(Jungkook's POV)

After the word escaped my mouth he didn't hesitate to press his lips onto mine. His scent of strawberries and vanilla encasing me. His body almost completely pressing into mine.

It's not like how I thought it would be. Maybe because he's a stripper, maybe because I've seen too many movies, but I didn't think he would be so...gentle or feel so good.

His soft lips trapped my bottom lip between them, one of his hands moving to cup the side of my face. His long fingers grazing my ear. The whole action sent butterflies in my stomach, my whole body is on fire. I moved my hands to his shoulders, pulling him closer to me.

He bit my lip gently, asking for entrance which I gave him immediately. His tongue slipped into my mouth, swirling around mine.

As it continued I felt myself loosing my self control, loosing myself in him. Completely exploring each other. Taehyung eventually pulled away, leaving my breathless.

(Taehyung's POV)

His midnight black hair was a mess from moving against the wall. His eyes were wide and looked slightly stunned. His lips were bright pink and slightly swollen from kissing. And in the corner of my eye I saw a hickey forming on his neck from earlier.

He was beautiful, and-

"Hey! What're you guys doing back here?!" A voice snapped me out of my thoughts as Jungkook and I turned to an angry looking man carrying a trash bag, he obviously worked in the coffee shop we were loitering behind.

"Sorry!" I grabbed Jungkook's hand and took off. Jungkook's giggles the only thing to be heard as we ran. I didn't stop till we were like 3 buildings away from the coffee shop.

"That guy looked mad!" Jungkook laughed as I took a deep breath. Running might not have been necessary but I panicked.

"Yeah." I smiled looking Jungkook in the eyes. Did he regret what we just did? Because I sure didn't. As I looked at him, the realization seemed to hit him. His cheeks turned bright red as he looked down at his feet.

"Jungkook-"

"I have to go home, I have school in the morning and-" he started talking rapidly, avoiding eye contact with me.

"Okay, but shouldn't we talk about what just-"

"No, nope, don't need to do that." Jungkook shook his head, and my heart sank a little bit. He regretted it, even though he didn't stop me, maybe I shouldn't have done it. But he pulled me closer, he kissed me back! I don't understand him.

(Jungkook's POV)

I reluctantly opened my eyes, immediately closing them again when the morning sunlight blared in my eyes. I groaned picking up my phone and turning off my alarm, all without opening my eyes. Pulling up my blanket, I hid myself in my dark cocoon, more sleep.

"Jungkook!" A knock, I didn't answer but my mom just bursted in. "Today's the day honey!" She chirped happily, no one should be this loud in the morning. Well Hoseok always is but I don't live with him so it's okay.

"20 more minuets." I mumbled, wrapping myself tighter in the blankets. In a sudden move my covers were ripped from my body, the cold immediately attacking me. "Mom!"

"Wake up, you'll be late for school. Oh and pack when you get home, we leave after dinner." She smiled, moving to leave my room.

"Leave for where?"

"Remember the honeymoon, you're going to stay with your step-brother." She left the room, leaving me in distress. Shit, I had forgotten about that! Just great!

"Have to go live with a stranger, on top of what happened yesterday, my life sucks!" I grumbled to myself, knowing my life wasn't bad but still wallowing in self pity. Yesterday.

It's not even yesterday, this morning.

I remember quickly running away from Taehyung, because I couldn't possibly talk about what we had just done. He had kissed me! And I kissed back! Why why why?!? There was no 'straight boy' answer for that.

I just won't see him again. I won't go back to the strip club. I just won't see him.

These thoughts of boys...doing things. They only became this bad because of him! So I'll just avoid him, seems easy enough.

***

"Whatcha doing Jungkook?" Hoseok asked trying to look over at my phone. I immediately turned it away from him, a small fake smile on my face.

"Nothing." I said quickly. "Jin-Hyung, didn't you see the ad for the new Mario game?" I asked making Jin's eyes light up. He immediately started ranting happily about it, successfully distracting the others.

I looked back at my phone, rereading all the messages from Taehyung which I never replied to. Because to avoid him physically I couldn't text him either. He made me feel like...how me, a boy shouldn't feel for another guy! If he's gone, than this 'problem' is too.

Tae✨: Jungkook please answer

Tae✨: At least tell me if you got home safe

Tae✨: I can see you're reading these messages

Tae✨: Can we just talk about what happened?

Tae✨: I'm sorry, you seemed like you liked it the way you kissed me back. But maybe I shouldn't have done it

Tae✨: I really like you okay? So please don't avoid me?

Tae✨: I'll leave you alone

I turned off my phone, trying to immerse myself in the conversations my friends were having. But I found that my thoughts always went back to a certain stripper.

"I'll leave you alone" is what he said, why did that phrase make my heart hurt?