Ack Roxy is so annoying, why does she like me so much it's unsettling. Not even Edd spends this much time with me it's bothersome. "So cutie what now?" Oh yeah forgot the fucking nickname she gave me 'cutie'. I rolled my eyes and glared at her crossing my arms. "Oh you tired? I can get you water." I nodded and watched her leave the room.

NOWS MY CHANCE. I ran to Edds room and told him about Roxy being annoying. "Ugh alright I'll tell her to fuck off, but not literally." Edd went downstairs and after about 20 minutes I heard the front door open and close finally some peace. What's wrong with her either she loves me or is trying to use me to get Tom back— eh not like I care.

Something about that makes excitement crawl up my spine. A challenger I'll take it! I walked to Toms room. I looked down and he asked me what was wrong. "H-hey I g-got a nightmare c-can I sleep with you?" Pfft he probably thought I was 6 years old. He blushed and looked at me raising a brow. "Sure but only this once commie."

I snuggled in with him slowly drifting off to sleep. Looks like we're back at it again, little shit.

I looked around and I saw the thing I hated the most... the thing that haunts me everyday the thing that tortures me... that white figure.

It was closer though and I could make out more features it had an X over an eye. It had scratches over its face similar hair to mine but the hair near the X eye is longer and shorter but the eye that seems to always cry. It was more masculine then me too it had broad shoulders it was about Toms height but a bit shorter two hair horns a jawline to die for, a pointy nose almost sharp and a long neck. The things that stood out the most is the pitch black eye they were like Toms but more hostile and chilling.

"Holy— why do you look like me?" Well I mean then again it's my brain I'm fucked up wait does that mean if I wanted him to he could just poof? I tried to make him poof it didn't work. "Idiot you can't make me poof I'm part of you, no I can't take control of you I'm not like an alter ego I'm more of.... the person who controls your violent tendencies and insanity. Maybe one day I could be free though.." it looked down.

"Hey um.. why do you always mentally and physically abuse me?" It looked up at me hatred in its eyes. "YOU NEVER LET ME DO ANYTHING!" It stomped its foot on the ground causing the red and black trees to shake. I felt dizzy and fell to the ground. It kneeled in front of me "Be careful, Roxy won't do any good for you."

I woke up and realized I was shaking wait no Tom was shaking! "Hey hey hey Tom wake up!" I shook his shoulder a bit and he woke up mumbling something.

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What's the plan, I mean I can't do anything here.

I sat in the black abyss known as Tords mind and watched as he was playing with Tom. "You really think he cares about you?" As usual i got told to shut the fuck up. I shouldn't even exist technically speaking I'm basically Tords thoughts his inner voice. I did the only thing I can do.

Ha you think your in control?

Why would an idiot like you be in control.

You're such a hypocrite.

Nobody cares about you they want you to suffer.

If they cared they'd tell you the truth.

I care about you, so I'll tell you the truth.

You're fucking disgusting!

What an idiot.

Shut up, you have no right to talk hypocrite.

I gave up after 30 mins.

I looked at some of the red and black leaves on the ground. I shake my head, why do I even exist. I'm just a thought that could be erased easily if my owner gets stronger.

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Damn demon still trying to talk to me. Anyway I woke up with the worst feeling in my gut. I saw Roxy holding her phone talking to someone. I couldn't hear what she said but she said something along the lines of "~~~~ yeah Paul ~~~ UGH STOPPP ~~~~ fine you fake." I got confused but the name Paul... who was that again- oh him.

"ROXY what are YOU doing here?" She looked at me gasping and ended the call. "I-I u-Um was here to visit you and Tom but then my friend Paul called, he works at a coffee shop! Blonde hair blue eyes ya'know."

Idiot.

You know there's more to this.

Don't you fucking dare believe her.

Hey you little shit answer me.

"Okay that's fine, wanna watch tv or something?"

"Sure."

Idiot.

🙏Sorry for the short chapter! I promise the next one will be at least 1.3K words. I'm thinking of how I should execute the ending.🙏