《Underneath》A Kind of OCD
Advertisement
Obsessively Complicating my Days
My dreams
My thoughts
Myself
Constantly overthinking each thing
Counting down from ten over and over
Breathing in and out
Meditating
Medicating
Medicating even more
Reading books expecting a solution
Watching videos trying to figure out what's wrong
Knowing what's wrong but denying it
Knowing you can not change
Knowing you can not stop
Eating too much and throwing up
Eating nothing at all
Loosing weight
Gaining weight
Loosing yourself
Accidently drawing blood
Wondering what it would be like on purpose
Convincing yourself not to
Wondering anyway
Trying to cry
When nothing comes
Wanting it to stop
Thinking you deserve it
Wondering how you got here
And
Obsessively
Complicating
My
Days
And
Neurotically
eXplaining
It
Every time
To
Yourself and everyone else
Dealing
Everyday with
People,
Realizing
Everyday is the
Same with the
Same
Internal dialogue
Over and over and its
Not stopping
No matter what you try
Over and Over and Over and Over
Wanting to cry
But screaming instead
Always stuck inside your head
Madeleine
Advertisement
- In Serial172 Chapters
Loving The Naughty Empress
“Why are you here, My Emperor?” Ni Qing put her hand on her waist to salute her emperor.
8 318 - In Serial38 Chapters
Zhanye Black, to be a Superstar in Another World.
A normal boy is reborn in the body of a chubby that has the same name as his, Zhanye Black. But in this strange world, Zy will use his new System to become famous. From a fatty guy, that streams Counter-Strike from his bedroom to a Celestial Prince that will have his face on every corner of the country. This is a Magical Realism/Slice of Life. ** Disclaimer: The book cover design isn't mine, if the author wants me to remove, please email [email protected] I will remove. **
8 95 - In Serial13 Chapters
Falling in love with a witch
"The sun today will be the judge of you men, burning you and your sins, as the wind will sweep away the ashes of you fools. We witches pray to mother nature and she shall save us, as our souls are pure gold unable to rust". A witch spoke these words on the day of her death. Centuries later a hidden tale is unraveled in the 21st century in the town of Mount Giest. What secrets will be discovered and who is lying, whilst who is telling the truth? A love story between a boy and a witch. They learn to bond and heal each other wounds growing together, with a hint of darkness that lurks behind all of us. release dates hopefully if I'm not busy: Tuesday and Friday note: l do not own any copyrights over the cover image l used
8 199 - In Serial47 Chapters
Starting Over In Sin City
Hailey Scott was running from her past, her problems, her sadistic ex-Ryan, who is extremely unhinged and has caught her every time when she's previously run from him. One night, she risks it all and packs up, running to Las Vegas Nevada to stay with her friend; Lana. Lana quickly introduces her to a dangerous world that leads her to Cole Thomas, the President of Satan's Slayers Motorcycle club, otherwise known as a biker gang. Hailey can't resist the bad boy as she tries to start over, making things harder than she wanted, when the motorcycle club gets involved in her life wanting to help her. How long will she be able to run from her past and the man who is undoubtedly hunting her?This is the first in this series. I hope you grow to love these characters as I have. This is a very adult themed book. It will have sex, drugs, crime and violence. This is book with Motorcycle gang activities and all that implies.
8 212 - In Serial86 Chapters
LGBTQIAP+ Backgrounds
This is a bunch of LGBTQIAP+ phone backgrounds. What else am I meant to say?
8 56 - In Serial97 Chapters
A Broken Alpha Series 1 (BxB)
An alpha in a wheelchair, and a mate beaten and sexually abused. BxB Omegaverse. Very detailed sex scenes. Thaddeus is one of the strongest and most powerful alphas. He is both fearless and one of the most feared alpha's, no one dares to cross him.While helping a neighboring pack that was being attacked by rogues he was stabbed in the back with a silver knife dipped in wolfsbane. It left him unable to walk and confine to a wheelchair. Although no one can explain it his wolf side was completely unaffected and has full use of all four legs. His wolf is the largest and strongest wolf around. His strength is unmatched and he is ruthless to anyone who crosses him. While out of town one year at an alpha convention he met his mate. But his mate was angered and disgusted to find out that he was mated to a male and he was in a wheelchair. After taking his anger out on him he rejected him.Thaddeus was heartbroken. He always believed a mate was a gift from the moon goddess and to be loved and cherished. It was the other half of your soul made specially for you my the moon goddess so gender was irrelevant. Six years later he has not found his second chance mate and believed he wasn't going to get one. That no one would want him anyways the way he was.What happens when he finds his second Chance mate unconscious and severely beaten.*** This book is complete, 107 chapters. But only 21 chapters are available here. My book got signed by GoodNovel so I had to take down most of the chapters. The link to finish reading the rest of the book is at the end of chapter 21. ****** Also trigger warning ⚠️ this book contains bad language, abuse, sexual assault and smut. This is also a bxb/male on male book. *****Pictures below are not my pictures. They're what I've imagined the characters to look like.
8 200

