A/n: JUST ABOUT HIS PAST🔪

Caspian's pov

In the past- about 17 y.o.

I look at my mom and see her puffy red eyes.

"Did something happen?" I ask her worried.

"Well, you are big enough to understand these things.

Sometimes people just fall out of love, Cas.

Even after they are married with kids."

She cries.

"Are you and dad-?"

She nods and cries on my shoulder. "I'm sorry. I didn't want to cry but i don't know what to do.

I don't know who to tell. It's just so ...awful."

"Did he cheat?" I look at her.

"I don't know. But i wouldn't be surprised. "

"It's okay mom. You will find someone ... Better."

"But I thought he's the best." So did I.

In the past- about twenty

"You never dated anyone?" Joshua asks me.

"I " I blush, "my parents don't know I'm gay."

"Aah, I see. So it's a secret. It's fine. My parents won't tell.

They are quite supportive." He lowers hai head kisses me.

It feels nice. "They are? Even your dad?"

"Sure. My dad is amazing." He chuckles "do you want to come over?"

"I guess."

In the past- about twenty two

"Heey." I meet the guy that's apparently my new brother now. "I'm Asa.

I'm glad you are not some asshole."

He wears right jeans and a crop top.

Is he ...?

"Oh. Hi. I'm Caspian. I hope I'm not an asshole." I eyes his outfit.

"I don't know if you are flirting or you are homophobic."

"Neither. Both would be really bad."

"Do you like mu outfit?"

"Does your dad like it?"

"Well, he didn't know I'm bisexual but I'm giving good clues.

Why? Any confessions?"

"W-what?" I blush , "n-no. No confessions. You want to go somewhere?"

In the past

"Why is mom cutting the wood?" I ask Bastian, her boyfriend.

"Oh she is just having a hard time that your dad has another daughter now.

Apparently "

"Really?" Another unwanted sister. why is dad so inconsiderate?

He can't even take care of the kids he already has.

In the past

"What?" Alex laughs, "you've only slept with one guy."

"Yes." I blush, "is that wrong?"

"No. I like. You are so pure. In a good way, babe." He kisses me.

"Do you want to go to my restaurant today?"

"Yeah "

"I let Maria buy you the clothes I want you to wear."

"Oh." He doesn't like mine?

"It's just so you look super hot. Have you ever tried make up?".

"Make up? No."

"I'll teach how to make it look natural. it's quite easy."

"Okay." I smile. And I looked so much prettier.

In the past

"So do you have a girlfriend?" My dad asks.

I don't even know why I'm here.

"No."

"You are single? How old are you again?"

"Twenty five dad. I thought you knew my birthday."

"No. I know it. twenty five, hm, i was already married."

"Yeah ... Now you are married for the second time."

"You are saying it like it's a bad thing." It is when you just leave your family.

"I'm gay, DAD."

He stares at me. "what?"

"I don't have a girlfriend because I'm into men.

And I don't need to get married young because as you can see ...young love doesn't last anyway."

"You are gay?"

"Did you skip the other part?"

"Since when? I never noticed. Were you gay when i was still ..."

"Dad. You don't choose your sexuality. You just become aware of it.

Of course i was. But you didn't notice a lot of things.

Are you homophobic?"

"I mean. No. Well, i don't know"

I look at his "new wife". She looks so put together. She's also fifteen years younger.

" So you are or not?"

"Daddy." I see the little girls running to him

"Okay ..."

------

"What are thinking about?" Dion rubs my back.

"What?" I look at him confused. "Oh my god. Sorry.

I was just thinking. Im watching the movie, really."

"It's good." He kisses my neck, "you just looked ... Sad."

"No. I'm not." I laugh. "I just have a sad relaxing face."

I wish I had.