I did your advice. About not sitting with them. First they said sorry then I accepted and thought that everything's gonna be fine; but during our program, they sat at the picnic table without me and I noticed that they kept on looking at me, sending me glares, then roll their eyes at me. I was confused. One of my classmates(Rose) told me that they were playing 'fake' the whole time. I just thought that Rose got it all wrong and maybe they were sending glares to someone else. After awhile I threw my candy wrapper in the garbage which was right by my 'gang' when I threw it they stopped talking and looked at me, some looked at me with disgust, some with annoyance and the rest are just looking down. I gave them a confused face and turned around to watch the rest of the program; then i heard Joshua say, "Bitch". I left and went to Rose crying. She comforted me and pretty soon i got depressed and didn't get to finish watching the rest of the program. The 'gang' started calling me 'Swimming pool/beach' which in other words is 'Bitch'...

I started cutting again and soon got addicted doing it. Got any more advice?

-Stupid Useless Bitch

First off: YOU ARE NOT USLESS nobody is! You're not stupid either (sadly I cannot say nobody is stupid, because most people are)

I don't know what your stupid gangs problem is, but they need to grow up and stop being immature jerks.

They will probably apologize, but that's just them trying to get you to think everything is okay and they can mess with you some more.

Try to keep ignoring them and maybe hangout with Rose.

Right now it may just be to take the pain away, but what if you accidentally cut too deep?Try some of the things I mentioned in my last chapter.

Stay strong,

Abby💪