I finally convinced Hunter and Becky to let me come to Raw and live events and what not until I'm cleared to get back into the ring

Although I am going to be in crutches Hunter has also decided to let me be on commentary for Raw with Renee Corey and Cole until I'm cleared but during the live events I'll be doing rehabilitation on my leg for a bit until the cast is off

Then once the cast is off we are going to get into in ring shape

I think Hunter is starting to get concerned because I haven't been saying much and what's going on mentally where my mind is at this with every thing

Finding out the truth about where I'm from has me in a whole other mindset haven't really been focusing or sleeping much so I asked Hunter to give me some time off from commentary until I can focus on this but for now I'll be back stage for the being in case

Becky and I finally get to the arena once Becky got her bags out we head inside the arena

"Well I'm going to the locker room to get ready and I'll meet ya at catering alright"

"Ok"

Once Becky leaves to go to the locker room

I take a breath then start hobbling towards catering

Once in Catering

I find an empty table and sit down at it and I put my leg that's in a cast on the chair next to me and I set my crutches on the chair

I let a breath out and set my phone down

I stared at my phone as it started vibrating like the past two weeks it has been from the so called people who I called mom and dad

As it kept vibrating as just stared at it not wanting to hear from them let alone see them

I start singing a song called 'Fix A Heart'

Eventually I finished singing softly to myself as I kept looking at my phone that kept vibrating I didn't even realize that a few tears rolled down my face until I rubbed my eyes and cleaned the tears away

Eventually my phone finally stopped vibrating so I looked to see that I got 20 missed calls from both of them

I am thinking about getting a new phone and changing my number and move to a different state and what not

Whatever it takes to not see them until I feel which might be never

Never say never

But for now I have to figure out where to move to all I know is that I don't want to be in Cincinnati Ohio anymore unless its for a wwe event and what not other than that nope