★彡　May contain hard topics and incorrect info.. and definitely spelling errors. ★彡

Katsuki did know how to love... he didn't know how to understand how to love. His parents did love him... they loved Izuku... but he never never went to see how to love... the way he tested him was the way he treated everyone else.. picking favorites.. treating the ones who did you "wrong" like trash. He has been told to apologize.. but what does that mean? To say sorry.. without actually knowing what it stands for.

Has he done wrong..? He isn't sure. He tells him he always does wrong.. and his father tends to stay away.. only because his mother will treat his father with kindness if he stays away from Katsuki.

Is it his fault or not.. he doesn't understand.. he likes to think treats people he has been treated.. normal.. yet his idea gets changed a dirty trick is played.. and guilts can't decide which side to fall on.

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"Bakubabe?" Mina asked him softly as she watched her friend stare off into space.

"Hm?" Katsuki hummed.

"Why are you so calm?" Kirishima spoke up with a soft smile.

"What do you mean?" Katsuki asked.

Kaminari laughed, "Well usually you are all DIE, DIE, I HATE YOU!"

"Hm.. I didn't know that one's output affects the whole personality. Thank you for telling me." Katsuki mumbled as went back to staring off into space.

Sero looked confused, "Huh? What do you mean, didn't you know?"

"That I don't know? I tend to not know many things.. I guess they weren't important in the eyes of my teachers when I was young." Katsuki explained.

"Parents are supposed to teach you things like that though.." Mina spoke back quickly, concerned for her friend.

Katsuki looked up, "Oh? Well then that's my fault."

"How is it your fault?" Kirishima asked softly.

Katsuki shrugged, "My father doesn't speak to me, and my mother taught me that I will be wrong.. no matter what.. so I kinda just followed around what my mum did.. so that would be my fault."

"Huh? That isn't your fault! It's your parent's fault!" Sero tried to explain to the blonde boy.

Katsuki shook his head, "I don't think so.."

"It is, I'm not sure why your father I don't speak to you but what Your mother is doing definitely isn't good!" Mina tried to explain.

"Can you teach me?" Katsuki asked softly as he turned to face his friends.

Mina gasped and pulled Katsuki into her lap, "Aww! Of course we can!"

"What is it that you want to know?" Kirishima asked.

"Rights from wrongs.. the correct to act.. what is love.. and his to have it.. and what does sorry and apologize mean? I've never heard anyone use it besides Deku.. and he talks for me to understand what he is actually saying." Katsuki spoke with ease, nothing more than wanting to know how to act properly.

"That's a lot.. I never thought you didn't know about this.." Sero muttered guilt on his face.

Katsuki nodded, "Hm.. I'm not very well at expressing things or explaining.. I don't understand what I am feeling at most parts of the day.. so I just act as I know.. which is my mother."

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry you didn't have a good childhood.." Mina mumbled as she held the blonde close.

Katsuki shrugged once more,"It was okay.. I hung out with Deku a lot.. my parents liked Deku a lot.."

"Is that why you aren't nice to Deku and saying you hate him?" Kaminari asked.

"No? What does I hate you mean? I used but never really knew what it meant. And if I wasn't nice.. I didn't mean any harm I guess.. but thats.. that's an issue..? Correct? Or no?" Katsuki muttered, not very sure what to say.

"Well.. I hate it the opposite of what I love.. it means you don't like that person, you want them to fail, every time you seem then you just get a bad feeling.. and I love you means.. you want to be around all the time.. you feel better when they are around. You want to have a good life no matter what. Their love.. there is love in a friendship way.. and there love.. as in dating.. dating is different for everyone.. you can date anyone you want.. as long as you feel good.. and you feel the same about each other.."

"Like Deku?" Katsuki asked softly.

Sero quirked an eyebrow, "What do you mean?"

"I like the way Deku makes me feel.. even if at first I didn't like the way he took my parents.. he was always there." Katsuki explained.

"Hm.. like Deku.. you could always ask him out.. or not. Up to you." Kaminari said with a bright smile.

Katsuki nodded once more, "Hm.. and the other things?"

"Well, to say sorry and to apologize are the same things... when you feel bad for hurting someone or marking bad thoughts and feelings you apologize.." Kirishima explained.

"The correct way to act is different for everyone.. I think people have different morals.. how when doing something.. effects good and wrong. Correct from incorrect. For example a person would feel bad for eating meat.. they see it as if it was wrong but another may think the opposite. There are some things we can't decide whether they are good or bad.. but if we treat people nice no matter what.. and help the in need.. love everyone.. then maybe there will be no question if it is good or bad." Mina finished explaining.

"Hmm.. I think I understand.. I still don't know what it feels like.. but I have an idea what it's supposed to be.. do you think Deku would... love...me?" Katsuki asked softly.

"He stayed for so long.. I think there is a chance." Kamari hyped him up.

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"Will you go with me...? Like love me..? Or however it goes.."

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"...y...e...s..."

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Katsuki knew what love was... Deku had helped him feel love... to figure what it was without just words.. though something felt off.. yet he figured it was him.. it had been weird.. he was the one who knew nothing so he couldn't say much.. so shaking the bad thoughts away he only thought good thoughts cause today he wanted to thank Deku for helping him. It was also his birthday.. he didn't tell anyone it was his birthday.. only Deku knew it was his birthday.. but Katsuki didn't want to celebrate it.. nor did Deku.. though he did say to meet him in the common room.. Deku was with his squad so Katsuki didn't know why Deku wanted him there but.. he didn't think much. He just wanted to thank Deku for helping him understand.. for finally being able to stray away from what he hated for so long.

Katsuki walked out of his dorm.. a bright smile on his face.

While walking he ran into his squad..

"Oh hey Bakubro! We were just about to come get ya!"

"Oh? For what?"

"Well we were going to go shopping and get ice cream!"

"Oh that's cool! Deku wants to see me first though! Join me then we go?"

"Sounds good!"

Katsuki ran to where his boyfriend was.. the squad laughed but took their time to walk.. they loved seeing their friend happy... They were good. Katsuki finally could be himself.

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"Heyy Zuku! Did ya need me?" Katsuki asked softly.

Izuku smirked, "Yeah I got something to tell you."

"I have something super important to tell you as well! But you can go first if you would like!"

"Good.. I'm breaking up with you. I never really loved you. I just wanted to mess around with ya but you were always either doing something or some shit. It's hard to break your heart if you are always bouncing around and doing shit. So yeah, I don't love you, and never will."

"Oh? Well that's okay! Whatever makes you happy!"

"Ugh?! What's wrong with you?! Why are you so happy lately? I want to see you cry!" Izuku yelled.

"Well.. I asked what love was.. I asked if forgiveness was.. I wanted to learn everything I did not understand.. and you showed me love.. helped me feel something I wasn't taught.. and now I shall use forgiveness.. and be happy for you cause that is the right thing to do."

"Woah woah woah.. that isn't the right thing to do. The right thing to do is to beat his ass!" Mina yelled and she ran over to her friend and pulled him a hug.

"Yeah! If you don't I will!" Sero agreed.

Kirishima nodded, "So will I!"

Kaminari was all for it, "Beat his ass!

Katsuki looked confused, "Am I supposed to be mad? Or sad?"

"Hell yeah! Should be crying as you beat him into a pulp!" Mina yelled as she halted at the startled green haired boy.

"I don't want to act like my mother though." Katsuki muttered softly.

"Don't worry Bakubabes. We will beat him up and Sero will get you ice cream." Mina mumbled as she handed Katsuki to Sero.

"Is that the right thing to do?" Katsuki asked Sero.

"Yupp." Sero nodded and began to walk off with Katsuki in his arms.

"Ohh. Okay." Katsuki muttered, not being able to hear the yelling and screaming coming from the common room due to the headphones Sero put on Katsuki's ears.