We go to Juliet's parents for dinner and to open presents. We sit down at the table and olive was laying in her fold up crib that we brought so she could nap.

"Juliet, how's mother life for you?" Juliet's sister Jennifer asks, Jennifer hates me. Juliet says she doesn't but she always gives me dirty looks when Juliet isn't looking.

"It's great, I love it." She says and Jennifer nods.

"This dinner is lovely Amy." My mom says and they start talking and I pick at my food and Juliet puts her hand on my thigh.

"Are you okay?" She asks and I nod.

"Yeah." I half smile, honestly I just wanted to leave and go to my dads grave. I haven't went for a while, not since before I was pregnant with olive so nearly a year and I feel terrible about it. I haven't found the right time to go and it's bad luck to go to a graveyard while pregnant.

"Spencer what's wrong?" Juliet whispers and I look up and my mom was looking at me.

"Nothing I'm fine, just stuffed. I'm going to go feed olive, thank you for the dinner it was delicious." I smile and get up and go to the living room and button down my shirt and pick olive up.

"There you go princess." I say and she starts drinking straight away. Juliet walks in and sits down next to me.

"Why aren't you eating?" I ask her.

"Because somethings wrong with my wife and she won't tell me what it is." She says and I sigh.

"Just Christmas blues about missing my dad, it doesn't get easier and I haven't even went to his grave for ages." I sit back and olive keeps drinking.

"You're aloud to miss him Spencer, do you want to leave and we can go to his grave? He can finally meet this little one." She says and I shake my head.

"I'll go later, I prefer to go when it's dark." I say and she smiles.

"You know that's so creepy right?" She says and leans her elbow up on the back of the couch.

"What? There's nobody there at night only the ghosts and they have some pretty nice things to say." I smile and she snorts.

"Idiot." She says and kisses my forehead before getting up and walking out of the living room and i watch her leave.

"Would you like to meet grandpa? He would of loved you princess." I smile and look at her.

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We sit down opening presents from each other and I gave Juliet hers and Juliet got me a set with pyjamas, slippers, face masks and other things. She hands me and envelope.

"Is this a divorce paper?" I ask her and she hits me and I laugh. I open the envelope and look inside and see Lana del Rey tickets to a concert and I gasp.

"You're joking?!" I shout and she smiles and shakes her head and I jump on top of her wrapping my hands around her.

"Oh my god I love you so fucking much." I say and squeeze her and she hugs me back and laughs.

"I love you too." She says and I lean back smiling.

"You know if she agrees I'll leave you for her." I say and she gasps and slaps me and I smile.

"Spencer there's another one from Juliet over here." Amy says and hands me a bag and Juliet grabs the bag quickly.

"I forgot to leave that at home..." she says, her eyes widened.

"What is it?" Jennifer asks and Juliet puts it behind her back.

"Something I will give to Spencer later." She says and I smile.

"You got me Lana del Rey tickets and you still have another present?" I say and she nods.

"Why can't she just open it now?" Jennifer asks smiling and Juliet death stares her and her mom grabs the bag and Juliet goes to reach for it but her mom laughs and pulls back.

"Mom do not look in the bag! If you look in the bag you will be traumatised trust me!" Juliet says and her mom laughs and Juliet grabs the bag back.

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I walk into the grave with Juliet and she was holding olive.

"You're scared to go up to the attic but not afraid of coming to a graveyard at night?" Juliet says and I roll my eyes and walks over to my dads grave and sit down next to it and put down the flowers.

His grave was messed up so I fix it, I take off the dead flowers and fix the little statues of angels on it.

Juliet sits down next to me with olive in her arms.

"Are you gonna talk to him or are you gonna sit there and let him guess who's child this is?" She says and I roll my eyes smiling and pick up olive.

"Hi dad, I'm sorry it's been...a while but this is olive. She's three months, she is me and Juliet's baby obviously. Her birthday is September ninth, I know she would love you. I love you dad, I miss you a lot and I hope your doing well wherever you are. Merry Christmas." I say and stand up and close my eyes for a second then open them.

"Goodbye dad." I say and Juliet holds out her hand and I take it and we start walking out of the grave yard and olive looks up at me and smiles. I smile back and kiss her head.