It's been two days since that whole split thing. I was trying to get over it but it's really really hard. Ashton knows about the whole thing. He was thunderous when he got to know. If Veronica would have not been there,he would have killed Jace. Ashton is full on ignoring Jace and whenever he passes by,he glare daggers at Jace. If looks could kill Jace would have been 6 feet under the ground.

Brad and I are not on talking terms. Whenever we pass by,he ignores me. I try to make small talks with him but he just pretends that he didn't hear me.

Sydney and Brad are having a fight. Brad accuses me on cheating on Jace with Caleb. What bullshit. Sydney being a really good friend ,side with me and tell him that it's all rubbish but he doesn't believe it.

Jace looks like a walking zombie. He looks worse. He has purple bags under his eyes like he isn't sleeping properly and has growing stubble on his face. Tho he looks hot, it hurts me to see him like this.

"Party!" Sydney exclaims out loud beside me.

Yes we are going to a party tonight where I am gonna get drunk and drown out my sorrows.

"Party." I agree unenthusiastically.

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"Spin the bottle Aman!" Eleanor whines. I don't know how I ended up here but yes, I was playing spin the bottle. I was drunk,totally. I don't know what was happening but I was enjoying this all a lot.

We all,me,Sam, Eleanor, Susan,Jace , Connor, Travis, Alec, Stacey, Jasmine,Aman and many more people were sitting in a big circle and playing spin the bottle.

Aman spinned the bottle and it landed on Travis and Stacey. Stacey burst into high pitched giggles. Travis leaned towards her and they kissed.

Next it landed on Eleanor and Jasmine,they both kissed too. This was going on until the bottle end pointed towards me and Connor. I burst out laughing and we both leaned forward towards each other. Before closing the distance between us Connor glanced towards Jace,I guess and gulped visibly. Jace was glaring daggers at Connor. Anger surged inside me,how dare he gets jealous! I leaned forward and we both brushed our lips softly.

The bottle was spinned again and landed on Susan and Jace. I took deep breathes to calm my drunk self. Susan started giggling and twirling a strand of her hair. Leech!

Jace started looking a little uncomfortable when Susan started leaning towards him. She grabbed hold of his muscular arm and ran a finger on the side of his jaw. When she closed the distance between their lips,fire and anger ran in my veins. I folded my hands into two big fists,trying not to launch at the bimbo and rip her hair off.

When they broke apart, Jace's eyes found mine. A look of guilt passed his features looking at my reaction but then a smug look replaced it. He smirked. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself. He hurt me and he is trying to rub it on my face. I shouldn't get too affected but I can't help myself. Seeing someone kiss the lips that used to be mine for some time is.....

"Come on Alec!" Travis encourages. I look around and see that the end of the bottle is pointing at me again and the other end on Alec. He is a perv and a player of our school. He uses girls like tissue paper and I dislike him immensely. He is smirking wickedly. Now I'll show Jace,he was smug right? My drunk self takes control of my body. I smirk at Jace and stand up from my place.

I move slowly towards Alec and sit on his lap. He takes hold of my hips and everybody hoots. He smirk and brush his lips on mine. I kiss him back. The kiss start getting heated and someone calls out "Get a room!" We break apart. Alec smirks and kisses me again.

After our second kiss I get off his lap because I start to feel something brush on my inner thigh. I was drunk but not too drunk to loose my virginity to a player.

I sit back on my place and look at Jace. His fists are stuffed in his pockets and he has a really pissed off look on his face. When he catches me looking I raise an eyebrow and smirk at him.

After that I don't pay attention to the game anymore. I catch hold of two beer bottles and drown them completely,my head feeling light and a little dizzy. I get out of the room and towards the kitchen to get more alcohol to drink. The kitchen is completely empty until Jace enters. I am on my nth drink,I really don't know how much I have drink. When Jace enters I start speaking. I shouldn't,I know but my drunk self doesn't.

"Hey Jacey!" I hiccup.

He stops and his muscles tense as if not believing that I am talking to him.

"Hello Jessica." He nods stiffly.

I stumble out of my stool towards him laughing when I nearly trip and break my neck. When I try to take hold of the counter to stable myself I slip again. Instead of falling down on my butt I fall into a pair of arms. Jace caught me.

"Aww." I laugh. "You always catch me,don't you."

"You are really drunk. You should go home Jessica." Jace says,his breathing heavy.

"Noooii!" I pout then pinch his nose between my fingers. "You are breathing!" I notice.

He rolls his gorgeous eyes but his lips twitch a little. "You should go home Jessica." He repeats.

"Whatever you say Jacey!" I slur and start to walk again but I fall down again,this time on my butt.

I start laughing and Jace gets hold of my arms and makes me stand properly.

"You are always there,aren't you Jace? You catch me, always. But this time you didn't,you let me fall,you let me get hurt." By this time my eyes are filled with tears and my voice keeps on shaking and breaking. I start poking his chest with my finger. "You,Jace Brewer,hurt me. A lot. You don't know that,do you? I try to hate you. But I cant,I can't hate you." My voice has turned soft. "I always try to get you out of my mind,but you are there,always. Always in my mind,my heart. I try Jace,I seriously do believe me,but you don't leave. You don't leave,you stay right there,in my heart. Because you are a part of my life now Jace,you are a part of my heart now and I don't wanna get rid off you,ever because I think I am falling for you."

His blue eyes brighten up immediately when he hears my last sentence. But as soon as his eyes light up,it's dulls again.

"You really are drunk aren't you? Because if you would have been falling for me,you wouldn't have cheated on me with Caleb in the first place." That was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.

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