You know, coming from a human background I can see where any human reading this may think poorly of me for 'sleeping around' as they would call it. I would like to point out that as of the time from that this journal is being written about, I have two Lifemates and two Denmates. I have 4.5 children. I have a brother and extended family that I never had before. I have friends and even a couple of lovers that I share my life with.

Instead of hurt feelings and jealousy, we have love and happiness. No one sleeps alone and no one ever feels left out or unloved. Humans limit themselves to only one person to share their lives with; and to me, this keeps humans from being able to allow more love to shine in on their lives. From experience, I can tell you, that being alone damages the soul. Little by little you start to think that maybe you are better off alone. Maybe you've done something in your life to deserve being alone.

Eventually, you start to get used to being alone and then come up with excuses as to why you should remain alone and the entire time, there is a part of your soul that continues to cry out for love. It is an aching deep inside, at the core of your being, which cries like a broken hearted child at the lack of affection and love. It took an outside force to pry me from my solitude and throw me into a new life before I realized just how lonely I really was.

I chronicle this journal in the hopes that I can show people that the only person who can make you lonely is you; it doesn't matter if you're tall or short, fat or skinny, furred or smooth skinned, young or old, there is someone out there, that if given the chance, wants to love you. If you can but only rise above the tenants of faith that teach you, that certain things are wrong or bad, then you can find love. If you can look those in the eyes that tell you that you are wrong or broken for feeling how you feel and say, "I don't care what you think! I don't care what society believes is right or wrong! I WILL FIND LOVE AND BE HAPPY!" then you will BE happy.

The only person who can keep happiness from you is you. Just remember, you are NOT alone. Even though you may think you are the only person in the universe to feel like you feel, you are not alone.

Depending on when you are reading this, I may even still be alive, so look me up and we can talk. If I am not walking this universe anymore, then seek out my kids, grand kids, or great grand kids. They will happily share these stories with you for the cost of a hug. Just be careful, you might just end up part of the family, and if you do, you will be welcomed with open arms and a willing heart. Peace, love, and safe travels to you all.