

"The girl needs to be watched over Severus she's in her third year how long will you avoid her cause she so painfully reminds you of her mother?" Dumbledore asked.

"She's just like her mother....."

"Quite wrong in that she's only emotionally like her mother, her outside is more like her father you know she has gotten the traits needed to be a better person than her mother and father."

"She has the confidence of Black, which hasn't turned to arrogance, she's got the soft, kind nature of her mother which hasn't turned to self doubt." Severus ended.

"You know what will be her biggest downfall.... her reasons to hide her emotions, to hide her feelings she will be the most closed of now Severus being fed with lies she needs to be helped."

"I can't s-she--"

"She needs you Severus, she is only a girl who has great challenges up ahead she needs guidance against the lies. When the prophecy rises again... Voldemort will ask you to look for the girl."

The scene changed.

"He's arrogant, he's just like his father!" Severus spat.

"In his looks but his deepest nature is like Lily's." Dumbledore said calmly.

"I don't believe it! he's arrogant stuck up just like that Potter!"

The scene changed

This time Dumbledore and Snape were strolling the grounds,

"What do you mean kill?" Severus asked in an deep serious voice.

"I need you to kill me Severus, it's the only way he'll trust you. He's put the poor Malfoy boy to carry out the task hasn't he?"

"You want me to do this and refuse to tell me why?"

"Not until the time comes, I need to tell the boy enough information to lead him."

"And you can't tell me?"

"I don't prefer to let all my secrets in one basket, considering how much time you spend with him--"

"Which I do on your orders!" Severus snapped.

"And you do very well." Dumbledore calmly looked at Snape "Let's discuss this tonight."

The scene changed.

Dumbledore sat examining his hand,

"So how much time could I have?" Dumbledore asked.

"Perhaps a year?"

Dumbledore sighed, "I can't express how lucky I am to have you Severus."

"If only you had called me sooner, I could have brought you more time why, just why did you put it on? why even touch it? It was dark magic surely you must've known." Severus said angrily.

"I was a fool sorely tempted."

The scene changed

"Severus you must know there is a reason why the boy is able to talk to snakes why he's able to look into Voldemort's mind, a part of Voldemort lives inside of him he is a hocruxe himself."

"So all this time?! I laid my life on the line every single day to protect the boy so that you could raise him like a pig for slaughter!?" Snape asked enraged.

"Don't tell me you've begun to care for the boy."

"Him?" Severus flared he took out his wand and cast the patronus a doe jumped around before vanishing through the window.

"Even after all this time?"

"Always."

The scene changed

Harry was pulled back from the pensive. His mind kept racing from what he saw, everything what was happening, all his questions faded away after he had been answered all these questions. What he had to do was right in front of him hand himself to Voldemort and let him die so you could carry on the final task and Kill Voldemort.

It didn't make sense anymore that you would be ever able to do that, up until now Harry believed you to be capable of taking on Voldemort without hesitations.

But, Harry had seen your heart's desire, pain and love it all lied to him, even after what he had done Harry knew better than to believe that facade to blindly think you had fallen out of love. You were restoring Hocruxes you took the pieces of hocruxes and used your connection of Amour et Nexus Voldemort had his one chance of using the nexus and he used it to torture you and now you could use your connection.

And you were using it to save his life, Voldemort's soul.

Each time you poured the remaining Nexus to each of the Hocruxe giving them life again, Harry wondered why you hadn't used it upon him. He closed his eyes thinking of reasons why?

He felt his heart beating faster, he couldn't go face his friends, he wouldn't face you. If he did then he could never go to the forest.

Harry begun slowly making his way to the forest, he felt scared ashamed to think that he felt scared to sacrifice himself to people who were still fighting and protecting him.

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In the forest Voldemort looked long the forest trying to see any signs of the boy who lived. Voldemort felt bitter than ever, he was going to achieve his ultimate ambitions of ruling the wizarding world, every one would bow beneath and filth, traitors, the filth who stole magic from respectable pure bloods would die.

And he felt everything but excited, he felt bitter. His thoughts roamed to you and only you had occupied his mind.

It felt so wrong which Voldemort refused to agree.

He missed the dreams, he missed them he hadn't seen you in months, long gone were the days where he could admire you from far his urge still remained to hold you, to talk to you and to never let you go.

Voldemort knew he had killed you, he knew you were gone--

Voldemort felt an overwhelming pain past his chest he felt to the ground and he saw it, he saw you disguised with your potions.

Your eyes were still the same he still saw you.

He closed his eyes harder not believing anything, he felt you he could feel the connections then he herd your voice

"It's only a little more time, and Voldemort will know I am alive." you said softly, "The prophecy isn't destroyed the connections are not lost cause I am alive."

"It's okay no one will take you away." Remus kneeled down as he assured.

"No, I am okay I am ready for him."

"Do you love him?" A girl asked.

"No I don't"

Voldemort regained his senses, you were alive he had to talk to you.