So let us continue our program everyone. I hope you enjoy your food btw. So to continue there's is a two important people in Nathalia's life who would like to be part of this party but sadly they can't but! They have a gift for Nathalia and there is a 2 lucky people that will be part of it. Next in our program, the celebrant requested to sing a song to all of us. Let's give her around of applause"

I just wanted to thank all of them but this is the only thing I can do for now kasi naman biglaan.

"I would like to say thankyou for being here with me celebrating my birthday and for giving me another reason to live. I may not be a perfect person but all of you makes my life complete. This song is for all of you" I said to them and they clapped for me. This is the best day of my life.

Kinanta ko yung Daisies by Katy Perry. While I'm singing it, I can see the smile in their faces and I'm so happy for today, super.

//

The party is still ongoing. People are enjoying.

Umalis na rin sila mom para makapag pahinga na sila. Si Nathalia naman kasama si Alliana at Cj nagtatawanan. Yung iba naman ay sumasayaw na sa gitna lalo na si Brent kasama sila Javi.

Nabigay narin namin yung regalo naming sapatos sa kanya tapos ang sabi niya lang "bat ang rami naman jusko dalawa lang naman ang paa ko" kaya nagtawanan kami kanina tapos sinisi nila ako kasi ako daw ang nagpakana but she's thankful.

"Thank you for making this for her" sabi saakin ni Kobe at umupo sa katabi kong upuan.

"No problem. I just want to make her feel that she can also have or felt what we have and we are doing as a teenager. Making her smile is so priceless"

"Seryoso Cci, gaano ka kasure na siya na talaga?"tanong niya habang nakatitig saakin.

"Alam mo yung feeling na I can see her with me through ups and down and even in the future. That's how I'm sure"explain ko sakanya. Tumango siya at nagshot.

"Cci, if you hurt her like, she cried at me telling me the reason na it's because of you and the it is about serious matter. I'll be the one who will take her away from you. I can't see her in pain again Ricci alam mo yan"he told me.

"Deal."

Pagkatapos namin mag usap ay pumuta ako sa table nila Nathalia.

"Musta Cj?" Tanong ko kay Cj at umupo sa arm rest ng inuupuan ni Nathalia kasi single couch lang ito.

"Ok lang naman. Ikaw musta love life?"

"Excited pero kinakabahan kung sasagutin"nakangiti kong sagot sakanya.

"Pustahan sasagutin ka niyan"sabi naman ni Alliana.

"I hope so, if ever na sasagutin niya ako I will be the luckiest man" I said and I look at her.

"Let's just enjoy the night ok? Kung ano ano pinagsasabi niyo diyan."she said and Stood up pero na out of balance siya mabuti nasalo ko siya. Lasing na rin kasi siya.

"No, let's go and rest na sila na bahala dito you're already drunk"

"Please Cci"pagpapacute niya pero di niya na talaga kaya.

"No"sagot ko sakanya at binuhat ko na siya para dalhin sa room niya.

Habang naghihintay sa elevator ay ang daldal niya pero pabulong lang kasi wala na siyang lakas.

"You know Cci I'm really thankful to have you. Y-y-you always makes me happy. I hope you won't get t-tired protecting me and for making me h-h-appy. God knows how much I want you to be always by my side. I..i think I like you t-too but I'm not yet sure. Please wait until I confirmed it too myself."she murmured at sakto bumukas yung pinto ng elevator.

I know she will not remember tomorrow those what she have said earlier.

"I'll wait for you I promised. Sleep na" as I said and she leaned her head on my shoulder.

Pagdating namin sa room niya ay inihiga ko na agad siya sa kama at nag labas ng damit na ipapangpalit sakanya ni Alliana. Kumaha na din ako nang basang bimpo para punasan ang mukha niya. Pagkatapos noon ay tinawag ko n si Alliana para mapalitan na siya ng damit.

"Uy thankyou ah, nga pala kasama kayo dun sa binigay ng parents niya na gift 1 week stay cation sa palawan sagot nila lahat ng expenses, this December 20-27. Kasama upmbt, si Brent, kayo, tapos may dalawa pa pero siya na bahala."

"Sige sama kami. Ingatan mo na yan, wag mo ng pakawalan"sabi saakin ni Alliana at napatango na lang ako.

Umalis na sila para pumunta na rin sa room nila at magpahinga.

Kami na lang dito ni Nathalia. Tulog na tulog na siya at ako andito nakatitig sakanya thinking of what she said earlier. She likes me too but she's not yet sure. That gives me a big hope to have her.

Di rin ako nagtagal doon dahil bumalik pa ako sa party para makisama sa kanila.

We dance, we play, we talk for short we did all things to enjoy this night. Then we're wasted.

We sleep.

//

It's already 10 am and I just woke up not wearing my clothes last night but I'm wearing Ricci's shirt that's to big for me and I still have my undies with me so nothing happens.

I called Javi and ask him where are they, he said they're having breakfast. So I put my hair into a bun and I wear my eye glasses then I bring my phone and went down to eat with them.

"Good morning ladies and gentlemens" I greeted them and they just smile. I took a sit and they handed me the foods.

"Okay ka na?"tanong saakin ni Alliana.

"Kinda, my head is like exploding in no time."

"Did you drink the medicine beside your purse?"tanong agad sa akin ni Ricci na nakaupo sa harap ko.

"No, I didn't see it kanina e but I'll drink them after we eat. By the way I have a announcement to make. I received my parents gift and it was a trip to palawan for 20 people. The hotel room and food, my parents will be the one who will pay for that so you'll only bring pocket moneys. I decided that the people who will be part of this trip are the upmbt team so that will be 10 person plus Brent, Cj, Alliana, me of course, Gelo, Hannah and Donny. I still have 3 vacant tickets. Btw it's on December 20-27. Bring your gifts ah"I said to them and we continue eating.

After we eat we go back to our own rooms pero sinamahan ako ni Ricci para siguraduhin na iinom ako ng gamot. I hate medicine kasi.

"Thank you for taking care of me last night" I said while we are walking.

"No problem, worth it naman yung mga sinabi mo saakin kagabi kaya no worries"he said and smiled at me.

"Sinabi?? What did I said? Can you tell it to me? Please"

"It's not bad naman kaya wag kang magalala. Now open your door para makainom ka na ng gamot mo."

"I won't drink it unless you say what I told you last night"pagmamaktol ko sakanya.

"Hayy nako Nathalia, sige na nga, you said that you're still unsure about how you feel towards me. That's all, please drink your meds na"

"Oh my god why on earth did I tell you that" di na talaga ako iinom sa sunod. Napakadaldal kong lasing.

Ininom ko na lang yung gamot para makalabas na kami.

"Can you please don't mind what I said last night. It's nothing tho."

"Oo na para matigil ka na kanina ka pa ilang saakin e. Tyaka wala naman yun saakin. I understand"explain niya pero nakakahiya kasi sakanya ko pa sinabi pwede naman ki Alliana na or ki Cj. Hay nako.

Papunta kami ngayon sa skyranch kaya iniwan din ako agad ni Ricci pakatapos kong inumin yung gamot kasi mag reready din siya.

Naligo muna ako at nagsuot lang ako ng white graphic tee ni Ricci kasi naman kulang kulang ang dala niyang gamit para saakin kaya nagpasobra na lang siya ng sakanya. Nagsuot din ako ng black shorts at yung binigay na sapatos saakin ni Kobe then yung anklet na bigay saakin ni Brent tapos yung necklace na bigay ni tita Abi.

Bumaba na ako sa lobby para hintayin sila. Andito na sila Gelo at yung ibang upmbt na naglalaro ng COD mga gamerist e.

"Uyy 21 na siya" sabi saakin ni Javi na katabi ko ngayon.

"Ikr, I'm getting old. More struggles and memories are coming."

"Sagutin mo na si Ricci para kasama mo na siya sa struggles and memories mo"pangaasar niya.

"Ang tagal niya na kayang kasama dun. Even kayo kasama dun kasi you're part of my life na, I mean all of you kaya wag ka ngang paissue diyan."

"Oo na denial queen"tinawanan ko na lang siya kasi parang totoo naman.

Nung kompleto na kami ay pumunta na kami sa skyranch.