I looked at my hospital room.

My mom had sent someone over to give me something new to wear,

Since she couldn't take off.

I wore my gray hoodie from before over the clothes. My jeans were black and ripped, my shoes just being plain black converse.

I was waiting to sign my discharge papers.

I hope Y/N isn't too tired..

Maybe I should reschedule it for another day.

I'll ask her when I see her.

I put the paper gown I wore in on the trash and exited the room.

I sat in the waiting room.

This hospital is very slow paced, but I guess that's okay.

As long as Y/N isn't overworked.

I pulled out my phone, seeing if I got anything new.

Seokjin: Hoseok and I are really sorry.

Can we talk?

Seokjin...now isn't the time.

The pain is still fresh.

I can still feel the hurt in my chest.

I know that I'm a person to hold grudges...they are my friends though.

Maybe I should look through their eyes at the situation..

No..they left me..

They will have to wait til I'm willing to forgive.

I clocked out and grabbed my bag to leave.

I walked out to the waiting room.

Oh that's right, Yoongi was gonna treat me.

I looked around the room and spotted him sitting in the corner.

I walked slowly up to him, he seemed to be spaced out.

I waved my hand to get his attention.

"Yoongi?" I whispered, not to startle him.

He jumped a little and rubbed his eyes.

"Oh, Y/N.. hey, I was gonna ask you if you wanted to reschedule." He stood, towering over me.

I never realized how tall he was. He was always in the bed.

I looked up to meet his eyes.

"Oh, d-did something come u-up?" I asked taking a small step back.

He tilted his head slightly but continued on the conversation.

"Uh, no. It's just I thought since you just did a 12 hour shift, you'd want to rest." He stuffed his hands in his pockets.

"Oh, yeah. I am pretty tired. Maybe tomorrow or friday? I'm off then." I scratched the back of my head.

He nodded.

I turned to leave, but he caught my wrist at the last second.

"Well I need your number so I can text you the details." He said with a rasp at the end.

My eyes widen, and I take out my phone, exchanging phones with each other.

He put his number in and handed it back to me.

I looked at it.

He set his name to something..

Suga🎶

"Suga?" I asked with an eyebrow raised.

"Oh it's my nickname with my friends." He chuckled.

"So, we are friends now?" I teased.

"Well, yeah I hope so." He stated, with a serious tone.

"Well, I'll see you soon.." I bowed and left as soon as I could.

I heard a faint good bye.

I..got..her..number..

Yes! Finally I didn't screw up.

I'll wait til tomorrow to text her. I don't wanna seem weird and CLINGY.

But maybe she said yes to lunch because she's kind.

What if she doesn't like me like I like her.

Okay..i may have a little crush on her.

a LITTLE crush, okay?

I'll take her to an ice cream parlor.

She'll like that, won't she?

I'll get to know her more..

We could be friends..

Or something more?

Ah, yoongi, your kidding yourself.

I left the hospital and walked to my apartment. It was only a few blocks away.

I opened my door and set my keys down.

My apartment was so plain.

Everything was either black or white.

Sometimes you'd see a gray.

I went to my bedroom and laid down.

Even though I just slept.

I want to sleep even more.

My favorite thing to do is sleep.

It's just so peaceful, and I could get lost in my dreams.

I decided to nap.

I got home, kicking off my work shoes and walking over to my bathroom.

I took a quick shower, and then changed into an oversized t-shirt with some shorts.

I'm hungry but I'm really tired.

I told myself I'd eat when I wake up.

I laid in my bed, and stared at my ceiling.

Why hasn't he texted me?

He said he would.

Y/N don't get caught up in this.

Its just a meal.

I closed my eyes, and hummed to myself to get myself to sleep.

Even though I had a lot on my mind,I found sleep easy.

~8 hours later~

I woke up to my stomach grumbling.

Great. Now I have to get up.

I get off my bed and walked to my kitchen.

I searched through my cabinets and my fridge.

But there wasn't anything I could make as a meal.

Oh yeah,

that's right.

Wednesday is grocery day.

I trudged to my room, grumpy that I had to get dressed and go to the store.

I always had a set schedule for everything so I don't forget anything and I get everything done in a timely manner.

I threw off my clothes and dressed myself in a black t-shirt with some jeans. I wore some black vans and I stuffed my hair in a beanie.

I grabbed my keys, wallet and phone and headed out.

Damn, I'm hungry.

I woke up like an hour ago.

I had nothing to eat in my apartment. I was supposed to go two days ago but you know. I got invited out to the bar.

And things happened.

I couldn't decide whether to order takeout or go to the store.

If I order, I have to go to the store another day.

I should just get it over with.

I got up, slipping my shoes on and slamming my door, not looking forward to seeing people.

I'm not a good people's person.

My friends had to break down my walls.

They knew me since freshman year of highschool.

I haven't talked to most of them in a while cept Hoseok and seokjin.

Why do I even still consider them my friends?

I should call the rest of the gang together to hang. I'll do that after my lunch with Y/N.

I walked into the store and grabbed a cart. I trudged around the isles, picking up junk food.

I was looking up at the prices for a 24 pack of water, when something bumped into me, making me trip.

I fell to the floor.

I quickly stood up ready to scowl whoever bumped me.

I rubbed my eyes and looked at whoever was the culprit, pointing my finger at them.

"YOU LITTLE- Oh, Y/N...sorry." I said putting my hand down.

She had flinched, and holding her chest with her hands, breathing hard.

"I'm so sorry." I reached out to her.

"O-oh, no it's o-okay. I just got scared that you were gonna get mad. I didn't realize it was you. I should have been paying attenation. I almost didn't recognize you. Everyone outside of work seems to blur together.." she rambled on.

I found it extremely cute.

"It's okay Y/N." I patted her shoulder.

She froze, I noticed a light shade of pink grow across her cheeks.

Y/N, stop being adorable. It's making me soft. I just wanna squeeze your chubby cheeks and pick you up and spin you around.

"Well, see you around Y/N.." I chuckled, trying to hide my own blush.

I turned around, and pushed my cart away.

"Bye, Yoongi.."

I smiled, I want to hear her say my name over and over. It sounds like angels singing.

I don't care. That little crush is a definite crush now.

I just won't confess til I make sure Y/N is showing some signs, or til I get to know her better.

Can't she be mine already??