"Rishi is this real" I asked him not wanting to wake up from my dream. He sighed in frustration and run his hand on his hair.

"Why don't you understand me" rishi asked me grabbed my arms tightly and pulled me to him I collied with his hard chest.

"I love you pooja" he said tears formed in his eyes "why are you not trusting me I told you this before and now and every time you get this doubt" he said and pulled me more to him.

"I realise my love for you before you guys told me" he said "can't you see my love for you in my eyes" he asked me slowly "didn't you see my love for you before came here" I asked him pulling away.

"Why are you started again" he groaned rubbing his temples "remain me to apologise you later" he said I didn't understand what he is saying.

Suddenly he grabbed my arms and put his lips on mine. My eyes widened and didn't register what is happening.

He kissed my lips softly making my legs goes weak I felt him caressing my cheek with his one hand and another one was wrapped around my waist.

He moved his lips on mine softly kissing me I didn't react because I don't know how to, it was my first kiss!!

Slowly he left my cheek and held my back of neck pulled my face to him more for kissing me in better angle.

I forget everything and everyone when rishi was kissing me like I was his breath.

My hands clutched my dress tightly as he caresses my lips with his tongue asking for entry.

I opened my mouth little soon he put his tongue inside and taste every bit of my mouth with his.

I felt so weak when he was kissing me passionately soon my hands find their way to his hair clutch his hair in my hands tightly pulling him more to me.

He caresses my waist with his hands making my mind go numb to register what is happening here.

Rishi kisses make me lose myself in his arms and in his kisses. I was breathless I want to breath but he was not leaving me.

"Rishi" I mumbled against his lips he was continuesly kissing me I couldn't stop him because I don't know how to stop him.

Soon we are out of breath he stopped kissing me and put his forehead on mine we are breathing heavily I was panting hardly.

Rishi hands on my waist tightened not wanting me to move away just an inch.

After I became normal I opened my eyes saw rishi who is closing his eyes breathing slowly.

"I love you pooja" he said caressing my cheeks tears rolled on my cheeks "but—" he placed his finger on my lips stopping me "there is nothing wrong in my feelings for you" he said and held my shoulders.

"Falling for best friend was not a crime" he said looking at me lovingly "I don't want to leave you" he said "Will you accept my love" he asked me I don't know what to say.

"Rishi—-this whole thing was confusing for me. You left suji and saying you are loving me" I asked him he smiled. "What will suji think about me" I asked him.

Whenever I want to accept rishi I remember suji how she put trust on our friendship and how she left.

"We both talked about this there is nothing wrong, we can't force someone to love us" he said. "You loved me pooja I will do anything for making you trust me" he said and back away but I held his hand.

"I love you rishi" I said these words are waiting to come out from my lips and my heart was beating fastly "I love you too pooja but you don't fully trusted me" he said.

"But rishi I just only want your happiness nothing else. Before I loved you and after I am loving you only thing was on my mind was seeing smile on your lips" i said tears rolled on my cheeks.

"I never want you to love me back. Because I know you loved suji" I said while saying last part my heart clenched "it was not love" he said folding his arms to his chest.

"If you still have that doubt I will do anything to prove that you are wrong" he said confidently "but remember this" he said and came closer.

I felt my cheeks heat up and my hands start shaking my eyes automatically goes to his lips which are kissed me senselessly in few minutes back.

I diverted my mind before he think I want to kiss him again. He leaned on me wrapped his hand around my waist. I felt his hot breath on my ear. "I love you" he whispered and kissed there.

"Do you know this is my first kiss" he said chuckling softly baking away my eyes widened "what!" I asked him "yes" he said smiling at me.

"I didn't kiss suji, I didn't even touch her" he said "you are the first women who stole my kiss" he said my eyes widened but I felt happy that I am his first women to touch.

Wait!!! These are my dialogues right!!

"Do you still think I love suji, if I love her I would kiss her already instead of you" he said and back away maintaining some distance.

"Sleep we will talk later" he said I nodded don't knowing what to say he took me inside and made me laid on bed cover me with duvet.

"Good night" he said I said back he leaned on me "I love you" he said and pecked my lips and left leaving me in shock.

What is happening!!!!

Is this real!!

The happy moments are real or I am hallucinating!!!!

"I love you pooja"

Rishi words are rang in my ears I felt my lips curved into a happy smile. I slept with smile on my face after a long time...