The last four days had been going like a dream. I'd been hanging out with Finn every day, working on the project. And we were almost done, actually. We had been working pretty damn hard on that project.

And I had to admit, I'd fallen in love with Finn by this time. I'd fallen in love with his smile. I'd fallen in love with this eyes. I'd fallen in love with his adorable laugh. I'd fallen in love with everything about him. Finn truly was the definition of perfect.

People actually thought we were a couple, until Finn proved them wrong by kissing another girl.

And of course it hurt me, but what else could I expect from a guy like Finn? He told me himself that he wasn't ready for a relationship, and that was okay. I mean, no matter if he wanted a relationship or not, we could never be together. We were too different.

Finn was the bad boy, and I was the good girl. And we wouldn't be together anyway, I was sure Finn was only thinking on me as a friend. But I had to admit, seeing Finn kissing another girl was heartbreaking.

But I just had to tell myself to stop thinking about Finn, wanting to be with him like crazy. I had to stop doing all of this, because it was starting to take over my everyday-life, the thing with Finn. And I couldn't let my grades sink because of a stupid boy, a boy who messed with your head all the time, a boy who made you fall in love with him. A boy named Finn Wolfhard.

It was Friday, we'd quit school early today. The party Wyatt had invited to me was in two hours, and I was getting ready. I put on a little, black dress. The upper part of the dress was pressed tightly against my body, while the lower part of the dress, was a bit more loose. It reached a bit shorter than my mid-thighs. The dress made my legs look longer than they were, and it also made me look a little thinner. Which was a good thing, because I'd never really been that happy about my body.

I curled my hair as I put on a little make up, making sure I looked good. Of course I dressed like this only for Wolfhard. Only for that stupid boy who made me fall in love for the first time. And I hated him so much for that.

My first love was a total douche who could never stick to just one girl.

As I disappeared into the world of dreams, I was suddenly interrupted by the doorbell ringing. That had to be him, Finn. He was going to pick me up and drive me to the party. I quickly put on my high heels, and as I ran down the stairs, my mother shouted: "Lia, your boyfriend is here!" I laughed lightly, shaking my head. "Mom, Finn and I are not together," I said as I walked out in the hallway.

Finn stood in the doorway, handsome as always. His hair was laying perfectly on the top of his head, and his lips were pressed together, giving them a light pink colour. He was dressed in a light blue shirt and some black jeans. Looking really hot standing there. "Finn," I said, nodding to him. "Aurelia," he answered. I could feel his eyes slide over me as I put on my coat.

I walked over to my mom, giving her a hug. "I'll see you later," I said as I pulled away, smiling widely at her. "Have fun, sweethearts," she said. I walked over to Finn, who smiled at my mother. "She'll be home by twelve, mrs.Esme," Finn said. She nodded.

Her eyes were glued in both me and Finn until we closed the door. As we came outside, Finn looked at me. "You look beautiful, Aurelia",he said as he licked his lips quickly. I felt a blood rush through my cheeks as I looked down in the ground. "Thank you," I mumbeled before looking up at him again.

"You don't look that bad yourself," I complimented with a slight wink. We walked together towards the car. When we'd sat down, he looked at me.

"Excited?" he asked as he put on his seat belt. I did the same, as I nodded. "A little. You?" I let my tounge slide quickly over my botom lip while he started the car. "A little."

After an about fifteen minute-driving, we reached one of the football-jocks' house. It was enormous.

"Wow," I mumbeled as I released the seat belt. Finn was already outside, opening the door for me. I smiled slightly at him before stepping out.

"Thanks," I said, gaining a smile from him. "Let's go inside," he said. He looked down at my hand for a minute, considering if he was going to take it or not. It ended up with him not taking it. Together, we started walking towards the house. Loud music was playing, and there were people everywhere. I took a step closer to Finn as he opened the door.

The music got louder and louder, and more and more people came inside. Wyatt and Jack showed up, so did Clarity. She seemed to have a little thing going on with Jack, which was great. "Hey guys," Finn said, and I waved slightly at them.

"Wow Aurelia, you look fine..." Wyatt said as he licked his lips quickly, letting his gaze slide over me. I giggled slightly. "Thanks," I said, blushing. Finn was now standing much closer than he'd ever been standing to me.

He was actually behind me, so close I could feel his breath against my ear. And of course, it made me shiver like crazy. "Aurelia, wanna go dance?" Clarity asked as she looked at me, smiling widely. I nodded, returning her smile. "Sure," I said. "I guess I'll see you guys later," I said as I looked up at Finn, before Clarity and I walked towards the dancefloor.

I walked over to a table with Wyatt and Jack. We sat down and I looked over the dancefloor, looking for Aurelia.As soon as my eyes found her, I felt the corners of my mouth forming themselves into a smile. She looked absolutely stunning tonight, she always looked stunning. I studied every move she did closely.

The way she danced, she danced like there were nobody but her and Clarity in the whole room. Her lips were formed to a smile, and I could both see and hear her laugh. Her laugh... It was music to my ears, the most beautiful sound in the world.

I studied the way her hair tossed from shoulder to shoulder as she moved, I had no idea hair could be that beautiful. This girl dug herself deep into the word perfection. She was the girl every boy wanted and needed in their life.

I personally had fallen in love with Aurelia by this time, that was something I absolutely sure about. The way she made me feel, no girl had ever made me feel like that. Butterflies went crazy in my stomach when she smiled, when out eyes met. The moments when she smiled I loved the most was the moments I was the one making her smile. It was true, I was truly, madly and deeply in love with her But I was scared, really scared. I'd never been in love. Of course I wanted to get together with her, but I knew I would end up hurting her, and hurting her was the last thing on earth I wanted to do. So staying friends would be the smartest thing for both of us even though I wanted to be the guy she fell in love with. The guy who was able to hold her hand in public. The guy who got to spend nights with her, just laying in bed - talking and smiling. The guy who got to do all these things with Aurelia, would be the luckiest guy on earth. And the fact that that guy never would be me was tearing me apart.

Clarity and I had been dancing for a while, and I had so much fun. We'd been laughing and just enjoying the music and each other's company. After a couple more minutes, I felt myself getting thirsty. "Let's go get something to drink," I said.

She nodded, took my arm and walked over to the kitchen. We grabbed two glasses and filled them with water. As we stood there, I looked at Clarity. "I think I have a problem," I told her. "What?" she asked, tilting her head to the left. She was never going to forgive me for saying this. "I think I like Finn..." I mumbled. "What?!" she almost screamed. "You like Fi-" before she could finish her sentence, I put my hand over her mouth.

"Don't tell anyone," I said, giving her a dead serious look. She nodded, and I let go of her mouth. "Why? How? Since when?" she asked, clearly confused. "I have no idea about how it happened, it just did," I said as I shrugged. She let her tongue slide over her lips before she nodded. "Well, I guess we can't do anything about your feelings. But I'm telling you, he is going to hurt you someday.

So if I were you, I wouldn't have done this. But you should go dance with him," she said. I was really surprised she said that. "You think so?" I asked. "Well, trying couldn't hurt. Could it?" she asked, and I shrugged. "Okay.." I mumbled. Jack then appeared into the room. He laid his arms around Clarity from behind, making her giggle.

"Jack," she said as she turned around to face him. God, they were so adorable. "Wanna dance?" he asked, she looked over at me. "Is that okay,?" she asked. "Of course," I laughed. She smiled at me, before looking at Jack again. "Okay," she said. As they walked out of the room, I shouted: "Have fun, cuties!" They disappeared, and I sighed lightly to myself. Now it was my turn.

I went out to the dance floor again. My eyes were hunting for Finn. I couldn't see him anywhere. As I started walking around in the room, I felt my stomach and head go crazy. I couldn't do this. Yes, I was going to it, I had to do it. Because I was the kind of girl that once she had decided to do something, she did it. And I couldn't go back on it now. As I walked around, my eyes suddenly landed on Finn. He was making out with some brunette girl in a corner. She was tall, tanned and one of those girls I was never going to be.

I felt my eyes slowly water up as I felt my heart break inside my chest. God, I was both so angry and hurt. How the hell could he do something like that to me? Well, he didn't know that I had this huge of a crush on him. He didn't know it broke me either. So I couldn't really blame him, I also knew he was this type of guy. The type of guy who didn't care about other girls' feelings. And of course it hurt, but I couldn't do anything about it. I bet half the girls on school have felt the same way, so I chose to not really care about it anymore.

I just shook my head slowly as I watched them, ,before I turned around, walking away. On my way over to the door, I crashed into someone. "God, I'm so sorry," I said as I looked up to meet a couple brown eyes looking at me. "Aurelia, you can't leave the party this early," Wyatt said, the corners of his mouth forming themselves into a huge smile. I just looked at him. "Why not?" I asked as I crossed my arms over my chest. "C'mon, the party has barely started," he said. I didn't answer him, my eyes were now glued on the smile on his lips. I looked up to meet his gaze again when he coughed slightly. "Uh, want to dance?" he asked, tilting his head. I bit my lip slightly, if Finn could dance, even make out with other girls, I guess a dance with Wyatt couldn't hurt. "Sure," I said, and smiled weakly at him. He took my arm and led me out on the dance floor.

As we reached the dancefloor, I laid my arms around his neck. His arms were laying around my waist. I leaned my head lightly against his chest as we started to move to the slow music playing. His chin was leaning on the top of my head, and he hummed to the music. I smiled slightly, this was actually really comfortable. I closed my eyes, and kept moving. After dancing like this with Wyatt for a while, I heard Finn's voice. "Dude, what the hell do you think you're doing?"