It's been 2 weeks and Edd and Matt won't let me visit Tord. I don't understand why but I've been spending time with Roxy. She's cool I guess but more of a best friend type I don't want to ruin her feelings by breaking up with her so I'll wait for her to break up with me. Everyone leaves in the end so it won't take long for her to leave me.

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This is driving me crazy all she does is control me I've done nothing but listen to her! If Edd and Matt we're aloud to let me visit Tord i wouldn't be able to because of Roxy being controlling! I deserve this for being such a failure to my friends and dating someone before I even knew their name..

"TOM GET OVER HERE!" Here we go again. "Yes dear?" She glared at me and pointed at two guys laughing and blushing. She wanted me to call out people for being gay! As someone with gay friends and you know me. I'm still confused on what sexuality I am but for now I guess I'm straight there's nobody I like so far. I looked at Roxy and looked at the two guys. I started panicking what am I gonna do? Oh god oh god oh god.

Roxy just looked at me and told me she was disappointed. Is this it is it finally happening oh my god yes! She told me we needed to talk and I literally jumped and said "OKAY!" She told me I kept disappointing her and I nodded my head as if I cared and she broke up with me! I mean you're supposed to feel like shit after breaking up with someone but oh my god that felt great! It's like chains were released and I'm able to fly.

I took of that STUPID yellow hoodie she made me wear and gave it to her. She smiled telling her that we could be friends and apologized for making me feel bad. Hah as if, anyway I told her I agreed to be friends and that I was heading home. "Wait, can I see your friend?" She gave me a devilish grin and blindly I agreed IF they'd let me see him.

I texted Edd and Matt that we broke up and if I could see Tord and they said I could. Apparently he has violent tendencies now? I got worried and motioned for Roxy to follow me. I unlocked the front door with my key and was greeted by none other then Edd! He looked tired he was pale and had bags under his eyes. "Yo dude you okay? You look like you just dug up from a graveyard."

"Yeah I'm fine, Tords been keeping me up." We took our shoes off and followed him to Tords room. "O-oh h—" Tord paused as he looked up at me. He shivered and muttered something about the color blue? I shrugged why does he always seem at his worse when I'm around? He hugged me and I was surprised I mean I wasn't aloud to visit him I thought he hated me.

I raised a brow and looked at him in confusion he he just looked to the side. "Oh are you okay your face is red!" He looked at me oh my fucking god is he blushing—- dumb question maybe it's cause we hugged nothing gay going on here. I decided to play dumb and he got all flustered how c— I'm being so gay right now holy shit not this again! Every time I'm near him I get gay thoughts were just FRIENDS. Or whatever we are argument buddies? No we're rivals I think.. well we haven't argued since he got back so I guess friends.

I looked over at Roxy and she gave me a death glare mouthing something. "Oh hey! Who are you, yellows a good color on you." Tord looked at Roxy in confusion. "Right I'm Roxy A.K.A Tom's ex and I wanted to meet you oh my god you're so cute your little cheeks are so squishy!!" She kept squeezing Tord's face and he gave her a death glare and smiled.

Something doesn't feel right about the way Tord and Roxy act around each other is there something going on that I dont know about? Probably not I mean Tord did ask her name but still after she answered him he got all hostil— oh my god that's so cute he got jealous?? HA the small bean got jealous of Roxy oh my god that's funny.

"No need to be jealous we're over." I laughed Tord looked at me and moved his head to the side "What do you know Jehovah. Also Roxy pleaseee stop my face is red and it hurts" he whined as he said that. FFF Kay thats it this guy can make ANYONE gay for him. He's like a little small cinnamon dog. Shut up Tom your being stupid he's crippled he wouldn't love anyone! I shouldn't care if he's crippled or not though, but still he wouldn't love me he probably got jealous of Roxy 'hurting' my feelings before himself!

"Oh right! When did you get your bandage off one of your eyes Tord?" I asked I'm actually curious how that happened last time he had it off eh went berserk tryna stab that one dude and all. "I-I uh ha don't know." He looked tilting his head to the left and smiling. This sent a chill down my spine. "Hey Edd can we talk in private." I almost forgot about him not letting me see MY Tord i mean Tord. Ugh I'm so gay.

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I felt a tingling feeling up my spine I instantly knew what was happening. I tugged in Matt's hoodie and he looked at me confused. I felt the overwhelming pleasure of my sanity being bent. I chuckled a bit and Matt gave me some pills that literally knock me out.

🙏Sorry for the short chapter I'm making an outline and I kinda upload every 1-3 days so like yeah I really hope you enjoyed and thank you @Ch276Zj for giving me motivation and for reading this! Not that I'm not thankful to everyone reading I just mentioned them for being such a supporter and I can't say thanks enough.🙏